Wednesday, May 6, 2009

I wanna go to tokyo & new york & london!!

Hmm... its already late. So i'm prolly gna leave this post up for 2 days unless somethin big happens tomorrow BUT! I got 4 fillings in my teeth. and i'm very angry. i do not want to go back and get the rest, I HATED IT OH MY GODDDD the reason i had so many was because i had braces for like 3-4 years and that whole time i didnt see a regular dentist. so now i'm screwed to deal with horrible mouthing pain *HISSSSSSSSSSSS* I skipped yesterday. My mom took me to school but i just walked to the bus stop and went straight to James'. After hearing what actually happened in school that day I think skipping to James' fucking saved me. This is what happened. Sammi, Tara, Ken, and maybe at the most 4 other people were smokin pot behind the school. Some employee from across the street saw them and reported it & they all got suspended. Except Sammi. She got expelled. She took the blame for everyone, being the sweet kid at heart she is. So.. if I woulda gone to school, I would've been with them too & gotten suspended for doing drugs & that would NOT go over well with my mom. But lookie here! I love her but I think this is unfair. She is expelled, but gets to finish her credits outside of school and graduate this year. She needs the exact same things I need to graduate i found that out. So wtf, I don't get caught smoking weed during school therefore don't get to graduate early? NOT FAIR!!! I should threaten to smoke in the school lmao. But I don't wanna screw anything up for Sammi either, thats a really good second chance theyre giving her. So to follow the right unselfish ways of life, I should rly keep my mouth shut. I might bring it up to an insignificant teacher though, like Chris (who's wondering why I'm been skipping his classes ">.>)

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Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Harharhar

I cannot sleep. (its 2:26am) I've been watching DeGrassi. Like all the episodes that are just about Ellie. lmao *obsessededd* But hay its a gewd obsession. She gives me inspirations. :D To be mahsewf and not take shit frm ppl who dis me (my "friends" dis me wtf up wit dat? i dis those bitches back, yo) Actually, I only really have a couple close friends. I can count them on my fingers, rly. The rest are just kinda ppl I hang with or talk to to make the day go by faster. My real friends are pretty much 1-Jenny 2-James 3-Jordan (fer real, he's pretty cool) ITS THE THREE JAYS OH NOESSS!!! If I didn't fuck up with my ex i'd also have 4-Gabe 5-Blake :( but I fucked up. (lol. thats not funny. but it made me giggled anyways) 6-Emily's on that list too. For the most part. I'm starting to like my list short & simple. At one point I was really close with Sammi&Tara, but I just don't feel like they're on the same page as me. Or that I was once but not anymore. My friendships change as my priorities change, I think. Or maybe I just don't fancy to hang out with stoners when I'm in a mood to actually care about school. Problem is, that mood changes. I'll care about school & really focus about college, but then think my highschools a joke & believe shit doesn't matter til I actually get into college anyways. Why can't I just stay on one track? One mood? i'm soo hungry

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Monday, May 4, 2009

Not in school today

BECAUSE I'm a lazy bum & told my mom cuz my immune system is shit that I DNW to get swine flu. So I can stay home today. 21 school are actually closed for it, in Milwaukee. DUDE so friday nite was cool. I was watchin invader zim on tha couch Phone: *techno ring* Me: Hello? Tara:U HOME? LOOK OUTSIDE!!! Me: *looks & sees sammis car* Tara: COME OUTSIDE!!! Me:OOOOOOO KIDNAP TYME Car: HOOOOOOOOOOOOONKKK HONK HONKKHONKKKHOONKKK!!! We got smoked the fuck out & I was NOT HAPPI that Sammi had to fuckin drive me home half baked (NOOOOT COOOLL GAIZZZ D:) but I got home 2 min before curfew. I'm a very bad backseat driver. Cuz I wantz to drive but I don't get to. So I tell every1 else how to drive. It pisses ppl off. >.< I DONT NOTICE IM DOING IT AND WHEN I DO I CANT STOOOOOP lmfao. Sunday I hung out with JORDAN yez jenny. BUT he gave me 3 water bottles of Cherry Rum (I sound like such a fucked up bum in this post, dude) Well he's always fucking texting when we hang, and every time I ask for the chicks number (dont bother if its a dude) & I texted: Hey there I'm a pedo named Frankie. Whassur age? She like: OOOOH baby!! Whats ur sign? and we hit it off GREAT so I have a new cool friend on mah phone :D I want theseee sunglasses they fucking rule: don't be fooled, that is not me. this is: AHAHHAHAHAHHA ARE YEW BLINDED BY MY UGLINESS??? nah i just fuckin typed "random person" in photobucket rofl is that even a chick or a dude?? OHOHOH GUESS WHAT?!?!? I've learned All My Lovin Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds All You Need is Love and most of Blackbird on mah acoustic :3 :3 :3 :3 (all Beatles songs if ya didn't knoo)

