Friday, October 29, 2004

   Thinking to death
i don't think i can post everyday for now. besides the fact that i don't know what to tell(my everyday seems to be boring except when i'm with Fuujin-sama), i'm just not in the mood to tell detail by detail of my day even if it sounds repetetive. and i'm still somewhat lazy.

anyway my day's pretty much great, except for some things which are not really that important.

i backedup my files yesterday, coz my pc's hd seems to be going to the graveyard... my pc's so damn slow ._.' even if it's old, it's not that slow compare before. so i need a new hd... new or even second hand, i need to fix this pc ._.'

anyway i don't plan to post detail by detail what happened earlier, i'm kinda tired. but if you want to know the detail by deyail, go to Fuujin-sama's blog. basically Fuujin-sama visited me and i was with her for the whole day. that makes me forget my problems.

even though i want to rant here, i'm too tired to do it.

oh yeah, i almost forgot. i reached 13,000 hits last week on my tabulas blog. thanks to the people who always visits that blog :)

and thanks hon for the visit for this day... also for the banner :)

till the next time

/me loves Fuujin-sama...

end.

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Monday, October 25, 2004

   Breaking the silence
hm sorry if i haven't posted anything here... i really don't know what to post.. my days have been,, quite ordinary especially when Fuujin-sama's not there.

i guess i'm lazy to post anything...not because i want to be lazy, i can't help it.

many things have been bothering me, that made my mind too busy. i really hate when i think too much

and i'm somewhat pressured on almost all the sides in my lfe like school, family, friends/society etc. luckily i have Fuujin-sama, at least i have an inspiration to fight back

but still... with all that things, my mind's really gonna overload.

and i'm a little edgy this past few days, my patience's kinda thin compare to normal times. maybe because i just miss her badly :( hountou ni gomen nasai Fuujin-sama

err sorry if i don't make any sense here, i am just ranting afterall.

that's all, for now.

/me loves Fuujin-sama...

end.

ps. thanks to the people who greeted me and...

i have a new theme/bg! all thanks to Fuujin-sama! :D

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Sunday, October 17, 2004

   My Birthday
i was supposed to post this earlier/yesterday but i was so tired and sleepy. and my brain's not working that time.

anyway, hm...yesterday's got to be the best birthday i ever had since... i can't remember Oo;

i woke up at around 10... did everything except washing up.. and i fell asleep. woke up at 12, was somewhat worried why she's late so i called her cell first, it's off. so i called her home instead, she's still there and she said she was about to leave. felt relieved i continue doing my things and washed myself.

she came at about 2 i think, then we left. before going to Megamall we stopped by at Shangrila to buy 2 waffle cones/4 scoops of ice cream (2 scoops each). I bought 2 scoops of Mango for her and 2 scoops of Rocky Road for myself, i just love anything chocolate :-D

then we went to mega, we were a little surprised to find tons of people there, then i remember that it's a 3 day mega sale...

we went to the foodcourt first to see if we could find anybody we know there, we didn't found any. we stayed there for a little while, she did something first. after that, we went to the arcade to look for some people, we did see some people.

then i asked her what she wants to buy for the gift so we went to the bookstore, but she didn't find anything she liked to give me. then we went to the cinemas.

i plan to watched The House of the Flying Daggers or Three, but i want to watch a horror movie with her(the last time was an action movie, RE Apocalypse). so i decided we're watching Three.

the movie's about 3 horror stories from 3 countries; Korea, Thailand and Taiwan/Macao(?). just like hon said, the first story's kinda ok but the remaining 2's not that freaky. it was really a dissapointment, i said it there "we should have watch the house of the flying daggers instead"

after watching, we went back to the foodcourt, although on the way there, Fuujin-sama treated me dippin dots(hey i was supposed to be the one treating not the other way around), although she insisted it's on her. then on the foodcourt, we saw some people including Louanne. talked to her for a little, then asked where are our our friends, she said they may be on the arcade so we went there. we saw some people we know, then played victory lap. as usual, i beaten her again(that's 3-0!) :P

then after that we're supposed to play Time Crisis 2 but there's still some people playing so we decided to look for the gift she was supposed to give to me...and of course to look for a place to eat :D

we went to the department store, powerbooks, then finally to Blue Magic, then she decided to give me a big red heart-shaped soft pillow, which had some writings to it:

i LoVe You
So MuCH
i CouLD HuG You
To PieCeS.

