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Thursday, May 12, 2005

that expression the calm before the storm, yeah well the calm is over.....i think it's official im in hell again, yes the very deep reaches of the abominal pit....and just when things were starting to get good again too, eh this is just the usual, it always happens, one of the many reasons why im not happy i guess......oh well, i most likely deserve everything i get anyway.....so fuckity....and as for tomorrow and the weekend all of my plans are blown to shit.......most likely wont visit the parlour for many reasons....but hey you never know....and as for my other stuff i was trying to do nice things for friends but hey fuck that too.....i guess i shouldnt try to nice things for people because every time i do they throw it in my face and basically say ha ha fuck you.....so yeah woo damn.....well lets see, i guess ill try to find a positive side here....hmm....well at least i can feel again...i was beginning to wonder if it was possible since i put out that fake mellow attitude all the time.......i have reasons for that and such.....really it just makes things better because you dont really have people asking about shit that is none of their business and you dont have people fucking complaining because youre down......but hell its annoying either way because when you feel good they question you like mad and want to know exactly why.......so yeah thats basically a paradox in itself in some aspects......yeah now ill stop ranting because thats pointless and no good.....besides cant bitch too much anyway a lot of people do that.....and most for no reason what so ever other than something petty and stupid.....yeah i guess now is when i go to check and see what kind of pills are laying around here....maybe ill find something to calm my nerves and make me forget.......

yours truly,
Plush
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