Wednesday, July 27, 2005

well......band camp has started.....it sucks....the only fun thing has been yelling at stupid people....anyway....not much else is going on at the moment....probly going to go out on saturday though......that should be mildly amusing......

yours truly,
A Tired and Confused Plush




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Thursday, July 21, 2005

hallo hallo boys and girls......ever had one of those days where you wake up and want to shove a gun barrel down your throat? yes yes well im having one of those days......oh well.....not a big deal, just my fractured mind......on a lighter note had some friends over yesterday.....it wasnt really a party because it lacked people and illegal activities......it was alright though....dont see what the big deal about putting tape on me is though.....-yawns-....and with that note i will be heading to bed......
yours truly,
Plush
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Saturday, July 16, 2005

well my plans have been getting fucked up left and right this week.....not a single thing has worked out.....kinda funny actually....oh well.....i dont really care too much.....im just sick and fucking tired of people...they always have to make up some stupid drama because i guess theyre bored or some stupid shit like that......or they just complain, or its just something.....always....makes me enjoy being away from everyone more actually....oh well........maybe the idiots will grow up some day.....

yours truly,
Plush

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Friday, July 15, 2005

first order of business.....i hate most people, but we already knew that...so second order of business....my movies plans for today got canceled, which sucks but oh well.....im doing more classic gaming today....and the game is megaman 8....fun i guess.....
yours truly,
Plush
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Saturday, June 25, 2005

well last night was fucked......the mall was ok......and everything was going alright until we were sitting in a grochery store parking lot eating bugles and drinking vault......tiff's friend shaun(dont know how he spells his name) showed up with rachel and corey arrived so it was fun.....but anyway we wanted to get rid of the bugles so we yelled hey to this random bald guy.....needless to say he didnt answer us and so we just continued the talking etc....about a second or two later this stupid redneck from school showed up and started saying something to shaun(sp) and it was to the extent of "hey you trying to start shit".......my eye just kinda started twitching then...i mean really we werent even talking to him and if so what the hell would the single word hey mean.....at least in the context of "starting something"......oi stupid white trash.....to continue he drove off and parked and called a bunch of his friends........to sum up what happened we left but in the process someone threw a shoe at tiff's car (which makes no sense what so ever), and the dumbass that tried to start the whole thing attempted to hold my door open.....the fool.....needless to say he wasnt successful.....but yeah that was just well.....fucked......after that we hung out at the park and played on the playground.....that was fun.....i got to simulate driving with the random steering wheel placed beside the slide..........now then for stuff that happened today......i slept.....im bored.......and my aim still doesnt work

yours truly,
Plush

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Wednesday, June 15, 2005

hello hello boys and girls, guess what? im not dead yet :( ........anyway im back from p.c. and i just want to say that it was one of the most god awful experiences that ive had........glad we decided to come back today, otherwise id be in jail and my "parents" wouldve been in a cardboard box.....in pieces.....and i just would have been in jail for random acts of violence in general....i dont want to get into this bullshit and just leave it at that it really sucked and for once, yes this is odd people, i dont want to cause harm to myself or myself and others....oh no i just want to flat out kill people today :) .........but i wont get into that either.....spare ones of such details.....hmm in other news my stupid poor white trash half sister had her baby today ( 1am).....so yeah that means more hatred will come about.....stupid disfunctional white trash christian republican "family".......gah i need a fucking drink....ok scratch that i need a whole fucking bottle......and there's other bullshit to ramble and vent on about but i dont feel like it and its pointless any fucking way......so now i shall go hang up my new kurt cobain poster........

yours truly,
Plush
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Thursday, June 9, 2005

well today has been alright.....got my hair redyed.....so woo.....and on a lighter note i think the blue suits me more than the red.....so yeah probly do blue streaks for a while..........and im about to leave so yeah......later

yours truly,
Plush

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Thursday, June 2, 2005

even through all the nonsense im still writing, and i just now finished this one, so here you go

title: Rubber Ducky
now and there
feeling gone
flowing on
left out set out
pushed out for the long night
kicked around town
for the thrill of smog
chewed up spit out
and tossed through the fog
hold it out keep it in
choking on the gun barrel
let the fun begin

Chorus: now those that die
get passed along
turned to ashes
and poured out on a sponge
like a sick child's game
it's all fun

slowly diving along
flung through the peanuts
that all sound so wrong
what could pass out
through the hat
living along and all drawn out

how does it feel
how does it feel
how does it feel
i think it's all gone
hooked on the spankin'
new deal

and with all the lies
that consume us all
we still manage to
thrive all over the mall
now sit on back
take a trip
and get yourself a sippy cup
because itll be a cheap trend

chorus: now those that die
get passed along
turned to ashes
and poured out on a sponge
like a sick child's game
its all fun

now and there
feeling gone
flowing on
left out set out
pushed out for the long night
kicked around town
for the thrill of smog
chewed up spit out
and tossed through the fog
hold it out keep it in
choking on a gun barrel
let the fun begin

cut it out
stop it please
for all the reasoning
that does not cease

where are we going now?
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Wednesday, June 1, 2005

yeah been a while......so what....nothing interesting is happening....i am losing the whole track of time sense thanks to summer, but oh well dont really care......i am questioning things more......especially stuff to do with certain people......real and not real.......and with each answer that i actually get, i begin to hate myself more.....kinda funny actually.......but thats just thanks to irony.....oh well, just goes back to the whole principle of nothing being what it seems.......then again its all based upon perception, so yeah fuckity......on a lighter note i need a drink.....something that burns.....well the usual that burns.......and im finding it harder to stay away from smoking......i mean sure i quit years ago for different reasons, but i just really miss it.....sure drinking is more fun, but i dont know; now im just rambling.....im not going to start again or anything, just thought id mention that useless information.......hmm, well on a "good note" my stress level is down, but thats thanks to school being out......theres still other problems, with damnable people, but thats all too common.....no reason to complain here........lets face it though people, i have no idea where im going, mentally and physically....im still losing it, and my body is still going down....in the words of chuck, "liver youve had it too good for too long!".......and with that note ill leave you with my site music, if it still works..........fuckity fuck fuck fuck

yours truly,
Plush

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Thursday, May 26, 2005

been a while since i put some work up, so i guess ill put up something i just now finished writing.....

Title: A Short Play
I feel so........
used and abused
all for a 2 in 1 special
confused and bruised
its all starting to sound the same
used and confused
cant believe im reapting myself
bruised and abused
wrapped up in a blanket of
hatred and solitude
nobody wants me
nobody needs me
a typical nowhere man
trapped in a void
will it all fade
and strip me of joy
falling and failing
oh how its fun
(X2)
Chorus: maybe theyll forget
and stop with this shit
getting sick of it all

could it all pop
thrown like a microwave
smashing into a rock
spilling the potatoe
look out its hot
now dont stare
not like you care
ill be gone soon enough
(X2)

i feel so.....
used and abused
all for a 2 in 1 special
confused and bruised
its all starting to sound the same
used and confused
cant believe im repeating myself
bruised and abused
wrapped up in a blanket of
hatred and solitude
nobody wants me
nobody needs me
a typical nowhere man
trapped in a void
will it all fade
and strip me of joy
falling and failing
oh how its fun

Chorus: maybe theyll forget
and stop with this shit
getting sick of it all
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