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Wednesday, March 21, 2007
CURRENTLY READING: Resident Evil #5 Nemesis
TIME: 5:11 pm (central time)
MY HEARTSTRINGS COME UNDONE (Demon Hunter)
Today was not fun, still isn't. Well neither was last night. Lots of tears involved. I'm very confused and my mind is slipping into depression again. Sounds like my meds are slipping too. I feel like I'm not real, that my life is a story from a story book, and I don't know if I'm seeing life as it is, or life as it should be. My trust for everyone is fading, except for those who I know deeply and are keeping me on my feet. I was quiet all day, sad, and I listened to my CD player (illegally) through most of school, to keep my mind off of things. Today was our weekly lunch where our whole group gets together. They noticed I wasn't joining in their laughing and conversation, and when they asked if I was OK, I shook my head and started bawling. I coudn't stop it, I felt embarrassed. But if was the first time they saw me cry, and it brought us a little closer. Not that me sobbing like a baby is good.. but, I got alot of support (and hugs, oh the hugs felt sooo good). I'm leaving half of the story out, but you don't need to know the rest; the real reasons why I'm fucked up.
But if any of you ever need to talk, I'll listen and give you my input if you want it. PM me, or my e-mail is up there.
I have alot of homework, and it's thunderstorming so I can't stay on long. My comments probably won't be too cheery either. So sorry if I don't get to your site, today and yesterday.
PICTURES
Same pics as yesterday. I just like them and didn't want to find new ones.
Shinji/Kaworu
~Rabid
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