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Birthday
• 1995-01-09
Gender
• Female
Location
• Front of the compter screen^0^
Member Since
• 2007-10-20
Occupation
• err.yea..i totally have a job....totally..
Real Name
• patricia^_^

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Achievements
• ummm....
Anime Fan Since
• sailor moon
Favorite Anime
• sailor moon, inuyasha,cardcaptors....the list is pretty long.
Goals
• getting a goal
Hobbies
• being a retard
Talents
• I have TALENTS!!! WHEN DID THAT HAPPEN!??!! WHY DIDN'T ANYONE TELL ME!!!

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Having a friend is like
having pee in Ur
pants^_^
everyone can SEE it,
but only U can FEEL it!
Thnx, 4 bieng da pee
in my pants^_^

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 Friday, April 2, 2010<hr size="1" class="hr"><blockquote>
 
fg 
I don't know why Im so emotional today...could it be that its that first year anniversary? I thnk its that, but mostly due to tha fact that its THAT day and Im all alone. I keep listening to love songs, I wish you were here to hold me.. I wish we could reminice on the love you showed me. I dont wanna feel lonely-I dont Wanna Be Lonely:Brown Boy 
I remember, and then i told you my secret {message 10.23.insertyearhere} that i had been keeping from you. and you, you who are so calm, cool, and collected, YELLED. Looking back, i should have been scared.But i wasnt. I was in my room crying for you. I was far too shocked to think straight. 
You made me explain my lie, part through part. Like I said, Im looking back. A part of me, it still squirms when I re-read it... I kinda wanan cry. Like I said, Im emotional; I dont wanna fight no more,why we wasting our time? we makin somein outta nuttin n we dont why.I just wanna be with out shawty-Jon Young 
 
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</blockquote> Thursday, October 22, 2009<hr size="1" class="hr"><blockquote>
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I NEED A GAY BEST FRIEND!!! 
http://www.guardian.co.uk/world/2007/jun/03/gayrights.arts 
 
 
Diamonds may be forever, but it turns out that a gay boy is actually a girl's best friend, according to a new book that is the first definitive guide to the 'fag hag'. 
That many straight women set great store by gay male friends won't surprise fans who've watched Will and Grace sharing the secrets of their souls, or Sex and the City's Carrie and her screaming-queen buddy Stanford or Madonna and Rupert Everett, on- and off-screen. 
 
Now a new book chronicles the (mostly) ups and (occasional) downs of having a gay man as a girl's best friend. Girls Who Like Boys Who Like Boys - true tales of love, lust and friendship between straight women and gay men was launched in New York last week with a rainbow of hysterical real life stories and a few predictably melodramatic tear-jerkers. One of the book's editors, Melissa De La Cruz, said she sought to puncture the high-camp stereotype by telling how her gay male co-editor Tom Dolby was the rock-solid shoulder who was most there for her out of all her friends when she suffered a miscarriage and she and her husband were heartbroken. 'He was a real man,' she said. 
 
Much happier reinforcing the stereotypes was fashion writer Karen Robinovitz, who had 'bridesgays' attending her at her wedding instead of bridesmaids and whose best friends and objects of unrequited lust growing up were always gay men. 'My friends muse that my love affair with boys who like boys is out of emotional safety, but I wholeheartedly disagree. It's all about fashion,' writes Robinovitz in her chapter Shop Girls. 
 
While her female friends are competitive when shopping and 'secretly want your ass to look fat', her entourage of gay men makes her feel like 'Marie Antoinette and her court' as they encourage her to buy extravagantly, telling her she looks divine, while 'holding my handbags more gracefully than I do'. 
 
Sitting to one side at the New York launch was Robinovitz's husband, Todd Cuso, a professional motorcycle racer. 'Her gay boyfriends are a fantastic bunch and they have that shared excitement about fashion,' he said. 
 
Writer Armistead Maupin wrote the book's foreword, explaining that his era-defining Tales of the City columns, books and TV series about gay life in Seventies San Francisco were intended as one of the first public celebrations of 'fag hags', who feature as foils to his gay-blade protagonist Michael. 
 
In real life Maupin had two straight women as close friends in those days. 'I shared everything: my exploits at the baths and the heartbreak that inevitably followed when I tried to turn playmates into lovers. I was braving the masculine wilderness for the first time and it helped immensely to have women on my side.' 
 
Maupin also celebrates Audrey Hepburn's Holly Golightly in Breakfast at Tiffany's and Liza Minnelli's Sally Bowles in Cabaret as his fag-hag idols when younger. 
 
But while Maupin and the book's editors believe the fag hag is alive and well, British contributor Simon Doonan, creative director at posh New York department store Barney's, believes that punk, gay liberation and 'the new man' have killed them off. Doonan claims fag hags became obsolete because straight men are now less 'obnoxious' to be around. 
 
De La Cruz described how, despite unrequited lust for the gay boys at her university, she valued their encouragement. 'They told me I was attractive and pushed me out there to start dating. I was 22 and still a virgin and they made me go on blind dates and they were the ones who gave me the confidence I needed.' 
 
She said she and Dolby wrote the 'first literary guide to the fag hag' because they knew the relationships were everywhere but went 'deeper than Sex and the City or Will and Grace' and they wanted to chart it. Dolby said it was irresistible for gays and their fag hags 'to talk about men they were attracted to, knowing they would safely not be competing for the same man ... Gay men just love drama and that fits perfectly with straight women, who love drama too,' he said. 
 