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Friday, May 1, 2009

Herrow

No school today! HAPPY BELTANE I'm looking at art schools n stuff. I gotta start applying soon. Tis crazy. I'M ALMOST DONE WITH HIGHSCHOOL!!! HOLY FUCK!! I have 20 credits, and u only need 22 to graduate. I need 1 Credit in electives, a half of gym, and a half of world history. So I could technically be out by october IF a gym & world history is offered first quarter. But I might keep taking classes for extra credit. That would look good for colleges. It's a slow day. My moms telling me my allgergies are actually a cold. Which I don't want to believe. WHY DOES MY IMMUNE SYSTEM SUCK ASS?!?! I'm like sick every other week -_- Grrrr. DNW THE PIGGY FLU

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Thursday, April 30, 2009

AMP w/ GREEN TEA is AMAZING!

I figured it was best to not post at midnight anymore so... here I am at 6:30... Maybe this late isn't any better. I saw James today for an hour. Which means... QUICKIE!! jkjk :D I gave him a lemon to take with him when he left. Lmao. Hmmm... I kinda don't have anything to post at this time. Dammit. I suck. I have a stuffy.runny nose. WHY DO I FAIL?!?! oh yeah, theres this Young Womyns Emopowerment Conference thingy. This weekend. I can't decide if I wanna go. Well I do, but not if I'm sick. I dunno if it's sick or allergies, cuz I have a really crappy immune system. Eh... I have to decide soon. AHHHH I'm prolly not gonna go. Grrrrr. I don't fucking knowww. >.< GETTIN HIGH OFF OF ENERGY DRINKS AND SUGAR TONITE (the healthier, legal, longer lasting and -honestly- more fun way)

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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

So theres kinda two posts today... sorry if yew no like lotza wurdness

Listening to: The Used - I Caught Fire <3<3<3<3<3 (ish "OUR" song) <3<3<3<3<3 Drinking arizona iced tea with raspberryy, blasting music, planning to draw some SASUNARU BIOTCHHHH yaoi is love, mann. Oops i guess I leave out some details when I story tell. I meant that when I was talking to Tara it was while he was trying to teach, lmao thats why he got pissed. My bad. >.< Only news I guess is I'm trying not to fall for my friend Emily. I HAVE a boyfriend. That I love very very very very veryyyy much. And wanna stay with ferlowngtimez & then comes reproduce time. 8D SOULMATE I'm trying not to let the feelings develop more with her though. I've always liked her. T'would be a bad combination with bf. How do I get myself INTO these situations. ALL THE FUCKING TIME!!!!!!!! It seems to me that when people usually say theyre afraid of falling in love, they mainly mean they're afraid to get hurt. My reason is becuz I'm already in love with my baby, James, but I jus keep falling in love with more ppl (Gabe, Emily) It rly sucks. I did not like to play the choosing game last time. I will save myself from this crap situation by STAYING WITH MY ONE AND ONLY!!! ^_^ Speaking of all this relationship stuff, I saw my ex Donovan at the mall today, he saw me too. But like fuck if I was gonna go up to him. He was with another guy, I wonder if they were on a date lol. WTFBBQ yes Man, I miss my babyyyy, I hope he comes to skewl tomorrow *crosses fingers* I wanna kiss him againnnn so bad.. UGH! I wanna hold him and touch him, touch his face, his hair, his hands, KDHGKAGFDSJYGFKYSG. ............. *thinking* .............cricket............. i'm horny now

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I feel like I've been EXTREMELY neglecting anime, manga/ THE LOVE OF THIS FUCKING SITE I have fallen out of obsession with it. BUT i shall try and bring it BACK YES PLZ KTHX For one, you know what sucks? Like, really really sucks? LIKE WHAT REALLY FUCKING SUCK BALLS AZSS DICK?!?!?!?! okay so... I fell in love with this fanfic of my favorite anime Neon Genesis Evangelion. Its on fanfiction.net. Jenny even knows, I printed the shit out. I was reading parts of it that one time we went campin w mah mom. But yeah, printed it, fell in love with it. over2hundreddoublesidedcomputersizedpagesofthirtysixchapters ~long inhale~ unfinished. ALL SHE NEEDS TO WRITE IS THE GODDAMN FUCKING PROLOGUE!!! I NEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDD ITTTTTT!!!!!!! I NEEEEEEEEEEEED IT LIKE SPONGEBOB NEEEEEEEEEEDDSS WATERRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!! *chokes on hysteria* ........ i've been checking up on any possible updates. since november 2006 OVER TWO YEARS ohhh whyyyy whyy must lucythebeast TORTURE USS LIKE THISS TORTURE MEEEEE LIKE THIS? This need is worse than a broke heroin addict >.<

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Tuesday, April 28, 2009

   Agh my teef hurt. I floss like a maniac D:

