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Sunday, June 29, 2008


I'M THINKIN ARBY'S
I was gone 24 days?
Well I'm going to be out of town for 20 days starting July 7th and then will be my next huge break.
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I am with James again. And very happy
YOU SEE WE DID GET BACK TOGETHER BOOH YAH
I have no idea who I'm talking to.
O yes.
Myself.

Yah thats fun. James actually found this site a day or 2 ago and read my archives until october

O_______O

Gaw Dammitt. Oh well. I'd really share anything with him so I don't care that much. I just worry that the stuff he read about donohead and me swooning over him probably hurt. But thats the past now.


There are times when I just watch James. I'm not a fucking stalker. Okay yes I am, I am HIS stalker but I'm not freakish.

But I'll just watch his face as he smokes or, just gaze at his face;; my god he's so beautiful to me. And I absolutely love it when he smiles. This is making me smile right now XDD


I realize that the extremely close thing about my brother sounds a bit wrong. Yes my mind is in the gutter at the moment. Fuck it.

There are just so many things we have in common. We understand eachother. And we could talk to eachother for hours, having a mature insightful conversation. I have never met anyone else so like me and I've known him my whole life, yet I'm just finding these things out ever since I started highschool. We are NOT alike in the way that I am random/my sense of humor. And my immature moments. But I'm 16 years younger than him, what do you expect?
Me and James have a similar connection but we both connect with the sense of humor part. We love eachother for the retarded persons we are.

One more thing;
I'm not addicted to pot and I'm not in denial.
My life is going good and I am stable and mature enough to tell when I've had enough and when to take it easy. I have that confidence.

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