i love it honestly :)

after that we went to greenwich to eat, we bought pizza square and the flavor is pizza italia. while eating we talked bout everything, bout myself, herself, some other people. after eating we decided to return to the foodcourt, but we didn't found anyone we know there. so we went to the arcade instead, and we remembered we still had some tokens with us so we decided to play.. but still there's someone playing at tc2, then Fuujin-sama said she wants to try Soul Calibur 2. and i said ok, i'll play Samurai Shodown 5 instead. i used Shizumaru, but due to the reason it's been ages since i've played arcade and that ss5 system's a little different from the rest of the ss series, i didn't do quite well, although at least i know to do some moves. and when i saw her playing well in SC2, i decided to try it, she used Xianghua and she said i should use Kilik coz..well they're an unofficial pairing :P

i did pretty well, surprisingly. although i was beaten once, i won hm...16+ in campaign mode. we joined the team of our friend btw. :) SC2's addicting...

after that we went home... after she got home, i went home myself. i got home at around 12:30. hm she said after i txt'ed her that i'm home, we'll go online. i txt'ed her. then i called her on landline, but it's busy so i thought maybe she's online (she did used the net to txt me) so i went online, i didn't find her on dalnet, ym or msn. and i found out after she txt'ed again that she's talking to a friend of hers. and i said i'll wait.

we got a chance to talk around 1:30... 1 hour later...

then i was supposed to post but i'm really tired and sleepy so instead i just waited for her post. i almost fell asleep several times till i really did :(

like i said, i haven't got a birthday this great since i can't remember even though i'm tired and sleep, i'll never forget this day.

till next time, and thanks to the people who greeted me.

Thank you very much Fuujin-sama for this great day, and for the pillow, i'll cherish it always :)

me loves Fuujin-sama so much!

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Monday, October 11, 2004

   Master of Surprises
hm this day's got to be one of the most interesting days in my life... but first... i'll tell you what happened last saturday.

err scrap the idea :( if you want what happened last sat, just go to Fuujin-sama's Tabulas blog. hm don't have enough time to elaborate here...

anyway earlier..like i said... was a very interesting day...even though it was somewhat tiring and it's hot... i hate sunny weather :(

i went somewhere to pick something...then i planned to go to Fuujin-sama's place.. or rather to the cafe where she always play ro. hm last saturday she asked me after her school, if she could play ro and she'll just go here on tuesday. i said yes. anyway my plan is to surprise her by going there and seeing her while she's playing.

i got there around 12:30-12:45pm... a bit tad early.. although kinda strange, usually she's already there at that time... went to the church first then eat some lunch

went back around 1pm something.. she's still not there, went inside... and later... rented for 5 hours...just in case she'll come. and she did.. a couple of mins later... eck. and she IS surprised seeing me there... oh well.

she played ro as always and i bloghopped both here and in my other blogs.

after we both finished, we went to tutuban to eat... you might call it a dinner :)

we we walked and look for some things... window shopping? then i walked her home...

on my way home, i almost fell asleep...(i still lack some sleep) and when i got here, i txt'ed Fuujin-sama that maybe i'll take a short nap...and i did. Oo;

woke up at around 3:30am, found Fuujin-sama online and now we're still talking...as always. msn's down though... crap. so no choice, ym.

anyway the day's great.. even though my plan didn't went as expected and.. it'll be 2nd sem here soon... so i'm kinda concern at both of our scheds... i just hope we're not that busy to see each other...

anyway that's all for now, sorry if my post's a little confusing.. i'll edit this some other time...

