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Monday, May 25, 2009

I don't know how I stay offline, I just do. Harharr like it was over a week ago I updated already.

Life kinda sux, I'm back in a funk (or did i mention that last post) idk i haven't kept track of how long.
Its mostly my boyfriend and my head thats the problem. Its not his fault though, but we're both depressed and like feeding off eachother's sadness and its a vicious unhealthy circle I can't get out of cuz I love him too much to leave him.
I almost can't see why he loves me anymore. I just don't get it anymore, I feel like we're so different. Even if we are though I still love him with all my heart. Maybe thats the case for him too but idk.
I'm just so unsure of things all the time... cuz i'm insecure i guess?
Maybe thats my problem, I'm always trying to figure out why I feel things, I don't just feel. I gotta know why. And maybe that ruins it.

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