Monday, May 23, 2005

.....fuck people.....they know shit
.....yeh i know its been along ass time but i didnt have much to say....and as it sounds on here im mad but im not just a part of me is more hurt than any one will know....a i keep getting things from alot of people that hurt and then family matters and friends some of these friends dont even know it and their ones i know personally and i cant say their names cause i know better and their the one i need to tell straight to because they keep telling me to open my eyes about alot of things....and i suprised each one that told me that cause i knew more than them on that subject....its just that i see more than what most see that is the problem and every now and then it hurts cause they are the blind ones and dont understand what im talking about besides one and that is courtney...right now i feel like shit....and i only trust 4 people with my life and i hope they know that very well...as i posted along time ago. i hate life and i hate humanity seems stupid but if you look at what i am saying more carefully you"ll know that im riddling again....i hate humanity but i love courtney and trust a few people which isnt much and....i have to talk to some one soon about what i have planned for next year and it is about something important cause it could mean everything if it does happen.....if one of you can decifer my riddle please leave a message....
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Monday, May 2, 2005

tired of people
have you ever felt that the person you known the most changed in a few months and you do not know who that person is any more.
has people ever looked into your eyes and seen the evil within or has people seen the beauty there is. have you ever judged people by their looks or have you made fun of some one that your friends have but you didnt know them.
have you felt angry at people for a simple reason in life that you were mad at cause of a person had caused but you are angrier than the one that had the first hand of it
has jealousy ever taken over so badly that u would do any thing to get it even hurt the one you care the most for.
have you kept secrets from the one that needed to know.and later they were hurt for your stupidity.
have you promised and broken the promise even tho you knew that you were going to break it first.
have you ever seen something before every one else and not do a thing knowing if you tried you'd loose friends.
this is why people i can not trust besides a few or they will tear us apart.
my friends courtney mcguire,matt duffey,samantha. and tori those is who i trust from people and no one else at the moment i love you courtney and my friends now i answered your questions
later yall
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Sunday, May 1, 2005

who knows
5/1/05

life a strange thing. i cant wait till saturday PROM yay.... it will be fun and it will give me some time to spend with courtney. latley its been hard to keep my anger under control and i have been pretty good at doing that but my anger has been going off at certain things and that is well knowledge i know things are gonna happen and yet know one will listen about them or take them to far and then they find them selves up a tree and no where else to go. i am gonna say something that i had said since i was young i hate humanity human beings and their stupidity. but its something i live with. "oh no"....."put the lime in the coke, you nut." ....noooo its back its back in my head. so what was it that i said that i have a.d.d. attention deficit disorder.
but oh well
i love you courtney very very much i do.
by yall
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