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• 1992-07-27
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• 2006-03-26
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• Nikky <3
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• Being off-medication
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• *see above birthday*
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• Evangelion, Fruits Basket, Naruto, Pokemon, Ergo Proxy, Ghost in the Shell
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• dying hair, cutting hair, shopping at thrift stores, sewing shit, making my own stuff, collaging, guitar & piano
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• dying/cutting hair
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Wednesday, April 12, 2006
6:43 pm ct
so...i keep getting these nervous feelings, and i feel like i want to puke. its mostly when someone wants to see my arm (my cast). that and when people ask me if i cut my wrists. im also nervous because there was a message on our answering machine.........my mom might be called out to the army, and i might have to live with my dad. i dont want to live with my dad. i love him but i dont love him. if that makes any sense........im pretty low right now and my life sux, but i know that there are other teens out there that have much worse lives. i just feel like i never want to wear white again, or any bright colors. i just want to stay locked up in my room with my music playing forever. or go on a tremendously long walk at night in the dark, just to get away. Last night i was laying on my picnic table in my yard at like 9:30pm, staring at the night sky. i loved it so much, i didn't want to ever leave, i wanted the peace and the dark to never stop. but it would, it always does.
--Claire
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