Sunday, February 27, 2005

   he's mad at me!
James is mad at me! *sits down and crys a lot* I know why, but I just dont wanna post the reason...anyways...he's mad at me! he wont talk to me now! I feel so sad...*rocks self a little and keeps crying* I'm soo sad! I finally get to talk to him on the phone and we have a fight and now he is mad and wont talk to me! waaaaa! he keeped saying that I didnt love him! but I do! hell I would kill myself for him! I would do anything! thats one reason...I would do anything to make it all better... but right now...I'm just to sad to even eat...or drink or anything. to do anythng at all.. just thought I should post that I dont know if I will be posting for the next few days...I think I will be to sad to post anything...I sorry...I just soo...*breaks down and cries again*...s-s-s-s-sad! I soz...I going to go be alone now...I need to be alone. sozy....byes.
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   hello everyone...
hello everyone! how are you? you know what?...I dont know. I just losted myself there, thinking about stuff. I'm thinking about everything in my life. Thinking about all the people that I hurted, thinking about all the people that hurted me in some way. Thinking about all the people now, that think I am mad at them or something like that. Thinking also of the people that think everything that goes wrong in my life is what they did so they blame themselfs. For everyone that goes to this site and says that they are to blame for everything that goes wrong in my life, your wrong, you guys helped me not make things worse. Anyways I want to thank all of you.^^ thank you all!^^

Well anyways...I dont know what to say right now...I know. I'm sorry to everyone that is mad at me. for whatever I did, I will do anything to make you not mad at me. Anything, and I mean anything. yup yup anything. I shall even walk your dog, do anything that you want. just no be mad at me ^^, I love everyone. I feel sad when people are mad at me. I hope that you guys can forgive me for whatever that I have done to make you mad at me. And also to one person whom I shall not name, I am sorry for the way that I acted and I hope that we can still be friends. Please dont be mad at me. I dont like it when you are mad and then we have a fight. Also to someone else. I am soo sorry for what I did, please dont cry. I didnt mean to do what I did. I didnt even know I was doing that. I soo sorry, please forgive me.

Well anyways...nothing really happened, I got asked out by a girl today...she even knew I was a girl. I would have gone out with her but, I already have someone...that is a guy. Well yeah...anyways...I bet some of you are wondering why I said I would have gone out with her. I'm Bi. I dont care what people think about it. If they dont like it, well then their not really friends. Anyways...I dont know what to post now. Its only like 12:06am, and I am tired...thanks to Yuki, He woke me up at 11am!! can you belive it? k some of you may wake up then...but not me, I went to bed at like 4:15am and woke up at 11am thanks to Yuki. I shall say it. THANK YOU YUKI!!! lol He woke me up by phoneing me to ask if he could come over here, Yuki is my brother but we dont live together.

Anyways, I was going to go see a movie with Pancake but she didnt call or come on msn so maybe next week-end. I hope that we can cause I really wanna go see a movie with her, and have fun, do some cool things, or something.Cause its been a while since I've ever been out somewhere other then to Maxs or to Yuki's place. I'll that I do is stay in my room or on the computer.I miss James, I havent seen him in about 2 days. hes working or something thats why. Oh well. Well I'm tired and I need to sleep, so thats all for now. Talk to you guys later ^^ Have a good-night. Sweet dreams and everything else. Love yas all^^ Byes!^^ Adios!^^

This is a long one. no? its been a long time since I wrote this much. lol ^^ Sorry if its to long. I jsut felt like writing a lot this time. Dont know why. I just kinda wanted to write a lot instead of writing so little and also so I can say a lot of things at one time instead at different times. well I think this shall be the last time I write a lot, my finger are tired...lol. Well see you later, byes. Adios ^^
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Saturday, February 26, 2005

   Mika-Seguchi...and background...
Some of you may know that is my other site, well I deleted it by mistake. I was going to delete it at the end of the day but I did early however I re-made it and for all who had me as a friend on that one can you please go to that one and add me again and also sign my guestbook^^ thank you very much. byes.

I hope that you like my background. Thought that I should change it, had that other one, on way to long, but I still like that other one. but this one is sooo kawaii!!! dont you think so? well I must be off...see you guys later, Good-bye. oh yeah. sorry if you cant really read this. I dont know what color I should change the Font to. cause I may change the background again later but. oh well I must be off again...bye.
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Friday, February 25, 2005

   I have no school!
I have no school today cause of something, I dont really know and dont really care...lol anyways...I have nothing to do today cause Pan is going to something and Yuki is...I dont know where he is. havent seen him around but at school. Well I may go see a movie with Pan if she is done doing whatever she has to do today. I aint sure what movie tho. maybe Hitch or something like that. I hope that we can cause we want to go see a movie and its been a while and we have tired to go see a movie but things would come up and blah blah blah.

Anyways...guess what I got called today...or whatever...I got called a whore, a bitch, a slut and many other things, by some guy that I dont know who. Well anyways...it made me very sad. cause I aint no whore or a slut...I can be a bitch a times but its for fun. well anyways thats all for now...see you later...byes...
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Thursday, February 24, 2005

   the today...lol
Today, I went to some band thing and performed or whatever. it was really good.^^ anyways...I was and am still sick but other then that everything was cool.^^ I got to miss math and Sc.hum. which is good but anyways... I went to supper with my bro and mom at Joey's fish food or something and it was good^^ I had fish and chips^^ mmmmm...yummy...lol anyways...thats all for now. nothing interesting happened but me almost dying at lunch cause I chocked on my pop from laughing. and thats pretty much it. well see you guys later byes.
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

   hello everyone...
Hello everyone...I am back..as you can see. well I am happy now...I have no problems anymore...well anyways...I dont know what to post cause its late and thats all I really wanted to say...so I'll post later today if I can...so bye everyone. 0-yasumi nasai, Ja ne, love yas all^^ *hugs everyone to death* hehe byes. hope yuo have a great day and such! ^^
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Monday, February 21, 2005

   I said to Raven that I would post...but...
I said to her that I would post even tho I had nothing to post...well anyways...I'm not going to...I'm just too sad to post...I sorry...so thats all I have to say...byes. I wont post for a while...byes...
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Sunday, February 20, 2005

   I dont wanna post anything..
I dont wanna post anything for a while. so yes...thats all I haev to say. cause not a lot of people come here...well anyways...byes.
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Saturday, February 19, 2005

   yes today.
I am still kinda sick but anyways...I have my friend over, and also I went to the mall to meet a girl with my bro but we didnt meet her cause we couldnt find her. well anyways...thats all I have to say. I need to go and do something with my friend...so byes talk to you guys later. love yas all. Adios.
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Friday, February 18, 2005

   Today.
Today. I am sick, well kinda. So I am not going to say much today. Well today was good, but also bad at the same time. it boring. I have nothing to talk about so I am just going to go. byes. see you later. love yas all, adios.
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