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Thursday, August 23, 2007


   Ugh...

Dang! my dad makes me so mad. I mean, he wonders why I'm bitter at him? WELL DUH!!! Maybe leaving me at boarding school for 4 years has something to do with it! I have friends who started at that school in Kindergarten, so doing some quick calculations, I come up with the conclusion that over a 12 year span, from 6 to 18, that they'll spend the total of 3 years out of 12 with they're parents!!! o.O Seriously though, today my dad and I were watching this crime show called Criminal Minds...so in the episode, the victims of this one sicko are literally skinned alive, and skewered, so my dad's like; "Change the channel" and I'm like, "you know you don't have to watch it!" and he's like; "forget about it, just turn off the TV" and he started yelling at me! So I'm talking to him later, and I'm like; "I'm not 5 anymore, you don't have to try to protect me", and he's like, "Ask Erik (my older brother) if we let you do more then him at your age" (...) Well DUH!!! Maybe neglecting me for 4 years has something to do with it. I mean, my brother was homeschooled when he was 11... when I was 11, I was living in a dorm in the middle of Kenya, while my parents lived a country away, and only saw me 3 monthes a year...people tend to grow up with that sort of life, but that fact somehow that doesn't register to my dad (in some obscure way o.O) It's like he doesn't realize that I'm 15, and even though I still am young, I could easily live on my own and run a house (which I have been doing) It's so frustrating to me. I know I may sound whiny, and I should be grateful for a dad that cares for me, but sometimes I just want to run away TT.TT

Questions

1. What is your relationship with your dad? (if any?)

2. Have you ever felt angry enough to want to end it?

3. Are you depressed?

My Answers

1. Sucky, but sometimes we can really have a good time together, and pretend that we don't have arguments.

2. sometimes...

3. yes, but I'm avoiding shrinks, they never do anything good for me...

Queen of Sheba


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