Tuesday, January 4, 2005

   These are the Poem's that I did. Some are old some are new.
I thought that I would just put all my poems up..well most of them..some are to personally to put up. well here we go... the name of the poems are in the - things. I hope you guys like them.

-Hate?-
Why hate?
Hate is bad
You should LOVE
Besides of Hate
Never brake-up
With me because it
Will hurt is
Like hate is oppsite of
Love thats you
Should have hate is
Oppsite of
What you should have
You should have
LOVE.


-Love-
Love is forever
He should always
Love you always
Have fun with
Eachother
Be together when you
Can, Love is anything
Love is meaningful
Love is graceful
Love is happy
Love is sad
Love is mad
Love can be anything
you want it to be.
Love is forever.

-SAD?-
Why do I feel like he hates
me?What did I
do?What went wrong?Why do
I feel so.. ALONE.
for the first time in my
Life?Why? Why do I feel
sooo Alone? Does he hate me
and not love me anymore?
why?I feel like Crying
but I never cry..
ever..if he doesnt
love me anymore
then why should I start crying?
Why do I feel Alone?
Why should I feel sad?
I shall not be Sad!Its his fault
he doesnt love me.

-Darkness-
Darkness so dark dont know
What to do can't breath
Help me someone help Me please!
It's dark,I want to see
Again, Why won't you let
Me see? I dont like this
Kind of Darkness. I can't hear anything,

I can't see,I can't smell But I smell this bad smell
Darkness! So Dark! I want to see please!
Can't Breath, can't anything
Please help me! I need your help
Come please!The darkness!It's to drak
Darkness Please come help me!
So dark I dont know what
to do.I can't breath Help me please,Someone
Help me please!I want to See the world,I wanna see
You again..Please don't leave me here!

So dark,to much Darkness I can't breath, or smell
Or touch. All I feel is nothingness
Darkness It's scarying me!Please
Don't leave me here I dont want
To go away from You...I want to
See him!Please let me stay
With my friends..so dark.

I want to see. Can't breath,Please help me
Please someone help me! I smell something bad.
The Darkness is to close to me
Please help me... DARKNESS

-Death?/Why life?-
Whats the point of life? Why
Can't I just Die now
Right now? Would anyone
Care?why? why? Can't I just go
And kill Myself right now?
I could if I Wanted to...
I do..but would Anyone care that
I did that to Myself?
Whats the point Of living if you
Just die later? Why can't I just
Make it go Faster for me
And kill myself now?
Whats the point?...

-Shell-
You see me But you don't Really see me You just see
My corps... My shell,but You don't see How I feel
Or anything else I want you to
See me for Who I am, not For what my Corps or shell

Looks like... You only see My shell, corps..Not my feelings
Or anything Thats is important To me..Why Not?You just
Want to see My shell... You never want to Know how I feel
Why not?You don't Want to know the
Real me... You just want to Know my shell, my safety
Person.You never see me Never know how I Really feel,You
Always think I'm Happy or anything

Just not mad or sad You see me as you want
To see me.Not as I am. You only see my shell
My safety corps. You never see me as
I am..You only See my shell Not my real person Only my...
Shell.

-Sleep-
The Darkness I dont want
To wake up I want to stay
Here and sleep Forever!Please
Dont bug me Let me sleep

Let me Rest in peace The Darkness is
Finally my friend I want to stay here
Forever... No more happyness
No more sadness No more anything
I dont want To wake-up...

The Darkness... Please let me sleep
I must not go away The darkness
Is my friend Sleep is good
Let me sleep forever Please I dont want to
Wake-up..Let me sleep.. The darkness is my
Best friend I dont want to see
Anyone or hear anyone.. Let me sleep..
Forever... It is nice...
Sleep

-Voice-
Hear the voice's Of all the poeple
I cant...All I see Is the mouth of them
Moving but no sound Is coming out...
Have I gone deaf?...No Then why can't I hear
Them talk?...I hear everything
Else..Is what they saying bad? Why can't I hear them talk

I want to hear the voice's Of the other people again
Even if they are saying something
Bad...Please let me hear them talk
Please..I'll do anything To just hear something
Other then this Nothingness This is scary...Soft sound
Of everythingelse but The voice's...it's scary

Because I dont know what they
Are saying...All I see is the Mouths moving but no sound..
Please let me hear.. Have I gone deaf?
No I hear Everything else but the voice's
Of the people.. Please let me hear..
The voice's...Please I must hear something
Else but this sound of Softness...Please must hear
The voice..I can't hear... Anything but this
The Voice.

