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• 2005-04-01
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• psycology
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• Joshua Florea

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• finding a girl i truely love. and to send friends insane
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• to long cant remember
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• fma, dbz, ghost in a shell
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• 1. drive friends even more insane 2. drink all the mountain dew in this world (though it isnt possible but would like to)3.to become a psycologist
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• 1.torturing my g/f in a good way( i know kinky) 2. sending friends insane (i mean even more insane than they are now)
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• 1.writing poetry 2. great at massaging 3. (torturing courtney in many good ways)




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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

molding life
4/20/05
are life is molded into a shape that we can never see when others see and try to expalain all that happens is confusions the want we have is nothing more than dreams to soon come true but when they do for others it is what the least desired a heart breaks and a heart never beats to say how can a man end something that has never began i only look to the hearts of others as that is the only way i can see i am blind to all shape and form besides of delight that now and then passes my way i love the touch and feel of things but no image is given through these dead eyes so onlsy hidden they remain i have propblems that not many know not even one closes to me only one close to me i cannot tell for that person is no were near i plan on many things to be hard a relationship that is full of love and the heart that beats so much if she is lost no more this world would mean but life is all the things i can truelly live for i planned so much to cry on shoulders and lay down to rest but when i cry it comes from the heart o tears are shown and i never lay to rest but move all day long life is molded in many ways are plans that we make to create a life is nothing but till we place are hands on the furnishing of life we mold it how it goes as a famous saying that was told to me "today is the first day of the rest of my life"
i live firm to those words if you mess up the plans all you can do is recreate from another model to only keep looking at what has been changed to know not to mold again. i rest and ponder looking into hearts and two hearts i see that are in love but no way for them to stay no matter how much they do love it can never be if they be as how they are one never trusts and the other is mixed i lay in wait to find them away and crying to all who is knowledgable please take weary do not follow a path of dispair never care till a ring is on the hand to say that their will never be an end stay an open life so that you may know what others are like take weary or life may become our own dispair to look at in life.
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