till next time

/me loves Fuujin-sama ^^

end.

ps. i think besides reviving this blog, i'm planning to resume bloghopping on a regular basis... but not now, maybe later. ^^

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Saturday, October 9, 2004

   Low Batt
*yawn. i'm too exausted to post what happened this day. my body's heavy and it kinda hurts too...

anyway i'll post later or tomorrow about the things that happened earlier...

till next time,

/me loves Fuujin-sama

end.

ps. oh yeah, sorry for those who went to my site earlier, for some strange reason, my site was off(as myotaku told me, but when i checked it and to activate it again, it was already turned on... hm really strange. if you're one of those people, pls pm me or just comment here... thanks.

also thanks to those who signed my gb recently ^^

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Wednesday, October 6, 2004

   nearing the finish line...
Crossposted from Tabulas.

Nothing much happened for this day.. besides the fact that we celebrate our 11th monthsary, but for the sake of reviving this blog so...

hm... i haven't slept much early morning, so i waited for Fuujin-sama.. although i fell asleep... Fuujin-sama came at about 1:30pm i guess

and the usual bonding :D

then we both fell asleep... i woke up at around 6:30pm, i tried to woke her up.. but.. she is really a sleeping bishoujo (beauty) <3

later we both wake up at 9pm.... dressed up and i went with her on her way home... but we stopped at 711 (a convenience store here) and bought 2 chicken cheesedog and a pepsi blue slurpee. and after that, we bought another 2 cheesdog... i guess we're really that hungry? well we haven't eaten dinner yet. :D

after that... on her way home, while walking, we talked bout the usual stuffs... personal stuffs about us. hm strange for some reason.. i never get tired walking with her on her way home.. even though it's really very far from my home (i didn't mean we walked literally from here all the way there) maybe because when you're with your love one.. the time stops? err nvm.. i'm not making any sense here...

i got home at around quarter to 12 in the midnight.

oh yeah.. i got somewhat addicted reading mangascans... now i'm reading Chobits and Kare Kano. manga's tend to be a whole lot better than the anime.. storywise.

anwyay that's all for today... we won't be seeing each other later, oh well.. there's friday though :D

till then...

/me loves Fuujin-sama :D

end.

Mizuho Kazami from the anime series Onegai Teacher/Sensei. she reminds me of Fuujin-sama, they're both beautiful and sexy... they also have a lot of admirers. XD
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Tuesday, October 5, 2004

   the 11th step in the ladder of love
Crossposted from Tabulas

hm w0w.. it has been about... 3 weeks since last time i posted. i'm very sorry, been to some personal problems but fortunately they ended ^^

i feel as if a huge rock on my back has been lifted...

hm.. although i dunno what to tell you right now.. my past 3 weeks has been... a mix feeling although most of it's fun like Fuujin-sama's bday.. for more info on that, go to her blog.

honestly... we have gone to difficult times... but fortunately.. it's not to harmful to us, on the contrary it made us discover the importance of one another on those difficult times.

she's grown mature..not just physically i mean mentally... and i'm so too i think.. i'm proud of her!

we met yesterday for about a long time.. even though the last time was..her bday... hmm...

anyway sorry again for this very boring post.. but unlike before, i think i got my inspiration back for blogging ^^ even though i'm a little lazy today Oo;

i would like to thank Julie for the phonecalls and advices and to Cherry for the text messages! (even though they rarely go here Oo; )

and of course Fuujin-sama, for everything, in good times or bad times she never left me and i'm more than happy to know that she will never leave me.. i trust her on that. i promise to protect you with all of my life...

i almost forgot....

Happy 11th Monthsary Fuujin-sama!!!

till next time...

/me loves Fuujin-sama

end.

"if i want to be hurt, i want to be hurt by arima first..." Yukino Miyazawa of Kareshi Kanojo no Jijyo




a clip from a scene of my favorite couple in Chobits, Shinbo Hiromu and Shimizu Takako
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Thursday, September 16, 2004

   ...
i'm really not in the mood to post anything. although i found this on the inbox of my old email. what's in it is interesting so i decided to post it here.