-Hear/Soft Music-
I hear music Soft music but it's
To far away, I can't hear all
Of it,It's a song I like,
I'm running to it,I can't see Anything.
Darkness.why?No I want to stay Here i want to listen to the soft
Music all the time Please dont take me away from him
And the soft music, Soft music.Darkness

I want to hear the music Please let me hear it.
I want to stay..Darkness The smell, the felling...
I want to smell flowers not this
I want to feel something...not this
Please let me stay here... I want to hear the soft music
Darkness, let me live... I dont want to go away.
Music so soft... So nice...I want to
Listen to it all the time... Please let me...don't want to
Leave him... Darkness...So dark
I want to see again I want to hear,I want to feel

Please let me stay here! Help me someone
Will you help me? No one would help me...
I'm to lost... I want the soft music
I want to hear I want to feel something
Other then this Darkness Please help me?!
I want to hear the Soft music...Darkness...
SOFT MUSIC.

-Tears/Falling-

Tears are falling all because of me
All cause I wannted to do something that
Everyone said was wrong to do...but
I just wanted to know what it was
Like. I'm sorry everyone
Sorry that I did what I did
I have to go now..I'm sorry
That I did what I did.
The ground is so close to me.
Its falling on me.

The Darkness that I was trying
To fight has finally beat me.
Good-bye eveyone..I'm
Sorry for what I did.
I'm sorry for what I did to you
For making you all sad....
There are to many tears falling
On my face, its cleaning my face of
All the stuff they had put on me.
Its making me feel more sadder

I cant say Godd-bye to anyone
That I love. All I can do is think it
I"m sorry to everyone. To my mom.
To my brothers, my best friends.
To my boyfriend.I'm sorry.
Tears are falling from my eyes.
I'm sorry but I have to go now.
To a better place maybe.

I'm sorry I've ever tried
That thing. The tears are falling
Its to much. The Darkness is coming
All around me. The ground is falling on
My face. Good-bye everyone
Tears will fall for a while...
Falling Tears.


-Would You Love Me For Who I Am?-

Would you love me for
Who I am? Would you ever
Try to change me? Or would
You just love me as I am?
Would you hate the way I look?
Or would you not care?Would
You try to change my style or
Anything?Or would you just let
Me have my own style or anything?
Would you love me for me?
Would you be happy with me?

Would you care if I act more like
A guy then a girl? Would you care
At all about me? Would you love me
For who I am not for what I am?
Would you love me for who I am?
Would you kiss me and not be scared?
Cause it is my first kiss? Would you
Love me for how I am? Or would you love
Me for how I act?Would you even care
About how I act around you or other people?
Would you care about how I am to other people?

Would you love me for who I am?
I hope that you do cause I have been waiting
A long time for you, Just so you can
Love me for who I am. But
Would you love me for who I am?

-Should Be?-

Why am I near the sidelines?
When everyone else is having
Fun? Why am I in the Dark?
And no one else is? Why am I
The only one not having fun?
Is it cause I dont want to?
Or is it cause this is where
I should be and not having
Fun?Where should I be?
Should I be having fun
Or staying in the dark?

I want to have fun but
I cant seem to get away
From the dark. Could you help
Me? I feel so alone...even
When I am not alone. Where
Should I be?Should it be on the
Sidelines or having fun?
Where should I be?

I dont know, I wanna have fun but
I cant seem to get away from the
Dark!Where should I be? With
Other people and be alone, or
Be by myself and be alone but at peace?
I dont know, Where should I be?
Should I be with someone that I love
Very much, but they dont, or be alone
And not care?Where should I be?

Why am I even here?Do you know?
Where should I be?Sidelines or fun?
What one?I dont know.All I know is that
The Dark is all around me and I dont like
It as much as I did before...should I be alone?
Where should I be? or what should I be?
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