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Wednesday, May 28, 2008

run away run away. never change never change. run away run away. stay the same stay the same.
heyy. things are decent here. life is good and me and donovan have established and put out there that we both still have feelings for eachother.
idk if were gonna actually get back together. i want to but there are
gonna be conditions like:
*Communication will NOT be soley through IMs and texts.
*No going 2-3 weeks w/o seeing eachother. thats ridiculous shit.

Rules for myself:
*Don't do anything that I don't feel like I'm ready for, or doesn't feel right.
*Slowww on the intimacy jeezus. Don't wreck it.
*Speak the fuck up; but don't accuse.
*Be gentle (i tend to beat up my boyfriends. unintentionally, honestly <_<)

We'll see.
Just about everyone is against us getting back together.

Judy says he doesn't sound like a stable guy, that he uses drugs to cope, and he bounces from relationship to relationship.
Which tells me he maybe feels the need to always be in a relationship. And I don't want to be pinned with his problems, like James. This I must tell him before hand; to kind of warm him, I'm not his life support pillar. I WILL always be there for him, but he can't RELY on me to make him feel better or fix his problems.

Other people are saying he's not worth it. That I could do much better.

It could just be me, but besides the suspicions of him being 'unstable', hes absolutely amazing and I love EVERYTHING about him. And he's so SWEET and I love how he teases me XD. He's just so SWEET.
XDDDD*squee*

If we don't get together, I guess that'll be okay. I'm happy with where I am. Or I might then date my friend Emily for fun. Nothing real serious or committed. Just for a fun kinda thingg. Thing is I hardly see her =// Today was the second time I've seen her since last school year O_o. We went on a date in January but I hadn't seen her since until today. So that would be a good reason to not make it serious.
And I don't want to start a new serious relationship.
I don't want to start all over.
That is why Donovan is perfect.
God I miss him like crazy...
*crosses fingers*
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