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Monday, April 12, 2004

My feelings *holds side* they hurt
I have this friend, Kaitlyn, who's still in middle school/junior high. Well, next year she'll be at West (my highschool). Just to let you know, she'll be a freshman, and I'll be a sophomore. I have this psuedo talk/flirt thing over the net as we talk (which is the only place we can talk to each other as location permits). So I start talking to her, and then she wants me to call her. Cool, I thought. I get to talk to an actual voice. So I call her around nine thirty, and we start having a conversation. Only, I don't really recognize the voice. Sure, I think to myself, it's been a year, people change. But damn, not that much. Her voice was a bit deeper, and she kept on making a parody of when I call her (and ever one of my lady-friends over the net) babydoll. She called me princess for gods sake! Then she said: "Kaitlyn's having a good time." Damn woman, when did you start refering to yourself in first person?! That's when she finally came on the phone and said I've been talking to her friends for the past hour.

Then I though "Hey, that's not nice, I called to talk to you babydoll." But I didn't say it. Then, after the phone conversation was over, I was thinking, "What if I was never really talking to her over the net? What if she just thought I was some schmuck and paraded one of her friends to the computer to baby-sit me? That made me feel really empty for a while. Almost unwanted. I'm not bitter, I've trained myself not to be, but still. Damn, it sucks.
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