Tuesday, March 8, 2005

sorry its been so long...well ok not that long but yeah..
Sorry for not being on or commenting on your guys otakus. I've just been really busy with school and friends. But now I have time to write. I think I'm probably only going to write maybe once or twice a week. So life has been good lately. I've got a better friendship with my friend Beau. And its just awesome. Hes like an awesome guy. Its hard to explain. lol. but I feel like i can tell him anything and he'll understand and since my best friend doesnt live near me anymore I kinda need someone to talk to more. so I think a great friendship is going to start. On friday I went with beau and his brother jake(I <3 him) to a basketball game. It was like a championship game or something. Really awesome. They lost though. :( everyone was kinda bummed out and one girl was even crying. I felt like giving her a hug or something. And it was so funny because like if you've ever gone to a highschool basketball game you know its like crowded and freakin sweaty. So I sat between Jake and Beau and just randomly beau and i would hug each other. So then I find out beau likes hugging me. haha. He just said my hugs are nice and he liked them. It was so funny at the time because somehow he used the word "soft" I just cracked up after that. but I was happy someone likes my hugs. Oh then also...like a couple weeks ago I old Jake I liked him. I know he doesn't have feelings for me but I just felt like telling him. He and i are trying to get to know each other better too. Cause I've liked him since the summer but we never really talked. And now were just trying to get that to work. I mean with like beau..I had known him for like a year but never really talked to him or anything. I talked to him online alot though. So then from there we just little by little started talking. So I hope that works out with Jake and Me. He invited me to come over on Sunday and hear his band practice and he called me last night and we talked(and it was really sad...we had like nothing to say. lol) So just little bye little. ^_^ And I hope i can hug jake more too. :) cause both of them are awesome huggers. Did I mention their twins? hah. I love them both to death! But well I just have a thing for jake. So then my friend erica and I are like going to rent the notebook this weekend and like just cry. And we haven't cried in a while so I think it will good. oh yeah school is boring and busy. The end. Oh when i get more peoms written I'll put some one here. ^_^
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Saturday, February 5, 2005

Something new?
So I have kinda been into poetry the last couple of days and today i wrote my first two poems. ^_^ I so doubt there good though...Cause I'm pretty sure i have no talent to write poetry but I dont give a shit! So please tell me what ya think.

I feel the warmth of your arms
I feel safe, secure…
When I’m with you I’m not scared….
No one can touch me
I’m safe with you
I wish this dream was real
My love for you is great
Only for you will my love glow
When I’m with you I have more love than ever.
My heart jumps when you speak
I blush when you’re near
My heart pounds so hard it hurts
When I look at you my heart stops
I get trapped in your eyes…
There so soft and kind
Your expressions make me smile and laugh
I wish I could tell you how I feel but I’m scared…
I feel stupid and embarrassed
I’m afraid you’ll reject me
My heart aches for it fears this will come true
I truly wish you loved me
I don’t think I can ever tell you how I feel…
I wish I could but I can’t
This love for you is special
No one will ever have my heart except you
But I still fear that fate will not grant my wish
I cry in tears knowing you don’t feel that same
You were aching when I realized how much I love you
You wrote your first poem and I almost cried when I read it
I wished that love was mine….
This love will never happen
But I still love you with all my heart

Its a tad bit long but I was trying to write my feelings. And yes its about a guy...duh...
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Sunday, January 30, 2005

Bleh...
So hmmm....not much has happened. I've become really close to some of my new friends.^__^ So thats awesome. Yesterday some friends and I helped our youth pastor paint his garage. It was fun. But cold.....*shivers* All we did was paint the primer though. And then we talked about what colors it should be painted. So I''m betting it will be like navy blue with a silver lining.....*rolls eyes* That is so something guys would pick...Then like the four of us walked over to cold stones. Then I went to some candy shop with my sister. It was funny cause Christina bought this kit called "Body talk" haha. Its like body chocolate tattoos....*rolls eyes again* what can I say? Shes married....so not much I can do if she um has....hormones....*cough* so um yeah but that was pretty funny. So today my dad and I are going to go have some coffee together and go to borders or something and just....talk. Its nice to just relax like that. Love ya all! Ciao!
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Friday, January 28, 2005

hahahahahahahaha. This is funny...

Your Homicidal Rampage! by crash_and_burn
Your name:
Weapon of Choice:	Flamethrower
Your Favorite Target:	People named "Steve"
Your Kill Count:	941,617,660
Your Battle Cry:	"Enlarge your penis with this ALL-NATURAL PILL!"
Years You Spend in Jail:	2
How Much Money In Damages You Cause:	$54,034,679,534,192
Your Homocidal Insanity Level:: 79%
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Wow..O_O
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Monday, January 24, 2005

I'm so frickin tired!!!
I am beyond "tired" I had about four hours of sleep the whole weekend. So I can barely stay awake. Its very bad. I think I'll have to go to bed early tonight. *sigh* So the snow trip was awesome. I had so much fun and I got to know some people better. And dude they are kickass people. There were only like 11 of us though....there was Beau, Jake, Daniel, Graham, Erica, Ally, Andrew, Chris, Me and two adults. We had so much fun. We went sledding and messed up our bodies. Graham got really hurt though. Poor dude. He was going down the hill with one of the adults and they flipped and landed on their heads then rolled down the rest of the hill. So hes in alot of pain. Then we went paintballing and that was the best. I like hit one person....and wasted the rest of my balls but it was like this shot was impossible. It was very in the leg too. It was awesome though...the guy I hit screamed. lmao. It was so funny. I got hit like three times once in the torso, one in the back and one on the head. And it was hella cheap, three games for 10 bucks. I was like holy shat. The food was crap which kinda suck cause I really felt it on the way home. We went to this burger place called red robins and then starbucks and I felt like throwing up. It was bad. So many good memories....it was awesome.

Please check out this website too. My best friend is an awesome animator so I want ya to see his work. ^___^ I LOVE YOU JEAN DENIS!!!!!!! *cough*

www.jeandenis.net


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