Saturday, November 24, 2007

   Why?!!!

Why does my Friday have to be so boring, and why does my Aunty have to be so closed minded?!!! My cousin got permission to go bowling with her friend, but didn't invite me, so I'm stuck at home alone, because my Aunty doesn't want me to watch Beowolf, cuz she doesn't "aprove"... *bangs head against wall* I really miss my mom! We have the same tastes in movies, and a love for fantasy that my extended family mocks! I finally got to talk to my parents last night, because their phone had been out of wack for about two weeks so I couldn't talk, and after we talked about an hour, my aunt sat me down and gave me a lecture on how I should spend less time on the phone, etc.... It's maddening!!! It's so unfair how I can never really correspond with my parents, while most other people my age take their time with their parents for granted! TT_TT

Anyway, I've finally gotten some new fan art up today! THANK YOU to the school scanner!!! XD That makes my day... however, because of the stupid restrictions on myO for size, etc., it really put me through hell trying to crop it down to a right size, knock out all color, etc... Oh well, please check them out and COMMENT!!! XD (please? *gets on knees and begs*)

Questions

1. Have you ever seen Animatrix?

2. What is your relationship with your parents?

3. What is it that you like that your family looks down on?

My Answers

1. Heck YES!!! XD It's awesome!!!

2. With my mom, we're like sisters/best friends! With my dad, we have our moments, but fight a lot! TT_TT

3. My love of anime... (they think of anime as for "little kids"...)

Queen of Sheba

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Thursday, November 22, 2007

   Sooo...

Sooo.... what do you think of my new styles?

Queen of Sheba

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   BORING DAY!!!

Ewwww... today was so BORING!!! BLAH!!! I got to class and almost fell asleep it was so boring (as well as I was tired...)

Yesterday was a lot more fun! My brother and I decided to meet each other yesterday, so I ended up walking all the way across town to get to his house! XP It was so COLD!!! Holy cow! I couldn't believe it! Anyway, as I was walking, I was passing the new and used store, and it tempted me so bad that I went in! XD So I was looking through the DVDs, and guess what? I found the Animatrix!!! XD So EXCITING!!! XD I started watching it yesterday, but never got around to finishing it, so I'm gonna finish it today! (hopefully)

Sorry I haven't been able to get those scans yet, I'll get it done as fast as I can!

Questions

1. How do you get home from school? (bus, walk, etc.)

2. What position are you in right now? (sitting, laying, reclining...)

3. What does the room you're sitting in look like?

My Answers

1. bus, cuz I live in the middle of nowhere...

2. sitting on a wooden chair, with one leg over another.

3. It's the basement, with a tv, computer, 2 couches, a love seat and a recliner... honestly, it would take a long time to describe it all... so... that's enough ^^

Queen of Sheba

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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

   more news...

OK, here's some more news from my mom... apparantly, she gets here December 16, then goes back to Kenya on January 9. It also appears that mom and dad get back in Febuary, meaning that by then, my brother will already be there on his trip and will see them before me... it also means that I'll have not seen my little brother for 7 months... *tiredly shakes head* I can't believe it, I feel so abandoned, and just feel like giving up, I've never felt this much like crying before, but I can't get the tears out. Also, I feel so weak, I can't get up in the mornings anymore, and my stress level is rising to its limit *drags self off of floor*

TOday I forgot my lunch, but luckily had brought my wallet, so I got a burger and fries from the cafeteria, but I forgot to put anything on the burger cuz I was in such a hurry, and there was nothing for the fries. So basically it was a thin dry hamburger patty in a soggy bun with cold plain fries for lunch... XP My day didn't get much better even after that. I was aiming for the computer lab to read some manga on the web, when our youth group leader cornered me and got be wrapping big boxes for Santas Anonymous (a fund drive for kids with no presents) so that used up my lunch period. To make it worse, my cousing didn't have to go to school today because she was hunting, and she didn't even get around to hunting until later on in the morning... it's so unfair!

Tomorrow I'm walking all the way across town to my brother's house after school, because my school ends at 3:30, and he finishes work at 4:00. In other words, I'm gonna freeze my rear off to go see my big brother... I don't know if this is a good thing or not... TT_TT Sorry to bore you with my rant, just having a bad day... TT_TT

Questions

1. How do you usually respond to excess stress?

2. What is your opinion on this post?

3. Would you rather freeze to death, or burn to death?

My Answers

1. I get tired and drained, and just wanna cry...

2. n/a

3. normally I'd say freeze to death, but it's been so cold lately that I'm not sure I'd choose that right now... >.<

Queen of Sheba

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Monday, November 19, 2007

Oi... sorta good news... but not as good as I hoped...

So, I got an email from my mom in Kenya. Apparently, it's impossible for my whole family to be back by Christmas, only my mom. Then she goes back to Kenya (I think) to finish the adoption. Anyway, that's how it is I guess. TT.TT

OK, so... my day was pretty average, actually, considering that is was a Monday, it was actually pretty good. ^^ ... except for that email... TT_TT OK, so I'm gonna try scanning some pictures to put on my fanart section in my portfolio (at last) I'm gonna try to get it done tomorrow, trust me, I'll tell you when it happens. Oh yeah, also, to those of you who haven't checked, I do have some more new wallpapers, so please check em out. ^^ (AND COMMENT!!! *gets on knees* PLEASE!!! >_<

Anyway, my cousin went hunting after school again, and she was SO close to finally shooting the buck she's had her eyes on for ever, but she still hasn't gotten it! Poor her, she's just dying, she wants to go hunting again today, but it's too dark. ;_;

Questions

1. Do you have any special plans for Christmas

2. Have you ever gone hunting?

3. How many cousins do you have?

My Answers

1. Not yet, just celebrate with my family.

2. nope, but I want to...

