Monday, July 31, 2006

Im not done yet
well hey there! yep Im still alive and I have a pulse I've been really busy I moving to callifornia in three weeks and i gots lot to do still so yep hope everyones summer is going good I will get to everyones sites soon enough but just be give me some time Im gonna be internetless for a couple of weeks when i move so that gonna suck and the fact that the move is a 22 hour drive but its all good so take care all!
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Friday, June 16, 2006

read this if you want, or not its ok I don't mind
Why are there Villains, do they really wish to be the problem?
I never wanted to be who I am. I was the good kid, the one who never did the drugs.
The one who never made my parents worry. so what happened to me, where did I go wrong.
Im not a drunk or a rapist. I just did'nt know when too much was too much.
Im free now, I guess that if a cop is found to tamper with evidence you get out for free
stupid cop, this fresh rook thought it would be good to take a little bit of my rations
for himself. It looks like my defense thought that that was a way out. they were right I guess
the people in my town still hide there kids, lock the door, that sort of thing when I walk by. I think
they think Im psycho or something, I don't know. It just get really old when all the people who, two
years ago thought you were the nicest sweetest kid. Can't even fake a smile when you walk by.
They get this small little look of pity, and a bit of anger in there eyes. they really hate it when I say
hello. they act like if they don't respond that maybe it they ignore me that I may just disappear. But I
don't I just walk on by and go home.
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

HA!
I got a DS lite! it is the coolist Gameboy ever. flat out it rocks! so everyone be happy for me I got a curent system when it came out and I got the last one in my town too!
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Wednesday, June 7, 2006

are
people
that
never
talk
to
you
called
your
friend
??????
really I know this group of people that say there my friends but they never call me or see if I wanna hang our or anything but there always happy to see me I wanna just scream at them some times to just stop acting so fake and if they wanna be friends just be my friend. Really it pisses me off some times.
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Saturday, June 3, 2006

my acasional update!
hey there friends! well not much to report i got finals on tuesday and my sister is moving back in with me and my folk. We'r planning to move to callifornia in august. So that the biggest news to report. Oh also I got a 4.0 on a group project so thats good i may actualy pass a class this quarter so keep your fingers crossed and if you people like the story so far let me know I'm working on it some more and wanna know if any one cares cause if not thats something i can spend my time else were
well take it easy and take care everyone!
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my acasional update!
hey there friends! well not much to report i got finals on tuesday and my sister is moving back in with me and my folk. We'r planning to move to callifornia in august. So that the biggest news to report. Oh also I got a 4.0 on a group project so thats good i may actualy pass a class this quarter so keep your fingers crossed and if you people like the story so far let me know I'm working on it some more and wanna know if any one cares cause if not thats something i can spend my time else were
well take it easy and take care everyone!
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Saturday, May 27, 2006

A update
Im updating so here you go
.... Read the last one i did.
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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Part Two!
well if you read the post intitled "drop the XLP" then you know that I'm writting a story thingy thing. so here is part two... enjoy.

At the foot of my bed every night, there sitting is memory of my life as a child. A man, who when
looked over was of no real importance. He just had a look to him that when you meet him you knew
that you could trust him. He was the representation of all that I wanted to be. The hero that saved
a old lady from a burning building, or the astronaut that would land on the moon. But here in the
dark sitting there he just looks at me. His eyes scanning me with disappointments.
"Do you miss your life?" He asked "or are you satisfied with it now."
this is how the dream starts every night, and as the darkness grows he always continues.
"You can never have life go according to plan."
"Why?"
"Its all a random facade."
"But why?"
"because If everyone became what they wanted. Then no one would be needed."
"why" is the only responses I can find. With a look of cruel understanding he always replies
"Because this is not a perfect world. No one wants to be the villain, but some just end up that way
It not a matter of fault or anything. Its just that that's what the card hold for some people."
"But why, why can't every one become what they want. Is life just a pointless exercise? I mean
why dream if all there are is the realization of what will never be."
"Because some are blessed with the joy of not ending up like you."
With that I wake up to a empty room. A room with no windows, and no light. Because this is what the people who end up like me deserve.

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random
nuhh~ I know I should update but I don't know what to put. Well anyways I love my new job sure I gotta work late but I make good money, really good money. I make at least fifty bucks a nite in tips plus hours its freakin great! So go and deliver pizzas people.
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Saturday, May 20, 2006

   Hey, drop that XLP dude
well that has absolutly nothing to do with what im about to talk about. So here I go, as some of you know. I like to write and stuff. So im going to start writting again! ~yeah~ Well here is the first installment for the creative mind of ME!! or it could be a mental fart. But you can decide what it is I don't know how often i can update the story but i want it to be at least once a week.
so here is the first istallment





The days go by as passing sands. Through days of thought and laughter.
While I've heard it said before "the town is the same but the people have changed"
I never knew quite what it ment. Then one day I felt it, the sudden since of loss.
The slow but steady realization that you and all you know is changing with the wind
It never quite set in for me. Then one day I stood there with the heros of my past
We gatherd together to say a bitter farwell to one we all knew well. the person that
no longer stood in the mirror. A child that once graced the life of my father and mother.
A joyful figure of a life that can never return to me.

I can never go back to the life I once knew. Just as everyone dies, everyone get older.
But, now and then I remember the times I had with the heros of my past. The figure
that in my mind only could be seen. The dreams of joy and sorrow and evils to be ended.
It is a bitter reallity that faces everyone. The day you relize that the friend that was
never there, is the friend you miss the most. The icon of a life that was fresh and new.
But there will always be dreams. They will fill your mind with memorys long forgotten.
Days that you once knew so well, will be memorys that haunt you when you forget the
times of joy when you were so young.

But, this is the setting that I see in my dream. figures of forgotten people gather to morn
there loss. the person in the grave is the friend that I have long forgotten. His death is the
unfair truth to the world. You can never go back to where you came. It is what it is, and nothing
you or anyone does will stop the hands of time.
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