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myOtaku.com: rabidminpin


Saturday, June 23, 2007


-time-
4:14pmct
-date-
saturday june 23


Got back yesterday.
I feel drained.
So i don't have anything pretty to say about the boat.
I hate the sun.
It burned my face off.
I still feel like I'm rocking back and forth from the boat
GODAMMIT
I threw up. But before I even got ON the boat
I threw up my meds. It was kinda funny.
I almost threw up on this lady, but I turned the other way
GODDAMMIT

Imeem sucks
All of my songs are becoming only 30 seconds long.
GODDAMMIT

I'm frustrated and my heart hurts
cuz I haven't seen my boyfriend in more than 2 weeks
GODDAMMIT

I cant eat anything except for
cinnamon toast crunch
tostitos with lime
mashed potatoes and corn

But i drink alot.
not alcohol
it interferes with my anti-depressants
but theyre not working anyway.
i see the ASS-LADY that perscribes them thursday
imma get a higher dosage i bet
i dont care anymore
i feel so weak
im shaking
trapped at home

ive been reading tarot like no other
"Dont let dissappointments get in the way of you happiness. Beware of overindulgence and depression. Jealousy clouds reason"

"Everyone expects the best from you and vice-versa. Arguments with your lover or close associates are likely now. Don't give into intimidation or pressure, and never go to bed angry. Are you seeing things more realistically? Wait one more day to take action"

"Take a step back and look at matters from a different perspective. You might notice that your heart has been ruling your head. Share your thoughts--don't be selfish. Do your part to settle disagreements"

I don't like what they say. But I dont base my life off of them.

Someday Im gonna go and accually learn to read tarot the right way.
I use a mini-kit i bought from the barnes n noble check-out line

~rabid


GODDAMMIT
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