Thursday, December 18, 2008

Currently: Listening to "Just More" and pacing back and forth nervously

My chorus concert is today >< I still need to go Christmas shopping for my family and Jacob >< I'm tired T T My cable box I think died... It's been saying it's 4:30 since 6 AM... weeeeeeird That's all... Ja, mina!! *hands out plushies of your favorite bishie or favorite anime chickychick* *currently hugging Axel-sempai and Sakura-chan plushies*

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Wednesday, December 17, 2008

*yawns* I wanna have a snow day T T Hey look at that ..'

It only snowed a couple inches where I am but we have the day off XD I think it's cuse the other towns that go to my school are mostly like train wrecks right now so snow is baaaad XD Power lines down and trees fallen everywhere like no one has power till at least tomorrow... And I'm friends with some of those people it's like nuuuuuuu Nothing really happened... I'm going to a therapist like every monday now... Bleh I hate therapy like this >< I liked my group one but now it's all 1 on 1 and I have SERIOUS issues with that >< Although my therapist is one of the people from the group thing so at least I know her already... she was kinda surprised that I'm still dating Jacob ^^' I'm not... I don't know about Jacob but I'd never dump him EVER... (well except for all the cheating crap but as far as I know he'd never do that) Jacob's too good to me... I love him sooooo much *blushing probably* Last night me and my mom went out like mini shopping thing. We went to a toy place and got two card games. One's supposed to be for MO since I don't like the game we're playing in D&D right now (Munchkin makes meh brain hurt ><) only we decided I'd just bring it in and take it home cuse it's too much fun XD We got a present for my little cousin tho... Rock Paper Scissors the card game XDDD Then we went to Applebees... I had nachoes and fried shrimp X3 And cuse I'm obviously pathetic my thoughts the whole time were "No wonder Juudai is obsessed with fried shrimp!" XDDD Then we went to Borders and I bought 5 books since I had a gift card... Had to use $25 of my own money tho T T That's what I make for allowance in a month! Not that I'm like saving up for anything but I wanna get something good for Jacob's b-day/Christmas (I might as well get something big to cover both since they're like right next to each other) I'm so sad tho... I only got the Furuba volumes I got cuse they had Hatori-san (<3) and Rin-san (as pms-y as she can get <3) I'ma stop boring you all with my babble now *singing Merry Frickin Christmas*

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Sunday, December 14, 2008

I love this song!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *singing along to March of Mephisto*

How the hell are yall? XD I'ma change my theme to Christmas right after, but I love my theme right now ._. Haou nii-sama, Axel-sempai (<3<3<3), and Jim-seiteki with March of Mephisto I am OBSESSED with this freaking song XD Kind of like Kayla is obsessed with Dam Dadi Doo XD Anywho... I'm so freaking nervous ._. My holiday concert for chorus is tomorrow night and Jacob's coming >< Andrew didn't come to the holiday one last year when we were dating, and I don't think Jacob came to my Spring concert... So I'ma have my mom and Jacob watching me perform >////< Well, I'll have all my friends around me, ne? Kaitlin, Karen, Molly, Nakita, Kayla, Sho, Brookie and Camille all stand on the top row, all altos 'cept Sho cuse he's a guy XD the Alto top row is going to be really crowded XD My mom wants to put up our tree today... I don't... This year is the first year we're staying home for Christmas, so my brain's having a mini tweak out. First Christmas in my life we won't be at my aunt's house. Also first year not believing in Santa but that's a diff story... Me and Kayla have become addicted to Adventure Quest XD She's like a level 24 or something (I don't remembeeeeeeeeer sorry wifey XD) and I'm a level 32 or something (I remember nothing owo) I'ma go now before I completely bore you people ^^' Ja, mina!!! *hands out rice crispie treats and Raspberry Ice juice*

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Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Forgive me I've (apparently!) sinned or something

I've determined something. Apparently it's a sin that I can't go make up work during 6th period because that's when I have chorus rehearsal and since our performances are Thursday, I can't miss class. I found out that Steven lied. He said 3 of our friends were mad at me for reporting him and none of them are even remotely mad. Infact one was kinda happy I did. Take THAT Stevadore (dooooon't ask) Jeff Dunham said on Saturday night that their show in Manchester NH (I just live in NH I'm not giving anything away it's on my FORSpace that you all should check out cuse I'm awesome or something >.>) was the weirdest. Everyone in the audience recited the Bubba J part with him... it was really funny... My mom got me and Achmed The Dead Terrorist shirt online >) I guess that's all for now... sorry, though, I've had very little motivation for comments or posts lately... heh...

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Wednesday, November 26, 2008

I HAS A FORSPACE!!!!

Friends of Rachel Space peeps \^.^'> Nyaaaa everyone still in school suggest doing the Rachel's Challenge program if you aren't already!!! It's really cool ^^ Only for a couple I know it's not working... One of my friends is always insulting everyone making racist comments here and there (like I asked how he didn't know a nursery rhyme and he called me a racist since he's Japanese technically and I'm not so apparently I'm a racist now) And then one of my other guy friends (I give up he's not my friend anymore this FREAKED ME OUT I'm scared of MO now) threatened to rape me after school in the hallway. Isn't middle school fun? Oh and one of my friend's ex-boyfriends is threatening to call the cops on her. I told her I sided with her... but really, she shouldn't be threatening to kick his ass all the time. I know what it's like to be cheated on, but I've never had leagues of people signed up to kick Andrew's ass! One of my friends says she's gonna do horrible things to Jacob tho if he hurts me ..' She said she'd rip him in half stick put his underwear on his head and hang him from a flagpole by his boy bits I was okkkk never get you mad XD That's all really for now ^^' Ja, mina!!! *hands out turkey shaped cookies* Happy Thanksgiving for all who celebrate it \^^/