3. 19, plus one who died in the womb...

Queen of Sheba

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Sunday, November 18, 2007

   First attept at oil painting... failed... TT.TT

Blah! Oil painting sure doesn't like me! TT_TT I really don't get it, it's basically the opposite of accrylic, and it's so hard to clean the paintbrushes TT_TT Because I didn't know any more, I emptied the turps into the sink! *covers face* BIG MISTAKE!!! My aunty was taking a nap upstairs, but came to my rescue (since they were her oils from when she was a teenager, she could help me) After all, all I was able to do was paint the background colour, but oh well, I guess that's the same with accrylics.

So, the reason I was trying oil painting is because I'm trying to paint a picture for my aunty and uncle for Christmas (since I don't have money to buy them all a present) I'm only got two presents so far for Christmas (to give) I have a sweater and touque for my little brother, and two movies for my mom (the Passion, and The Nativity Story). I don't know what to get my dad though TT_TT He's so hard to buy for, as well as my older brother.

Oh yeah, congradulations go out to my brother because he's finally managed to quit his job at the Oli mill (pig slaughter factory...) and now works for a construction company, much closer, cleaner, and enjoyable!!! XD

Questions

1. Do you celebrate Christmas?

2. Do you have any presents to give yet?

3. Have you ever tried painting in oils or accrylics?

My Answers

1. You bet!!!

2. Yup... (read post)

3. yes for both

Queen of Sheba

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Saturday, November 17, 2007

   wow... full day...

OK, so here's how the day went...

I woke up around 8:30, a really good time to wake up on a Saturday morning eh? ^^ The night before we went swimming, had lots of fun, then went home and went to sleep around 11:00, so I got a good sleep at least.

We went to this one lady's house to wash her walls (youth group) then to another house to wash walls and windows (--_--) Anyway, after that, we had lunch at our youth group leader's house (hot dogs and chips) and finally got to paintball his garage... dang... that was SO MUCH FUN!!! XD He must have had 8000 paintballs, seriously, it was awesome!

So, that was my day ^^ Totally different from usual eh?

Questions

1. Have you ever paintballed?

2. What did you do today?

3. Who's in the room with you?

My Answers

1. only in a garage, never actually paintballed...

2. ...read the post...

3. My Aunty, Uncle, and 2 cousins (they're watching a movie.)

Queen of Sheba

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Friday, November 16, 2007

   Weird day...

Woah... for today being a Friday... it sure SUCKED!!! TT_TT So... it all start in Social Studies... Ok, so we have a sub today for unknown reasons, and of course we start a new project that no-one knows how to do... including the sub... TT_TT

So... after a long time of stumbling around on the web trying to figure out what to do, the bell finally rings. I get to art, and as I'm pumping acrylic paint onto my pallete to start painting (RED, PLASTIC BASED ACRYLIC PAINT...) and it somehow gets squirted all over my sweat shirt! TT_TT So I pull off my sweatshirt and start scrubbing it under the tap, but only manage to spread the stain... TT_TT anyways, I hang it on my desk and manage to spread a large pool of red water around my desk and all over the floor, so my Art teacher finally took me to the cosmotolegy room to wash it (where by pure chance I forgot it... and it's Friday, meaning I can't get it tomorrow... TT_TT) So anyway, I finally finish art, have lunch, then in Science, I'm busting my butt to finish this one project, and of course it turns out not to be due yet... meaning more unavoidable stress for the weekend... TT_TT

So... that was my worst part of the day... sorry if it bored you...

So... to turn the mood of this post, there's two choices for what to do, swimming or bowling ^^ yay! And tomorrow we get to paintball our youth leader's garage, this is gonna be AWESOME!!! XD

Questions

1. If you had to choose a way to die, what would it be?

2. If you had to choose between living on the beach or in the mountains, which would it be?

3. why?

My Answers

1. In my own bed, at an old age, with my mind and concience at rest.

2. That's a really hard choice for me, since I've lived near both, but at the moment, I'd say the beach.

3. Because it's warm and relaxing.

Queen of Sheba

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   FAST WEEK!!!

Wow, this week has gone so fast!!! XD Tomorrow is Friday... there's noting really special happening, but on Saturday, we get to go paintball our youth group leaders garage... OH YEAH!!! XD It's gonna be so much fun!

So, I'm finally done my T-shirt design for the PCDG (P----- Composite Designe Group [P----- is home town...]) It actually looks pretty good, and the deadline's tomorrow, man I'm glad to be done, *sign of relief* time to rest...

Questions

1. What homework do you have?

2. What's your favorite cartoon? (not anime)

3. Why?

My Answers

1. This weird poster thing for Science *gags*

2. Probably roadrunner and wily coyote... or else just old cartoons in general, like tweety bird, daffy duck and bugs bunny, etc.

3. Because I grew up on them, and they're amusing (for my puny mind at least...)

Queen of Sheba

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Tuesday, November 13, 2007

   So... tired... --_--

Argh... why does the weekend always end like this?! Since I slept until noon yesterday (since it was the long weekend) I couldn't get to sleep last night. So I'm laying in bed staring at my clock turn from 10, to 11, to 12, to 1, to 2, etc. Finally, around 3 am I got to sleep, then woke up around 5 when my cousin/roommate went for something to drink... TT_TT In school I thought I wasn't going to be able to stay awake, I ended up sleeping on the bus to school and back, and man, I'm so going to bed as early as I can tonight TT_TT'

Questions

1. What time did you get to bed last night?

2. What good thing happened to you today?

3. How was your weekend?

My Answers

1. 10pm

2. ummm... I can't think of anything TT_TT

3. Good, if not boring, but good.

Queen of Sheba

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