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Thursday, June 14, 2007

My day right now 5:00 pm
Today is not really empty or complete.
Today is categorized by what I think is what I'm feeling or thinking is strongest today
* Loneliness
* Frustration
* Anger

Now onto what I am thinking about today. I am thinking today is a day of relaxation in my home that no person can handle alone.

I don't know what else I feel, but again I don't feel empty or complete. Just clumsily balancing myself in between nothingness and some thingness.

Loneliness is what im truly feeling(Im guessing). A common feeling of all humans, so why should I be like them and have to deal with it. Because thats what must be done, I must be patient and not cling to whomever comes near for that will push them away farther and farther they will go.

I cannot distract myself from some thoughts that like to crawl into my head so often today that I either just laugh or get angry and bottle it up inside. well im gonna go try and take a walk to see if that will help me clear my head.


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