Monday, October 25, 2004

   today was...umm..ok
Yeah today was ok..but i was sooo tired..i didnt get to bed till about 4:15am! I had a test in gym class today on Vball...it was ok..but im not good at it so im going to get somethings really wrong,tomorrow is the dance at my school, like a halloween dance and im going to go as a Hippie! all i need is my brothers clothes and other stuff...its going to be fun cuase this is the frist dance i will go to at my school this year...i wouldnt be going but my mom is like making me...shes forcing me out of the house beacuse im on msn and other things on the computer soooooo long!yeah now back to today..i felt sick all day, cause i woke up late and had to go without eating anything and i didnt have any food for lunch but thats normal, i dont really eat in the morning or at lunch,,i really only eat at after school or like at 7:00pm..so yeah im eating now and im going now...byes love yas all
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Sunday, October 24, 2004

   today was fun!
Today I went to my friends to do a movie for school...it was sooooo funny! we had sooo much fun!there wasJustineLaura,and me Raechel...it was hard tho cause we had to do it in french...but it was soo fun to do..but i was so cold cause i had to wear a skirt(thats not me i wear pants..dark pants)and i had to go outside and it was rainning...i didnt like that...and everyone was laughing when it was a not really funny part..i laughed a lot but only at the funny parts but whatever, at least we got it done!..oh yeah i forgot Victora...how could i forget her...she was the one who really made us go to Lauras, she even woke me up but oh well...i had so much fun. well now im waiting for cody to come on but whatever... i have to go now anyway...so he could just e-mail me if he ever does..well bye everyone...love yas all
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Friday, October 22, 2004

   hey!
yeah hey everyone...i wasnt going to up a post up but whatever...im so tired now...woke up late and yeah...its later kinda...need to stay awake!...must stay wake!..so yeah..did nothing today...thanks to...um...Master Kyo..im over a guy..now. so yeah...i dont feel sad or anything! go me!:)hahaha.i have no idea what to put now..i said everything i can say..wait..guess what everyone...a guy name "Mat" calls my house and talks to my mom and she doesnt even know him...he says hes 39 i think...yeah...weird dont ya think...yeah so im going to go now and do something that keeps me wake...i know play with my cats!..bye everyone loves yas alls!
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Thursday, October 21, 2004

   yes now to my day....
Yeah today, it was ok...everyone was telling me how cool my pants are cause their tiedie or whatever..and yeah i had a very boring gym class...we had a test or whatever..it was boring...i had a test again in science..it was hard and boring....i got a ticket for my dance at my school...my mom is making me go now...and my freinds are going to find someone to dance with me and im not ever ever going to dance with a guy..or dance at all...but my friend Racheal...(yeah she has the same name as me but in french)..shes going and shes going to make me dance no matter what...im not a dance person..i will dance if there was no one there..but whatever everyone is going to make me dance :( i dont wanna dance....so yeah anyway...do you like my poems? if not oh well...yeah...i smell food so im going to stop writing now and go eat...oh yeah i have no school tomorrow lucky me! yay! i get to talk to cody if he will talk to me!jerk for not talking to me...yeah im weird i know...so yeah im writing a lot i think and im going to go eat now maybe...nah its pizza and i just wanna writing more stuff that means nothing at all....oh yeah thanks to everyone who said they would help me out with my site if i needed help at all...thanks so much...well go eat now..byes love yas all...
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heres a poem that i did when i was bored..so i dont know if its ok or what..
heres the peom tell me if you like it or what..its called Hate?
Why hate?
Hate is bad
You should
LOVE
Besides of
Hate
Never brake-up
With me
Because it
Will
Hurt is
Likehate
Is oppsite of
Love
Thats you
Should have
Hate is
Oppsite of
What you should have
You should have
LOVE.
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   heres a poem that i just did and so no one saw it ever...so tell me if you like it or not
its called Love...i did it when i was still going out with someone...
Love is forever
He should always
Love you
Always
Have fun with
Eachother
Be together when you
Can, Love is anything
Love is meaningful
Love is graceful
Love is happy
Love is sad
Love is mad
Love can be anything
you want it to be.
Love is forever.
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Wednesday, October 20, 2004

here is a poem that i made long time ago... i wasnt going to put it on but someone said i should..
heres the poem that I wrote I dont think its that good but whatever you tell me... its called SAD?
Why do I feel
like he hates
me?What did I
do?What went
wrong?Why do
I feel so..
ALONE.
for the first
time in my
Life?Why?
Why do I feel
sooo Alone?
Does he hate me
and not love me
anymore?
why?I feel like
Crying
but I never cry..
ever..if he doesnt
love me anymore
then why should I
start crying?
Why do I feel
Alone?
Why should
I feel sad?
I shall not be
Sad!Its his fault
he doesnt love me.
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   i just help my older bro...
I had a bad day, i got kick in the knee at the side of it, then my pants got wet when i was walking home...I have so many test tomorrow and I have these like canter sores or whatever on my bottom lip and on my tongue...god does it hurt!..yeah and i helped my older brother make a website on here and its darkfallenfire...its ok..but its new so there is much to do on it but its cool...we had fun making it..with the colors and everything...and i think codys mad at me or something cause hes not talking to me at all...and i feel like killing myself or whatever..i dont like want to life anymore...so yeah i had a bad day..first my friend markio just hates me now and codys not talking,then my knee gets hurt then i almost get in trouble at school...i just had a fucking bad day..later im going to put a poem i wrote before on this maybe and see what people think of it...well i need ice on my knee...and i need to see if cody or anyone would take to me at all...well byes love yas everyone...
Rae-san
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Monday, October 18, 2004

   im in love..lol
I'm in love with Markio..lol..maybe I am Maybe Im not..well Lannie when you read this maybe you will maybe laugh out loud..I just wanted to say that..cause I'm writing him a note and it sounds as if I"m in love with him or whatever...well I may be I may not be..well byes for now..I'm getting tired and I still have Hw to do..well byes....love yas all..I'm in love..Markio..awww I Love him...
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   im bored and im eating...
yes im back again...and im still bored...and im eating now..im on msn waiting for someone to come on msn. this food im having is good..but i have no idea what it is...its something good..that i can even eat cause i have like sores or whatever in my mouth, thats on my bottom lip and on my tongue..which i hate very much..i just finished reading Iushigi Yugi the first one and its good, I like it very much...so yeah im bored and today my friend Kayla today was bugging me about a guy that i like...and my other friend was bugging me cause the guy that i like looks like a guy that we both know or Markus..yes i like a guy that looks like a little 13 year old kid..but i dont like Markus..i just wanna be friends with him..and no i dont just like that guy cause he reminds me of Markus..i like him for who he is..whats weird is cause i never liked anyguys before..i was like a tomboy..i still am but not as much..yes..i talk to much..dont i?..well anyway..im getting really bored cause no one is on msn...oh yeah i cant play my sax. cause of the sores...i hate that..cause i want to "show" off to that guy that i like...my teacher was talking abotu first dates and he asked me if i did anything to get a guy to ask me out...and i went..."No, if i liked a guy...i would act as if he was nothing..like he was no one imporant to me..." thats how i act..i dont really care if a guy likes me or if i like a guy...well anyway..foods getting cold...so byes more tomorrow or whatever..byes love yas all
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