Haha condom cunfusion. Oh and I think its just called telephobia. Laaame. Too bad it doesn't have a cooler name. Like Aichmophobia — fear of sharp or pointed objects (as a needle, knife or a pointing finger). Lmao. *points finger* TAKE THAT FUCKER! AHHHHHHH!!!! I'm gauging my ears. Just a bit tho, nothin too huge. My ears are too tiny for the big wons. and i DNW stretched out crumply earlobes when i'm 40 (ftw????) That creepy teacher chris has like huge plugs and they're scary. I'm always staring at them. I guess i should ask him about how long it took him to get results. For now I just shoved 2 earrings in one hole (lmfao). I guess i gotta keep adding more & more & getting bigger jewelry. Theres this place called Altered Evolution. They do piercings & tattoos. It gave me the idea for why i wanna gauge my ears. For something like this: (the smaller ones) That stuff is SO cool. I did get a new barbell for my eyebrow today. Its a darker silver and its spiked. It was $15 but I told my mom it was $10. I guess I like to pretend that I'm saving our poor asses some money. I'm too fuckin spoiled. ~~~ So yeah, it IS pretty creepy about my teacher giving me his number. He's always like (to me & my friends) "If you guys ever need anything just give me a call" and FTW was that all about when he got pissed the time Ken & Tara called for weed? Liar. I pissed him off today in class. I was talking alot to Tara (we were talking about Beastiality lmfao) and he was like *grr voice* "Are you done??" I looked at him and i just kept talking to tara and he goes "NIKKY I AM ASKING YOU TO STOP" and i go "WELL I DIDN'T SAY I WAS DONE!!!" *glares* But for some reason he never gets too pissed at us, he likes us I guess. Tara, Ken & Sammi are always joking around (grossing me out) that he gets boners n shit around me. It's fucking gross. It better not be fucking true. *shivers* bleghegheghhh. I hate Chem. It's boozshwah.

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Monday, April 27, 2009

I'm just up really late, So I'm gonna post as if it was tomorrow.

Jenny I had a bad realization that crushes part of my dreams for getting a car and driving to Cashton: My first car ever IS going to be a junker i can crash up and probably won't have a good likelihood of making it to cashtonnnn D: Maybe i is thinking too much. BUT maybe if it breaks down then u could meet me half way. haha. Nehhhhh his brothers a whiney dick. He'll never admit to taking it. Its bogus. We don't exactly have proof, just that nothing else could have possibly happened to it unless it was a LEPREKAAAN that went through my bag & stole it (AND A CONDAMN) he took my favorite one :'( So i'm wondering if i should save up & buy a new exact same one so i don't have to tell my mom the real story. I don wanna tell her it got stolen. Better than lost, but still. grrr. I also rly don wanna buy another one again. it was sweet, yeah, but idk. THIS IS WHY WE CAN'T HAVE NICE THINGS. lmfao. my teacher says that all the time. esp when i get all klutzy & knock over (and break) stuff. he;s a new teacher this year. a riot, really. but too nosy & opinionated sometimes. Like he "ewwwed" me & my bf. Son of a bitch. which also adds to the mystery of his interest in me, which tara keeps reminding me, he gave me his number. go ahead, prank it. 414-333-7799 yes that is a real number. he lives way to close to me. like less than 10 blocks too close. walking distance too close. its scary shit. DO IT 414-333-7799 tara called him asking for weed once. push the limit. :)

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Sunday, April 26, 2009

It's really pouring right now.

Uh oh. Mayhem in jennys life >.< ? I was confuzzled. Untils I went tew cassies site and i was like OOOOOOOOOOOHHHHH AHHH SEEEEEEEEEEE yew guyz are 2 peas in a pod lmao. :( I was almost gonna see her this weekend. almost waaaahhhh. My computer was bein fixed tha last couple days. So... Waiting did pay off, rlyrly vry much kthx. Me and James are A-OK. I'm out of the whole depression thing, was mostly glad to be back at school seein peeplz. My ipod got stolen tho :'( my newr one, i got an orange nano from my mom. But james' brother took it, his mutherfucking brother. i am so pissed. but i can't express that too much with james, he feels bad enough. his family is fucked. so many ppls' families are. God. the world sux. If ur familys good, decent, not out of control; hang on to it & do me a favor. And so yeah. I'm taking wicca classes online :3 lolz. I signed up like over a yr ago but never returned. But i got a new account now, hopefully i'll stick to it. Classes: Poetry/Creative writing (i am NOT thrilled to be in this class AGAIN. dont get me wrong, love writing, love poetry; but NOT on command&demand by some1 else) Chemistry (fuck this class. just 2 more months...) Pre-Calculus (gulp <.<") Fuck these classes, the weathers getting nicer now, tis the season to go out n GIT HIII. er, i mean, sketch, draw and write under a big tree in the park. :3 DON'T FORGET TO BRING A TOWEL!

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