Wednesday, February 9, 2005

   just some things or saying that I did...their crappy.or something.
ok here are some things or sayings by me...

"You hate me? Then tell it to my face not my back. Its not like your going to break it. You already succeded that."

"Whats better...A guitly mind for a smile...or a clear mind for a tear?"

This one is by James...I hope he dont mind me useing it...
"Whats better... a lie that brings a smile or a truth that brings a tear?"that by james rest mine.


"If you have something to say to me...then say it to me, not to my friends."

"If you want something from me...then ask...I'm not going to yell at you. Not like you did."

"Why do you say you love me...when you dont even know me very well?"

"Why do you say that you need me...when you cant stand being near me?"

"The tears that are fallen are because you said you loved me...when you didnt mean it."

"The love I gave to you...made me want to take it back and never come out."

"The only thing I ever wanted was for you to love me with your heart not your mind."

"It hurts to much for me to love you, when you dont."

"If you ever found it in your heart...you will finally let me go and leave."

"Why wont you let me leave...you tell everyone that you dont love me and you cant stand me...then why stay with me?"

"You hate me? Then say it to my face. Its not like your going to break my heart. You succeded that already."

"The only thing I ever wanted was for you to not yell at me and cause pain."

These ones are new the top ones are from before.

"We try to fight for whats right, but in the end up we with less then we started with."

"We try to fight for whats right, but in the end we just fight for whats wrong."

"You try to find a way to keep me here, but in the end you just find a way to make me go."

"We both try to say everything is ok, but in the end there is to many lies to say that everything is ok."

"Why is it now that you decied that we shouldnt talk in the hall-ways, or the phone, why now when this is the time I need you the most?"

"Why was everything you said to me lies?"

"Because of you, I would never love again, I gave you my heart and you threw it away. When you did that, you threw away my life."

"Why is that whenever I do something wrong, you try to hurt me? Why do you try to hurt me even when I do something right?"

Well that is all for now..I may think of some later...bye!
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Tuesday, February 8, 2005

   LIES!!!...wait I mean the song...by billy talent.
Artist:Billy Talent Album:Billy Talent Title:Lies

False Conversation
Hidden agendum
You think we're stupid, how dare you
The rug has not been pulled
Over our eyes you fool
We can see right through

Tip-toeing villian
Eyes in the ceiling
Your false intentions have warn thin
But we've been in your room and in your closet too
We've got one on you

Lies make it better
Lies are forever
Lies to go home to
Lies you wake up to
Lies from the alter
Lies make you falter
Lies keep your mouth fed
Lies till your death bed
Lies

Inside an office, a fallen angel
A smilin boomer with snake eyes
Creates the latest trends
And i just cant pretend
Dont call me your friend

When all these
Lies make it better
Lies are forever
Lies to go home to
Lies you wake up to
Lies from the alter
Lies make you falter

Lies keep your mouth fed
Lies till your death bed

Lies they make it better
Lies they are forever
Lies to go home to
Lies you wake up to
Lies from the alter
Lies make you falter
Lies keep your mouth fed
Lies till your death bed
LIES!

Lies will come back to haunt you
Bulletproof your limosine
Lies will come back to haunt you
Hit and run, a broken dream

Lies make it better
Lies are forever
Lies to go home to
Lies to wake up to
Lies from the altar
Lies make you falter
Lies keep your mouth fed
Lies till your death bed

Lies they make it better
Lies they are forever
Lies to go home to
Lies you wake up to
Lies from the alter
Lies make you falter
Lies keep your mouth fed
Lies till your death bed

Lies
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Monday, February 7, 2005

   lalalalalala
*dances to the new POD song, looks at you guys and stops* *blushes* oh hi there...you say me dancing didnt you? hehehe..oh well how was your guys day? mine? it was ok could have been better...how are you guys? did you like that poem? well look at the time *looks at my watch* it is tiem for supper. ^^ well I must go get some pizza before everyone else...have a good day everyone! take care of yourselfs! Adios! *bows kinda man/women way* adios!
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Sunday, February 6, 2005

   Poem that I did...its called Only thing and yeah...
-Only Thing-
You were the only thing
That was keeping me alive.
But now that you are gone
I see no point in being
Here. All I have to so is
Take a knife and start
To cut, waiting for the blood
To start to slid down my wrists.

I'm sitting on my bed looking
At all the pictures we took.
I see all the stuff you gave
Me. It makes me want to cry.
However I cant. I cried to much
The only thing I want from you
Was to stay and keep me alive.

But you are gone, you took the
Only thing I needed to keep me here.
You took my live,my heart,
my soul,my everything.
I look at Everything that
Happened to us,
trying to think of why
You would do such a thing.
You took my love, knowing that
I wont give it away
Again. You took my soul
without knowing it.

When you took my soul
You took my life away too.
You made me think that
If you took everything that
I had, I shouldnt be here.
Now look where I am, with
The knife in my one hand and
My other just below the knife.

The only thing next to me is the
Note as to say why I did this.
At the corner of the paper
Is blood from me. It says
How much I loved you
And how much I always will.

The only thing that I
Was thinking of before
I closed my eyes forever
Into the Darkness...Was you.
Was how much love
I gave you. how much you
Wanted from me.
You were the only thing that
Keeped me from doing this.
Now that you are gone, living your
Life. While I am gone forever...
The Only Thing...


I hoped you guys liked it...if not oh well...anyways...its late/early need to go to bed...if I can...lol byes!Adios!*bows man/women way* Good-night. or Good-Day.
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Saturday, February 5, 2005

   Theo194 is no more...
Theo104 is no more...he deleted his site! waaaa! well he made anyother one but I dont rememebr it and he says it dont work right now. well anyways... at least I still get to talk to him I'm happy...anyways...byes..
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   I'm tired....
I dont reallly wanna write cause I am tired but hey you guys need something to read....lol...oh yeah everyone who said mean things to Ravens first fanart. shame on you! you guys a meanies! I dont like you guys who said mean things about it! its good! anyways...byes! adios!
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Friday, February 4, 2005

go to theo194 please!
please go to theo194 cause he wants to delete his site and I dont want him to...he says that no one goes there so please go there and try to go there more after...please...thats all I am asking! please well byes. adios!
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   GRAVITATION!!!!!!
IT WAS SOO GOOD! AWSOME! and more! but Yuki,Thoma,Mika,Hiro all sounded weird. Tohma sounded like a guy not a girl, and yeah anyways it was so cool. I want the other ones!...wait I mean I want my friend to get the other gravitations so I can watch them...anyways...lalalalalala..I'm going now...its in the morning and I a need to get ready..schoo..well byes everyone.*bows kinda man/women way* Good-day. Adios! love yas all.
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Thursday, February 3, 2005

like my site now?
You can see my background now! you can see it all not jsut the side! dont you just like it? should I chang anything else? like the font or something? anyways...I am going to go watch GRAVITATION...in english! I can finally understand it! hehe...anyways..I must go now...watch watch...byes! *bows kinda man/women way* adios!
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Tuesday, February 1, 2005

   do you think that I should...
Hola! Do you guys think that I should chang my site in anyway? If so please comment or Pm me and tell me what I should try or should do to make my site look different...or if I should just keep it the way it is. I hope to hear from all of you guys! Well I must be off...its really later here(4:30am), I shall go to bed now...hopefully...lol. I shall a-wait your comments. I bid you adiu. *bows in man/women way* Adios. love yas all.
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