Wednesday, August 18, 2004

on the brighter side of the thunder-cloud
mmmm this funny chick Lydia a friend of a freind of my really...is trying to set me up with Liam...
lol
an smashing old chum...that I screwed up my chances of dating with funny how I keep doing that to myself isn't it...
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   -grrrrrrrrrrrr-
Did I ever mention that my dad is a dick wod...? well I'm telling you now. Man I hate him he just keeps pissing me off so ever since I saw him today I've been in a shit mood. Go figure.
Life sux...I don't know what I'm doing.

I'm an LDS right so I believe in God and Jesus and stuff like that but right now I'm finding it very hard to believe that anyone even remotly close to heaven is having an effect on my life.

I feel so incrediably misreable. -slumps into a gooey mess on the floor- someone anyone feel free to scoop me into a bottle and take me away...as long as I'm never alowed to get out again.
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Tuesday, August 17, 2004

'something new and exciting...or just plain and boring'
OK things are weird...this is the first time I've done this yeah but hey what can you do.

My mum just moved to Hong Kong leaving me with my step dad -oh goody, dances around in excitment then stops dead in tracts and looks like death- really what was she thinking?
So my step dad decided he needed to get a ob instead of being a bum and doing nothing so you know what...he got a job and now he's a taxi driver...like that's much better. mmm While we are on family subjects my dad is an idiot, who hates me bacause he doesn't like my B/F...but you now what I don't even know if I do. I'm shocking I know.

School makes life that much worse specially right now...I'm not doing well at all. Art awsome I'm a A the bast in the class almost, math well come on people I feel like I'm in spud math even thoug it's ok math A...Drama just don't get me started...grrr that makes me so mad. Modern well it's modern the bigest mistake of my life should have done ancient and bio well I'd do physics if I was smart enoug but I'm not so bio it is.

I just found out my 2 prac QCS results...ahhhhhh. I'm going to be a bum. I can't believe I did as bad as I did...I must have been so out of it those 2 days. -crys- it doesn't seem to matter anymore no matter how hard I try I just can't get anything right.
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