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myOtaku.com: rabidminpin


Monday, July 30, 2007

hi.
i disappeared for a while.
i know you know that.
is there anything that you're scared of?
i mean so scared of, thinking about it makes you cry?
well, for me it's rape.
i am so incredibly terrified of it.
and the chances of it happeneing to me are not low.
my neighborhood sucks.
guys wolf whistle at me or follow me or glare at me... etc...
not because im attractive.
because theyre fucking horny perverts.
i've watched the movie Speak as well as read the book twice in the past 2 days.
so that got me stirred up.
of course.
it could just be me but ive always kinda thought that maybe i have been sexually abused.
as a young child or something.
i know this sounds, extreme.
but last year i learned about repression in psychology.
and it made sense to me.
but i dont know if i'll ever find out whether or not i was. abused. sexually.

besides hauntings...

today i got my glasses and contacts.
i hate glasses.
but i dont have to wear them.
unless im too lazy to put contacts in.

i also got my hair cut.
i hate it. the lady cut the layers too short, and it took away from the bottom.
if there is such a term for hair, i'd say it's top-heavy.
so im wearing it in a side ponytail so its less noticable.
i dont care too much though,
heh maybe it'll lessen my chance of being raped.
stop it. i shouldnt joke.

oh yeah, and my birthday was friday.
im fifteen.
i got to spend it with 2 of the 4 most important people in my life.
jenny, and i got to see my boyfriend.
finally!
after all summer.
it was great.
it went too fast though.
but isn't that how it always works?

been listening to kill hannah alot. im falling in love with 'em.
thank you bam.
thank you nora.
if you must, listen to Scream. its at the bottom of my playlist.

i start school next week.
i go to camp in 2 weeks.
im ready.
bring it on.
just give me some pepper spray...

Love. Rabid.
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