Tuesday, November 2, 2004

   this poem....
this poem is called Sleep...
The Darkness
I dont want
To wake up
I want to stay
Here and sleep
Forever!Please
Dont bug me
Let me sleep
Let me Rest in peace
The Darkness is
Finally my friend
I want to stay here
Forever...
No more happyness
No more sadness
No more anything
I dont want
To wake-up...
The Darkness...
Please let me sleep
I must not go away
The darkness
Is my friend
Sleep is good
Let me sleep forever
Please I dont want to
Wake-up..Let me sleep..
The darkness is my
Best friend
I dont want to see
Anyone or hear anyone..
Let me sleep..
Forever...
It is nice...
Sleep
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   poems that i did today at school...
this poem is called Voice...
Hear the voice's
Of all the poeple
I cant...All I see
Is the mouth of them
Moving but no sound
Is coming out...
Have I gone deaf?...No
Then why can't I hear
Them talk?...I hear everything
Else..Is what they saying bad?
Why can't I hear them talk
I want to hear the voice's
Of the other people again
Even if they are saying something
Bad...Please let me hear them talk
Please..I'll do anything
To just hear something
Other then this
Nothingness
This is scary...Soft sound
Of everythingelse but
The voice's...it's scary
Because I dont know what they
Are saying...All I see is the
Mouths moving but no sound..
Please let me hear..
Have I gone deaf?No I hear Everything else but the voice's
Of the people..
Please let me hear..
The voice's...Please
I must hear something
Else but this sound of
Softness...Please must hear
The voice..I can't hear...
Anything but this
The Voice.
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Monday, November 1, 2004

this is the second poem that i did...
this is the second one its called...Hear/Soft Music...
I hear music
Soft music but it's
To far away, I can't hear all
Of it,It's a song I like,
I'm running to it,I can't see Anything.
Darkness.why? No I want to stay Here i want to listen to the soft
Music all the time
Please dont take me away from him
And the soft music,
Soft music.Darkness
I want to hear the music.
Please let me hear it.
I want to stay..Darkness
The smell, the felling...
I want to smell flowers not this
I want to feel something...not this
Please let me stay here...
I want to hear the soft music
Darkness, let me live...
I dont want to go away.
Music so soft...
So nice...I want to
Listen to it all the time...
Please let me...don't want to
Leave him...
Darkness...So dark
I want to see again
I want to hear,I want to feel
Please let me stay here!
Help me someone
Will you help me?
No one would help me...
I'm to lost...
I want the soft music
I want to hear
I want to feel something
Other then this Darkness
Please help me?!
I want to hear the
Soft music...
Darkness...
SOFT MUSIC.
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   Poems by me rae-san!
The first one is called Darkness...
Darkness
So dark dont know
What to do
Can't breath
Help me someone help
Me please!
It's dark,I want to see
Again, Why won't you let
Me see? I dont like this
Kind of Darkness.
I can't hear anything,
I can't see,I can't smell
But I smell this bad smell
Darkness! So Dark!
I want to see please!
Can't Breath, can't anything
Please help me! I need your help
Come please!
The darkness!It's to drak
Darkness
Please come help me!
So dark I dont know what
to do.I can't breath
Help me please,Someone
Help me please!I want to
See the world,I wanna see
You again...
Please don't leave me here!
So dark,to much Darkness
I can't breath, or smell
Or touch. All I feel is nothingness
Darkness
It's scarying me!Please
Don't leave me here I dont want
To go away from You...I want to
See him!Please let me stay
With my friends..so dark.
I want to see.
Can't breath,Please help me
Please someone help me!
I smell something bad.
The Darkness is to close to me
Please help me...
DARKNESS

il do the other one in another post...
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   today...
Today was ok..well then again i slept in the moring and didnt go to school til then afternoon..lucky me! my mom said it was ok and stuff...cause i had lannie or yuki over and we were on the computer for a long time and i walked her home at about 1:00am and it took us like 35 or so mintues to get to ther place and then i got home at like 2:18am and i was going to phone yuki that i was back but she phoned before...yeah i had a test in band but i didnt do it cause i have like a cold sore now or whatever...well im going to post some of the poems that i did when i was at school today..i did them during band and english class...well il add another post so byes love yas all...
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Sunday, October 31, 2004

   HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!
hey happy halloween everyone!...i get to go with my little coz...shes cool...i guess...so yeah anyway...its halloween...i didnt get much sleep last night or whatever cause i had a friend over and i was like kinda sleeping on the couch next to the computer but not really...i would like sleep for like an hour then wake up and talk to my friend who was on the computer talking this one person...then i would like do something then i would sleep again for half an hour then 15 mintues then 10 mintues then 5 then and hour i think again..i dont really know all i know iss that my couch is fucking nice to sleep on...if you have trouble falling asleep, you could just come to my house and sleep on my couch and you would be asleep like that...but once you are off it you are like wide awake...i hate that part.so yeah anyway...i have no idea what im going to go as for halloween...well i may be a hippie or whatever...but i want to scare people thats the best part...i dont really want to go either but my mom and bro is making me go and stuff...lucky me i guess:|...so yeah anyway...i just read gravitation book nomber 2...ITS THE BEST! its sooo cool and stuff...i want it soooooo much!...guys ask why girl are into the guy+guy thing..i dont know why its just cool or whatever...so yeah anyway...im writing alot i think and my friend is now asleep on the couch...see its sooo nice to sleep on...so yeah anyway...im so bored right now cause cute bunny just leaved...cute bunny is a guy i know...he does go on myotaku but i dont know if he would want me to say hes name or whatever...cute bunny is sooo cool i like talking to him, hes soo fun to talk to...i wish he was on!...yeah anyway..im like crazy right now..no im not crazy...im wacked!...im writing a lot now cause my friend says i do so im like writing a lot just to show her that i can write more and this thing has no sence at all but its fun...all of my cats were sleeping on me it was sooo cute but i didnt really like it when i think buddy went and slept on my head...or the sammy i think slpet on my face...but Piete or whatever...i cant spell her name right now...she was just sleeping on my leg...it was so cute when i woke up or whatever... im think im going to go as a...think that scares people no idea what but whatevr il think of it...but right now im tired again..this music is making me sleepy...must stay awake...lalalala...i want cute bunny!...im wacked right now so dont mind me at all...know what...im really cold right now...its sooo cold here dont know why...its like warm everywhere else in the house but near the computer it is cold...thats weird but whatever...so freaking tired...i guess i should try and sleep but i know im not going to cause my friend is asleep on the couch...i like the couch its niceee...lol...im wacked now!...HOLY SHIT...its like light out right now!...i guess i should stop writing now well i shall go now cause i have no idea what to write about now and cause its light out so byes love yas all...love you cute bunny! Happy Halloween! Love you cute bunny soo much!!il massege you late maybe ~.^...hehehe..byes everyone love yas all, love you cute bunny! from pocky ass..hehehe
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Friday, October 29, 2004

   Poem by me! rae-san
This is a poem that i did when i was like not so sure about life and stuff...hope you like it..its called Death?/Why life?
Whats the point
Of life? Why
Can't I just
Die now
Right now?
Would anyone
Care?why? why?
Can't I just go
And kill
Myself right now?
I could if I
Wanted to...
I do..but would
Anyone care that
I did that to
Myself?
Whats the point
Of living if you
Just die later?
Why can't I just
Make it go
Faster for me
And kill myself now?
Whats the point?...
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   i dont like today...
i didnt really like today cause we had to go do something in the music class and that i had something in my english class that was due long time ago that i did in about 2 days...and i have to get my report card soon, thats why i did everything that i had to do that i didnt do at all...we showed our movie that i did with my friends yerterday..i dont think i wrote about that but it was so funny but i dont like being in movies or pictures..i think i look weird in them...well anyway back to my day..i didnt like it also cause i have like a cold-sore in my mouth again! i dont like them and it was hard to play my sax. when i had to..well love yas all..soon halloween...got to go love yas all!! byez
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Wednesday, October 27, 2004

   today was ok i guess
yeah today was ok i guess...it was soo cold in the moring and then it was warm but i felt very cold...yeah im weird..i had a good day but i dont know..what to say now so yeah im going to just go now cause my friend says i write to much..hahahaha..do you guys think i do? well going to go now byes love yas all
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   yeah i just got back form a dance...
HEY everyone! its late but i just got from a dance...it was soooooo much fun but i didnt like it cause they only played songs that were new and good...all i like is like techno and stuff....all i really did was sit on the ground and soooo many people asked if i wanted to dance with thier group..yeah it was at my school..but when the people asked they would asked too if something was wrong...i danced a lot but a little...im not much of a dancer or anything...we had to dress up for it and i was a hippie! go hippies!YAY!..hahahaha...sorry i had to much fun...oww...my feet hurt..so does my ass!!! hahahaha..well i need to go to bed cause i still have school..wait yeah today was good, cold but fun...nothing really good happened today...well now i shall go to bed and rest my feet and ass...well byes good night everyone! loves yas all
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