Sunday, January 30, 2005

   sleep...
I went to bed at like 3:30am and woke up at 11:45am...god...I'm tired...I need some sleep...but I cant cause Yuki is coming here today...So I need to stay awake...Anyways...how are you guys? Good I hope...well I must be going now...Have a good day...or night or whatever...Adios. Love yas all. Love yas too James.
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Saturday, January 29, 2005

   DONE EXAMS!!!!!! YAY!!!
HOLA! I'm done all my exams yay! thats so great! dont have school til frb 3! lucky me! anyways thats all I have to say so byes. love yas all. love you James.
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Thursday, January 27, 2005

   I forgot this one on the saying thing.
"You hate me? Then say it to my face. Its not like your going to break my heart. You succeded that already."

"The only thing I ever wanted was for you to not yell at me and cause pain."

there thoses I forgot. byes.
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Wednesday, January 26, 2005

   Never...
Never say "I Love You" if you don't really care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't really there. Never hold my hand if your going to break my heart. Never say your going to if you never plan to start. Never look into my eyes if all you do is lie. Never say hello if you really mean goodbye. If you really mean forever, then say that you will try. Never say "forever" cause forever makes me cry...



just something...
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Tuesday, January 25, 2005

   got bored and I love this song so I put it up..lol
Artist: Billy Talent Album: Billy Talent Title: Standing In The Rain


My head, it hurts
Each day it's getting worse
My looks and smile
Have now become my curse
Tight lips, red skirt
The neverending street
Big car, little man
My lover for a fee

So if you see me while you just driving by
Oh well I catch the twinkle inside you're eye
And if you want me well I guess I want you
Oh pretty baby how could you?

Standing in the rain
Milk carton mug-shot baby
Missing since 1983
Standing in the rain
20 years of dirty needles
Raindrops runnin' through my veins

My head it hurts
Each day its getting worse
No sun, my room
Has now become my herse
Cold sores, im beat
Got bruises on my feet
My pride, these men
Have taken it from me

So if you see me while you're just driving by
Oh well I catch the twinkle inside you're eye
And if you want me well I guess I want you
Oh pretty baby how could you?

Standing in the rain
Milk carton mug-shot baby
Missing since 1983
Standing in the rain
20 years of dirty needles
Raindrops runnin'through my veins

Standing in the rain
Milk carton mug-shot baby
Missing since 1983
Standing in the rain
20 years of dirty needles
Raindrops runnin' through my veins

So if you see me while you're just driving by
Oh well I catch the twinkle inside you're eye
And if you want me well I guess i want you
Oh pretty baby how could you?

Standing in the rain
Standing in the rain
Standing in the rain
Milk carton mug-shot baby
Mother, I have lost my way
Standing in the rain
Milk carton mug-shot baby
Missing since 1983
Standing in the rain
20 years of dirty needles
Raindrops runnin' though my veins
Standing in the rain
Mother, I have lost my way
Standing in the rain
Mother, I have lost my way
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Monday, January 24, 2005

   just some things or saying that I did...their crappy.
ok here are some things or sayings by me...

"You hate me? Then tell it to my face not my back. Its not like your going to break it. You already succeded that."

"Whats better...A guitly mind for a smile...or a clear mind for a tear?"

This one is by James...I hope he dont mind me useing it...
"Whats better... a lie that brings a smile or a truth that brings a tear?"that by james rest mine.


"If you have something to say to me...then say it to me, not to my friends."

"If you want something from me...then ask...I'm not going to yell at you. Not like you did."

"Why do you say you love me...when you dont even know me very well?"

"Why do you say that you need me...when you cant stand being near me?"

"The tears that are fallen are because you said you loved me...when you didnt mean it."

"The love I gave to you...made me want to take it back and never come out."

"The only thing I ever wanted was for you to love me with your heart not your mind."

"It hurts to much for me to love you, when you dont."

"If you ever found it in your heart...you will finally let me go and leave."

"Why wont you let me leave...you tell everyone that you dont love me and you cant stand me...then why stay with me?"
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Sunday, January 23, 2005

   hey
hola! como estas? bien? anyways I'm just writing to say...hi..and I'm going to post like a song that I did a while ago...just wanted to see if you guys like it or not. if you dont thats ok...I think its crappy but James says he loves it. So I hope that you guys like it. well here is the song...its crappy.

Song...not sure what the name is...

Every day and night I think of you,You are the only thing that keeps me from doing something really stupid!...Your love is the only thing I need to keep Alive. Every day and night.You make me happy when I am sad.I love you with all my heart.This love that you give me is making me think that I should be with you forever.This love that you gave makes me think of you no matter what I am doing.The snow that is around me, makes me think of all the times we had together.The rain makes me think of all the times when we were playing outside.
Everything makes me think of you. You are the only thing that keeps me from ever doing something
Stupid and making you mad at me. You are my love. you are my heart, you will always be my heart.Every day it is the same. Every day and night I cant and I wont stop thinking about you!I love you.You are my only thing I need to live...Will you be there for me? Will you let me love you?

I hope you liked it. James loved it...he says it very good. well I must go now. byes!adios!
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Friday, January 21, 2005

   hi.
hi, I aint going to write much cause I be sick now and I dont feel like writing much. I just be writing to say me wont be writing for a few days because I have a family thing tomorrow and then I be studying for french and spainsh and a lot other exams...blah..well anyways how are you guys? I be going now...adios! have a good week-end.
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Thursday, January 20, 2005

   hi.
just saying hi...and now I am saying adios...lol...byes!
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Wednesday, January 19, 2005

   hey...exams...blah!
I had exams and I am now at my school. doing some work for Spanish. I`m going to be in a Fashion show...lol!..I'm going to take my brother clothes and wear his cause I`m doing the now-a-days kind of thing. Its going to be so much fun! Taylor, Allison, Jen, Justine, and me. so much fun...I must remember something when I`m on msn...and I know I will forget it so I`m just going to type it on this..hope you guys no mind...(remember to ask J why he was all whatever to Y.) Well anyways...how are you guys? good? I have no idea what I should be doing now cause I dont need to do anything..so anyways...byes!...go to my other site if you want to...nothing really goos about it...its Mika-Seguchi...well anyways I must go now..they are getting mad at me for not doing anything...ahhh...adios! love yas all, and you too James. bye!*runs away scared cause of the people* byes!.love yas all. have a good day!
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