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Ten Tips For Making a Better Couple

1. Be realistic about each other.
Don't try to turn ur partner into something he or she is not. Let's face it, guys-there's only 1 Pamela Anderson in the world, and even she has had her implants removed! Give ur gal a break and understand that her physical appearance is NOT going to change overnite with the help of a few facials or treatments. And ladies, Brad Pitt has already been taken, so u're gonna have to do with what ur guy is like! Chill out, love each other for what u are. There is more to ur partner than what meets the eye.

2. Always talk things out.
Now guys, I know this is not ur fave pastime or mode of resolving issues, but u know what? This works with the gals. Don't make assumptions about each other's feelings. Learn to xpress urself better so that ur partner undrstands what u're angry about, or hurt about, or even happy about! When u stop talking to each other from the heart, it's the beginning of the end.

3. Do stuff together.
Make an effort to do things together. Do some sports or involve urselves in some shared activities; something both of u enjoy or are interested in. It could be as simple as watching movies together, or jus strolling hand-in-hand down Orchard Road. Watch soccor with him once in a while though the green patch on TV puts u to sleep in 3 seconds. And guys, do give in if ur gal asks for another day at window-shopping, rather than suggest that she go out with her girlfriends for "that sort of activities" instead. If u're spending more time with ur friends rather than with ur partner, it's a warning sign that u're drifting apart!!!

4. Meet each other halfway.
If he agrees to throw out that rotten T-shirt with the "The_Rock" print, u shouldn't kick up much of a fuss if he asks u to keep ur room tidy... There's gotta be a little giving and taking in a relationship, so learn to meet each other halfway.

5.Show ur love
Buy her flowers or candy or perfume everynow and then, even if u have been together for 5years. It's wonderful to continue showing someone that u care for him or her. Cook him a special meal, paint him a Valentine's Day card. Knit him mini-socks he can't wear ( like for decoration purposes => ), buy him a packet of milk for breakfast, or pack his wardrobe for him...so he knows u can still be romantic and loving despite having been together for quite a while.

6. Respect each other.
Stop making jokes about her hair or skin, or whatever it is u love to laugh at. Ask urself if she thinks if its funny. And if he has an inferiority complex about his height, stop ogling at tall guys and make him feel worse! Love is about respecting each other's feelings and being sensitive to each other at all times.

7. Bury the past.
Stop bringing up the past. Gals..don't bring up the happy things about u and ur ex to ur guy, it would jus make him jealous or unhappy. And guys, don't talk about the happy times that u had with ur ex or mention about her in ur every other sentence as it would make ur gal feel un-happy and she might think that u saying all this b'cos u are gonna get back with ur ex or not interested in her anymore.

8. Sit on ur jealousy.
All of us go thru' spells of insecurity at the beginning of the relationship, but don't translate that insecurity into jealousy. If u're gonna go through ur partner's mail and cupboard, and eavesdropping on conversations, u know something is wrong - with u!!! Jealousy is like a poison that slowly spreads thru' the relationship before finally killing it. Trust ur partner; love has to have trust in it.

9. Keep ur commitments to each other.
If ur partner is standing u up all the time and cancelling dates and breaking promises, u need to talk! If u're in a relationship, make ur partner ur priority and don't disappoint them if u can help it. It's really terrible when someone promises to take u to dinner, and then calls to cancel it. Don't make promises u can't keep. If ur partner starts to feel that he/she is not important enough to u, u may jus lose him/her.

10. Be honest.
Honesty is not scowling at how awful she looks first thing in the morning, or telling him that he has the biceps of a fly~! When we say "be honest", we mean expressing ur feelings clearly, not being bitingly cruel. When u're hurt, say so, and when u're angry, tell him/her, w/o getting hysterical. If u can't be honest with ur partner, who can u be honest with? æ Love is also about honesty, and a relationship where no honesty exists probably isn't worth it!

