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Tuesday, April 29, 2008


its so awesome that you came here
duuude
its been a while, i know.
sowwy.. but i made my page all pretty :3

didja watch the video?? heeheeee omg. i'm gunna see that in june!!!!!!
AHAHAHAHAH


ON MY MIND
so um. eh. things are ok with james..
we haven't been messing around much, like for the past 3 weeks or so (we havent had sex at all tho). i'm just not intersted it sex play (outercourse, whatever u wanna call it)
but well i'm grossed out by it.
by him. cuz hes a boy.
by penis.

yea i know i sound like a lesbian, and i'd rather be with a girl, but i still love him and care about him.

i just dont want anything to do with his WEEEEEEWEEE.

ahah.

and idk. i dont like being with him unless its just like me and him. i dont like being in school with him. sounds like i'm trying to get away from him. well, i guess i am but.. shut up. i'm confused.

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OTHER SHIT ON MY MIND
i wanna wait til i'm 16 to have sex, til i get high the first time. but thats probably not gonna happen. dude i'm twisted.

TWISTED POT STORY #1 i wants to wait til i'm 16 to smoke it with tara & bethany. cos i feel young.

TWISTED POT STORY #2 i wanna smoke sooner with james so i can learn and get my first time over with, so i can go smoke with donovan and be more (or just seem) "experienced".

#1 is muchhhh safer. but i'm drawn to #2 8765965times more.


i feel so young tho and thats why i wanna wait...
but i'll be 16 in three months, so that's not too far away.

reason y i dont wanna wait 3 months is i have an excuse now to see donovan cuz the new msi cd came out and i could make him a copy and go to his house. and james has pot now too. so i have access to it.

so what if by the time i'm 16 me and james would have broken up, then i have lesser acces to pot unless i rely on tara and bethany and idk bout that.

eh too much shit to sort out.

and i know donovans a bad idea.

but i cant help myself

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