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Thursday, November 20, 2008

*jumping up and down* WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

I made my first Caramelldansen .gif!!! I found a template online so I spent a painful hour or so making it into a person ^ ^ It's my fancharacter Nakia or MEEEEEEEEEEEE ^_________^ http://i242.photobucket.com/albums/ff95/MrsElric11/NakiaDansen.gif There's the link since it won't fit in the post box I know that ^^' Not much to say ^^' Omg one video XD Look up McCain got Barrack'rolled on youtube it's really funny XDD Ja, mina!!! XDD

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Wednesday, November 19, 2008

^^'

I'm better now ^^' I vented yesturday... AND I'M ACTUALLY POSTING AGAIN! *peace* Emmah: I shall suggest that >3 Bring some of my friends to like the Rec Center or the YMCA in my town and play that... XD And she did dump him (he tried killing her tho and he got ISS... why not Out of school suspension I dunno --') I swear he's in denial about it XD They're at least getting along kinda well now... (ok so my friend that's not the in denial one said she's mostly faking it) Anywho ^^' Iiiiii got a tablet thing-a-ma-bob XD I'm terrible since I just got it oooooh 45 minutes to an hour ago but XD I made a piccy on Paint with it!!! My mom just had it lying around and I wanted one so she just gave me it XD I was like whaaaatever XD There's my piccy ^^ If it's too big for the post box here's the link ^^' http://i242.photobucket.com/albums/ff95/MrsElric11/MarufujiMiyo-.jpg It's meh fancharacter... The love child of Marufuji Ryry-chan and my fanchar Nakia Mutou XD Okaaaaay so that's only true in HALF my ficcys XD *will not say about who Nakia had Miyo with otherwise for it is mildly graphic and involves a four letter word starting with the letter r* ANYWHO XDDD I'm hyper XDDD I've determined to make my failing to make call-backs into a good thing. Me and a couple of my friends are going to the fitness room now at my school a couple times a week (only that cuse I refuse to go on days I have gym class) so maybe I can lose a little of what my friend calls pudge ^^' Maybe next year I can make it onto a team ^^' *so wants to bring Midget Tennis to my school* XDDD Emmah that's still an awesome idea Ne, I got nothing else XD Tootles, peepage XD BAKEMONO KI XDDDD (in other words 'monster spirit' ... at MO today we got basic Japanese word sheets >>; ) Ja XDDDD

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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

T T

Nyaaa I'm saaad... My try-outs for basketball were yesturday and I didn't make call-backs. I'm not too upset about it I guess. I realize I'm fat and can't say sprint 20 times across the short end of the court (HOW CAN ANYONE?! WITHOUT STOPPING SPRINTING?!!) but I was doing really good (better than some of the other girls who did make call-backs who probably only did cuse they were overly perky *shakes fist at popular girls) *sigh* I don't see the point in trying out in high school next year, either. If I can't make it on the middle school team, what the hell chances do I have on the high school team?! More people trying out, smart wads! Apparently my coach forgot that! I'll just try getting onto a tennis team or something *hates people saying tennis is a lazy sport) I'm also sad for my poor imouto T T Her boyfriend cheated on her and got another girl pregnant and she still hasn't dumped him and she found out about it last week! And it's not like she doesn't see him more than once a day! Hell I see him and I'm two years older than him! Now she's saying he wants to screw her and get her pregnant (that or he'll use on of the hundreds of condoms he got from Planned Parenthood or whatever) I found out why my one friend is being a jerk to my other one... apparently he's pissed that my other friend never apologizes for calling him gay and a girl and stuff... apparently it's only ok that I do cuse I say sorry and no offense XD (not my fault. if he stopped saying things like "I wish he was gay..." then I'd stop thinking he was gay too!!) *catching up a loooooooot* Jacob came over today ^^ Apparently however he fails cuse he gave me a cheat for Fable 2 where I buy these weapons and sell them to another guy only the second guy doesn't exist XD Fail... Nya that's all I have ^^' Sorry I haven't been on lately!!!

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Tuesday, November 11, 2008

*peace*

HIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!! I have like nothing to say believe it or not ^^' I finished Fable 2 finally >3 I have Kayla and my aniki over and Jacob's coming over in a bit, too ^^ Ne, as I said, I got nothing much to say ^^' One last thing actually ^^' I finally got to 1,000 words on the novel I'm writing for National Novel Writing Month or whatever it's called ^-^ I have to write I think it's 10,000 by the end of the month ^^' Ja, mina!! *gives out cookies*

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Sunday, November 2, 2008

T T

Sorry I didn't post when I said I would... or for a week after... All I know is I'm pissed at my XBox 360! T T In one part you go to Oakfield, right? I have a save point there. There's a whole like 20 year in gametime thing after that, and I had all of it saved. I did something wrong and went to go back to my last save point before I did the bad thing, right? My XBox (I suspect it's from when I got Live on it... it's been having issues since I did that) deleted all my save points! So now I'm stuck with no spouse, and my ex-husband took away our daughter! *sighs* I was almost crying at my game seriously T T I worked so hard to get it like it was! And my XBox freakin' went and SCREWED IT UP Anywho... that's really all... my life is so boring... Kinda how my character and spouses are like to each other... the singer being the spouses... My husband said not even a gift would fix anything and my wife said she regretted ever putting the ring on her finger *dies a little inside* Ja, mina *curses XBox*

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