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they're all true in my opinion. honestly i haven't done most of that but i'm doing the things what i think is right. nobody's perfect

i won't be posting for a while, i'll try though.. so much for my plan of revival :(

i lost inspiration in posting...

anyway that's all... till the next time

me loves Fuujin-sama...

end.




Shinbo Hiromu of Chobits
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Monday, September 13, 2004

   There's still hope...
I'll just post to thank some people, especially pandaro-chan for the comment and for the pm ^^. And to Seto_Kaiba_Freak for the comment. ^^

So i'll guess i'll do everything i can to make this site somewhat active.

Like i said... Thanks a lot ^^

About this day.. there's nothing special about it, although i'm supposed to meet fuujin-sama but it was cancelled, oh well. But there's tomorrow though.. so i guess it's ok

Oh yeah, i almost forgot. It's the first anniversary of fuujin-sama's blog at Tabulas. Happy 1st anniversary fuujin-sama! Just click the word tabulas to go there.. hehe thanks ^^;

Till then...

me loves fuujin-sama

end.

Another Dbz pic, hehe ^^;
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Sunday, September 12, 2004

   Long Time No Post
Hm it's been a long time since i post something here.. not that long but still..sorry for the lack of updates and posts here...

i guess this would be my first rant here if i'm not mistaken...

honestly.. i'm still not that familiar to myO unlike at Tabulas.

there are some things that fuujin-sama can do and i can't and that includes bloghopping and posting comments on dozens of people everyday.. although if i had a chance, i'll write a comment or at least bloghopped once in a while.. so if you were expecting that i'll do the same thing as her... i'm sorry

about my last post... it's actually a test.. if i should continue having this blog.. when i post a "do i exist?" post, i want to hear if there are still some people left.. if there still some people who visits and reads my every post... i did that even to Tabulas!

a survey of extinction...

fortunately.. there are still some people left... besides fuujin-sama. thanks folks! i'll mention you next time...

so what's the reason why i'm here at myO? besides the unique feature?

i'm not here because i want to have lots of hits and visits.. honestly as much as possible i want this to be as low profile as possible.. i don't want to be popular, i don't have any plan to be on top 500 here in myo, just to know that they know i still exist is enough for me.

it's not because i want to have a long list of friends or tons of blogging friends... i know how that feels, because in tabulas i have at least 50+ on my friends... i don't want to force people to add me if they don't want to.. even though honestly it somewhat annoys me to be snobbed by some people... i rather prefer people going here and telling me honestly if they want to or not.. or even better... they're having the first move... if you want to add me, it'll be my utmost privilage to be your friend. i want to have true friends, not just pretenders... well it's really true that honesty's the best policy. so those who added me as friends.. thanks ^^

and on a side note.. i really don't like hypocrites.

and lastly i'm not here because i want to make a great site.. well honestly if i learn how to make this one beautiful i would but for now.. this is enough...

so why am i here? simple.. i want to blog... i want to write some or maybe most things bout my life and maybe some people may take interest for it.. that's all

sounds boring but in reality.. it's the basic fundamental in blogging, hehe ^^

anyway you may wonder why did i make that test? well i just like to test people.. they say you see the real side of people when they least expects it... they say i'm like Eriol Hiiragizawa of Card Captor Sakura, who likes to test people for his own fun.. well for me not just for fun...i want to know the real side of people

so to those who wrote their entry at my gb, posted their comments and just bloghopped and came here... thank you very much...

and to those who didn't... you'll miss something in the rest of your life... and i wouldn't care less! just like in an old movie Gone With The Wind:

Frankly my dear, i don't give a damn!

oh yeah, before i end this post... i would like to say that it's my Tabulas' first year.. hehe ^^

and finally, the last but never the least.. i would like to thank the most special person of all in my life... fuujin-sama, for being there.. if it weren't for you, i would have give up a long time ago... salamat po! ^^

till then

me loves fuujin-sama ^^

Gokou using the Kaioken technique

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