Sunday, February 27, 2005

   hello everyone...
hello everyone! how are you? you know what?...I dont know. I just losted myself there, thinking about stuff. I'm thinking about everything in my life. Thinking about all the people that I hurted, thinking about all the people that hurted me in some way. Thinking about all the people now, that think I am mad at them or something like that. Thinking also of the people that think everything that goes wrong in my life is what they did so they blame themselfs. For everyone that goes to this site and says that they are to blame for everything that goes wrong in my life, your wrong, you guys helped me not make things worse. Anyways I want to thank all of you.^^ thank you all!^^

Well anyways...I dont know what to say right now...I know. I'm sorry to everyone that is mad at me. for whatever I did, I will do anything to make you not mad at me. Anything, and I mean anything. yup yup anything. I shall even walk your dog, do anything that you want. just no be mad at me ^^, I love everyone. I feel sad when people are mad at me. I hope that you guys can forgive me for whatever that I have done to make you mad at me. And also to one person whom I shall not name, I am sorry for the way that I acted and I hope that we can still be friends. Please dont be mad at me. I dont like it when you are mad and then we have a fight. Also to someone else. I am soo sorry for what I did, please dont cry. I didnt mean to do what I did. I didnt even know I was doing that. I soo sorry, please forgive me.

Well anyways...nothing really happened, I got asked out by a girl today...she even knew I was a girl. I would have gone out with her but, I already have someone...that is a guy. Well yeah...anyways...I bet some of you are wondering why I said I would have gone out with her. I'm Bi. I dont care what people think about it. If they dont like it, well then their not really friends. Anyways...I dont know what to post now. Its only like 12:06am, and I am tired...thanks to Yuki, He woke me up at 11am!! can you belive it? k some of you may wake up then...but not me, I went to bed at like 4:15am and woke up at 11am thanks to Yuki. I shall say it. THANK YOU YUKI!!! lol He woke me up by phoneing me to ask if he could come over here, Yuki is my brother but we dont live together.

Anyways, I was going to go see a movie with Pancake but she didnt call or come on msn so maybe next week-end. I hope that we can cause I really wanna go see a movie with her, and have fun, do some cool things, or something.Cause its been a while since I've ever been out somewhere other then to Maxs or to Yuki's place. I'll that I do is stay in my room or on the computer.I miss James, I havent seen him in about 2 days. hes working or something thats why. Oh well. Well I'm tired and I need to sleep, so thats all for now. Talk to you guys later ^^ Have a good-night. Sweet dreams and everything else. Love yas all^^ Byes!^^ Adios!^^

This is a long one. no? its been a long time since I wrote this much. lol ^^ Sorry if its to long. I jsut felt like writing a lot this time. Dont know why. I just kinda wanted to write a lot instead of writing so little and also so I can say a lot of things at one time instead at different times. well I think this shall be the last time I write a lot, my finger are tired...lol. Well see you later, byes. Adios ^^
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