Sunday, April 15, 2007

-time- 7:58 pm ct -date- april 15, i think (it's sunday) Uhhhmmmm, well, heh I uh, well this is what's been rummaging through my head: (yea, I saved it whatsit too ya?) (sry, I had to edit it kiddies; confidentiality) s0u1onfire (10:29:29 AM): hello *friend* (10:32:18 AM): hiya sowwy s0u1onfire (10:32:35 AM): tis ok s0u1onfire (10:33:54 AM): i thinky i made a mistakey *friend* (10:34:07 AM): howy? s0u1onfire (10:34:25 AM): i uh kinda want *him* back s0u1onfire (10:34:31 AM): hah i know its crazy s0u1onfire (10:34:33 AM): but idk s0u1onfire (10:34:36 AM): im confused s0u1onfire(10:34:42 AM): i cried all last night, & these past couple nights.. s0u1onfire (10:34:46 AM): i didnt sleep *friend* (10:34:53 AM): oo *friend* (10:34:55 AM): im sowwy *friend* (10:35:07 AM): :[ *friend* (10:35:10 AM): *hugs* s0u1onfire (10:35:33 AM): but were really good friends, so i guess thats ok 4 now s0u1onfire (10:35:40 AM): i dunno if he still loves me s0u1onfire (10:35:52 AM): but i broke up with him b4 giving myself time to fall 4 him s0u1onfire (10:35:58 AM): and it happened after s0u1onfire (10:36:11 AM): *hugs back* *friend* (10:36:19 AM): i think if u said u want him back he'd take you back.. s0u1onfire (10:36:51 AM): yea.. and if not we could still be close. idk *friend* (10:36:46 AM): yea.. s0u1onfire (10:37:15 AM): but its like i want him to be mine and no one elses. that sounds possesive but i don't mean it like that... s0u1onfire (10:37:21 AM): and i dont want to lose him again s0u1onfire(10:38:00 AM): but im thinking if i should wait a little longer, because we've gotten soo close over break. maybe there's still more to get closer about (ohh confusing) s0u1onfire(10:38:20 AM): and i didnt really know him that well when we first got together *friend* (10:39:06 AM): ooh *friend* (10:39:16 AM): didnt you guys just meet... *friend* (10:39:18 AM): or no.. s0u1onfire (10:39:59 AM): we met like a couple weeks b4 but i never like hung out with him s0u1onfire (10:40:23 AM): but it's like *he* is the only reason im not 100% sure ima lesbian s0u1onfire (10:40:28 AM): if i cant have him s0u1onfire (10:40:33 AM): i will be *friend* (10:40:34 AM): ooh s0u1onfire(10:42:25 AM): if he doesnt want me back, thats ok. because i can move on fast when i know things are for sure s0u1onfire (10:42:33 AM): as long as we can stay friends s0u1onfire (10:42:41 AM): because he's an amazing person *friend* (10:43:50 AM): yeah...just as long as he doesnt hurt you.. s0u1onfire (10:44:19 AM): very doubtful that he will s0u1onfire (10:44:25 AM): i trust him a whole lot *friend* (10:44:24 AM): ooh okay s0u1onfire (10:47:28 AM): when we were together, i didnt much like holding hands. idk it reminded me of lock-in. s0u1onfire (10:47:38 AM): but id hold hands with him now s0u1onfire (10:47:47 AM): because i dont want to let go *friend* (10:50:19 AM): aww *friend* (10:53:35 AM): i hope u guys get back together s0u1onfire (10:53:58 AM): thanx s0u1onfire (10:54:17 AM): i like the way things are now, too. s0u1onfire (10:54:23 AM): and thats where im confused.. s0u1onfire (10:54:33 AM): i dont want anything to change *friend* (10:54:42 AM): yeah.. -pictures- Flyleaf has been rummaging through my head too 4 the past week. ~rabid

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