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Tuesday, October 2, 2007

   October 2 Mood:EXHAUSTED!!!!!!!!!! Ra dangit I feel like I'm in the freaking Shadow Realm>
Ok I'm not gonna say anything but I do have a poem...

People always say they love you,
But you never really know for sure,
If they really mean it,
Or if they’re lying
To please you.

I fell in love once,
All was good for a while.
I thought he loved me back.
I always had.
Then he broke my heart.
Leaving me for another.

I forgave him after a while,
My hatred long gone.
I tried to love another,
But I can’t,
I can’t stop thinking about him.
The one who once broke my heart.

Now I question love,
And all people say it is.
I gave up long ago on love.
I didn’t think I needed it.
But now I’m so lonely.

I need love now,
More than ever.
I’m slowly slipping into the dark.
I need someone to save me.
I need love I can trust.

So take my hand,
And never let go.
Save me from the hell of my life.
Save me from myself.
~~~~
I wrote this about my first ex boyfriend...
We were going out for a week before he decided to dump me and 'forget to call' saying so, and he got a new girlfriend(who in the end hurt him a lot mentally). Two weeks after at a Christmas party we were laughing and having a good time. He had just finished doing his impression of Yugi's Grandpa, when he said in front of just about everyone who new about our relationship that was there that he was dumping me, and that he actually had a couple weeks ago. Not sure how he coulda forgotten to call since we saw eachother every single day after and during school, so I figured(he yells at me whenever I say this) he was cheating on me.
My last ex...my second...dumped me a week or two ago. I think his friend told him to. That's my understanding anyway...from what I heard him say...
After 9 months of a horrible relationship(we never freaking talked...but when we did we had so much fun...and we only saw each at lunch) he dumped me. I was his first girlfriend. He said we could still be friends, and I agreed since I loved the boy to pieces at that point...
We haven't talked since. He looks at me as we pass in the hallways at school, but never says hi or asks why I don't either. Or why I don't poke him when I see him like I did when we were dating.
I want things to be like in Science last year when I was with the first ex before he became an ex where when we were partnering up for an activity, he'd grab my hand lovingly. Or at Valentines day with my second bf. He gave me a card saying when I said hi to him or poked him on the arm...it brought him back from hell and brought him to Heaven...and at a dance he took a pic of us on his phone and put hearts around it...
I'm probably boring you all by now and I have to go get ready for school. Ja ne!

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