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Sunday, February 6, 2005

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everything is just going down hill lately, and fast. i don't think it's been this bad before. everyone is pissed at each other, i had a big break down last night, people are accusing others for things they didn't do.....god...when is it going to end? i want everything to be back to normal so badly. it's so rough right now. i really want to leave. i just want to disappear. if i could, i'd leave this place and start a new life somewhere else. but running away isn't going to solve anything. i wish it did, though.

valentine's day is coming up. this is one of the holidays that i don't like. do you know how many people are left out? including me? it's a day where i can feel even more lonely as i watch others being happy together. i've been alone for so long. do you know what it's like to be alone and long for someone to have? or being denied by those that you really liked? how long has it been for me since i was last with someone..geez..about 4 or 5 years. that's 4-5 years of being and feeling lonely. i feel so worthless. i'll never be with anyone. i have lost all hope for myself in finding someone to be with. no one will come. no one will want to be with me. do i blame them? no. i don't. i'm so pitiful...i am worthless. i may as well die as a virgin. nothing will ever happen to change that. i can just forget about my dream wedding that i've always wanted..and that perfect someone that i thought was out there for me. i have no one...oh well.

life sucks so much ass...ja'ne

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