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Friday, May 5, 2006


   my perspective?? changing.....


Well, today it felt good to pick up my guitar again and play it after about 5 weeks. I played for about an hour and a half. Maybe if I get time (time, I'm always looking for time) I'll put up the songs I can play on my intro. So I took the cookies to skull (school) and just about nobody ate them, but they were soo good (yeah, leave it up to the only white girl to bring chocolate chip cookies to a Mexican fiesta, such an idiot!!). At least the outcasts/freaks appreciated them (I do apply). Oh well, more for me!! So I'm kinda freakin myself out here, my life is changing, and I'm starting to get over what happened to me in the past, and a good guy person has pulled me through it and taught me stuff, without even knowing he has... I've learned to be strong, and that I am young and need to enjoy my young, free, life. God, I hope my kids learn that before they waste their life wanting to be older. It's not like I don't think about the future, I mean, I can't WAIT until I can drive and fly to wherever I want to, and make my own money, but there's also alot of things I won't be able to do once I have those opportunities. Don't worry, I'm NOT turning uptight or anything, I'm just slowing down, and I need to be a kid. I only have a couple of weeks before I'm officially in highschool. I'm gonna dream and plan for my future. Nothing much has changed, just my perspective toward things, I mean I still love Anime, Manga, Rock, Metal, Residant Evil, Eyeliner, Cartoons, Cookies, Dressing in Baggy Distressed Clothes, Video Games, and so much more... I'm hungry now and I should go fill my tummy. Bye For Now.
-claire-


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