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</blockquote> Sunday, August 10, 2008<hr size="1" class="hr"><blockquote>
hardy-har-har!! okay, this isn't a real post@-@ 
it's coz my site itn't working! It won't show any of my posts!! WAHH! so if this shows, well i guess this i s a good thing, right?> 
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</blockquote> Monday, August 4, 2008<hr size="1" class="hr"><blockquote>
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teeheehee! 
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</blockquote> Saturday, August 2, 2008<hr size="1" class="hr"><blockquote>
 
....Cherish your life, you never know when it will end 
boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there? 
girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor. 
boy- oh really? y? 
girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all. 
boy- oh 
girl- so what did we do in math 2day? 
boy- u didnt miss ne thing that 
great.......just lots of notes 
girl- ok good 
boy- yeah 
girl- hey i have a question...... 
boy- ok, ask away 
girl-........how much do u love me? 
boy- u know i love u more than anything 
girl- yeah..... 
boy- y did u ask? 
girl-................>silence<.......... 
boy- is something wrong? 
girl- no nothing at all 
boy- good. 
girl- ..............how much do u care about me? 
boy- i would give u the world in a 
heartbeat if i could. 
girl- u would? 
boy- yeah.........of course i would >sounding worried< is there something wrong?? 
girl- no, everythings fine...... 
boy- are u sure? 
girl- yeah. 
boy- ok.......i hope so. 
girl- ..............would u die for me? 
boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday, 
hun 
girl- really? 
boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong??? 
girl- no im fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyones fine. 
boy- ............ok 
girl-......................well i have to go ill c u 2morrow at school. 
boy- alright, bye. I LOVE YOU. 
girl- yeah, i love u 2, bye. 
THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL: 
boy- hey, have u seen my g/f 2day? 
friend- no 
boy- oh. 
friend- she wasnt here yesterday either. 
boy- i know, she was acting all wierd on 
the phone last nite. 
friend- well dude u know how gurls are sumtimes 
boy- yeah........but not her. 
friend- idk what else 2 say, man. 
boy- k well i gotta get 2 english, ill c ya 
after school. 
friend- yeah i gotta get to science, ttyl. 
 
 
 
THAT NIGHT: 
 
-ring- 
-ring- 
-ring- 
-ring- 
girl- hello? 
boy- hey 
girl- oh, hi. 
boy- y weren't u at school 2day? 
girl- uh.......i had another doctor 
appointment. 
boy- are u sick? 
girl- ..................um i have 2 go, my mom's 
callin on my other line. 
boy- ill wait. 
girl- it may take a while, ill call u later. 
boy-........alright, i love u hun. 
 
very long pause< 
 
girl- (with tear in her eye) look, i think we should break up. 
boy- what??? 
girl- its the best thing for us right now. 
boy- y????girl- i love u. 
 
click< 
 
 
 
THE GIRL DOESNT COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS, AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE. 
 
boy- hey dude 
friend- hey 
boy- whats up 
friend- nothin, hey have u talked 2 ur ex 
lately? 
boy- no 
friend- so u didnt hear? 
boy- hear what? 
friend- um idk if i should be the one to tell u...... 
boy- dude, wtf tell me 
friend- uh....call this number....433-555-3468 
boy- ok............ 
 
 
 
BOY CALLS NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL 
 
-ring- 
-ring- 
-ring- 
 
voice- hello, suppam county hospital, this is nurse beckam. 
boy- uh.......i must have the wrong number, 
im looking for my friend. 
 
voice- what is her name, sir? 
 
(boy gives info) 
 
voice- yes, this is the right number, she is one of our patients here. 
boy- really? y? what happened??? how is she??? 
voice- her room number is ..646, in building A, suite 3. 
boy- WHAT HAPPENED??!!!! 
voice- plz come by sir and you can see her, goodbye. 
boy- WAIT! NO! 
 
*dial tone* 
 
 
 
BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM ..646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED. 
 
boy- omg are u ok?? 
girl- .................. 
boy- sweetie!! talk to me!! 
girl- i.......... 
boy- u what?? U WHAT??? 
girl- i have cancer and im on life support 
boy- .....................>breaks into 
tears<...................... 
 
girl- they're taking me off 2night 
boy- y?? 
girl- i wanted 2 tell u but i couldnt 
boy- y didnt u tell me???? 
girl- i didnt want 2 hurt u. 
boy- u could never hurt me 
girl- i just wanted to see if u felt bout me as the same i felt bout u. 
boy- ? 
girl- i love you more than anything, i would 
give you the world in a heartbeat. i would die 
for you and take a bullet for you. 
boy- ........... 
girl- don't be sad, i love you and i'll always be 
here withyou 
boy- then y'd u break up w/me? 
nurse- young man, visiting hours are over. 
 
 
 
BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES. 
 
but what the boy didn't know is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up w/him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died. 
 
 
 
NEXT DAY 
 
the boy is found dead with a gun in his hand..with a note in the other... 
 
 
THE NOTE SAID:i told her i would take a 
bullet for her....just like she said she would die for me... 
 
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