Sunday, September 12, 2004

   Long Time No Post
Hm it's been a long time since i post something here.. not that long but still..sorry for the lack of updates and posts here...

i guess this would be my first rant here if i'm not mistaken...

honestly.. i'm still not that familiar to myO unlike at Tabulas.

there are some things that fuujin-sama can do and i can't and that includes bloghopping and posting comments on dozens of people everyday.. although if i had a chance, i'll write a comment or at least bloghopped once in a while.. so if you were expecting that i'll do the same thing as her... i'm sorry

about my last post... it's actually a test.. if i should continue having this blog.. when i post a "do i exist?" post, i want to hear if there are still some people left.. if there still some people who visits and reads my every post... i did that even to Tabulas!

a survey of extinction...

fortunately.. there are still some people left... besides fuujin-sama. thanks folks! i'll mention you next time...

so what's the reason why i'm here at myO? besides the unique feature?

i'm not here because i want to have lots of hits and visits.. honestly as much as possible i want this to be as low profile as possible.. i don't want to be popular, i don't have any plan to be on top 500 here in myo, just to know that they know i still exist is enough for me.

it's not because i want to have a long list of friends or tons of blogging friends... i know how that feels, because in tabulas i have at least 50+ on my friends... i don't want to force people to add me if they don't want to.. even though honestly it somewhat annoys me to be snobbed by some people... i rather prefer people going here and telling me honestly if they want to or not.. or even better... they're having the first move... if you want to add me, it'll be my utmost privilage to be your friend. i want to have true friends, not just pretenders... well it's really true that honesty's the best policy. so those who added me as friends.. thanks ^^

and on a side note.. i really don't like hypocrites.

and lastly i'm not here because i want to make a great site.. well honestly if i learn how to make this one beautiful i would but for now.. this is enough...

so why am i here? simple.. i want to blog... i want to write some or maybe most things bout my life and maybe some people may take interest for it.. that's all

sounds boring but in reality.. it's the basic fundamental in blogging, hehe ^^

anyway you may wonder why did i make that test? well i just like to test people.. they say you see the real side of people when they least expects it... they say i'm like Eriol Hiiragizawa of Card Captor Sakura, who likes to test people for his own fun.. well for me not just for fun...i want to know the real side of people

so to those who wrote their entry at my gb, posted their comments and just bloghopped and came here... thank you very much...

and to those who didn't... you'll miss something in the rest of your life... and i wouldn't care less! just like in an old movie Gone With The Wind:

Frankly my dear, i don't give a damn!

oh yeah, before i end this post... i would like to say that it's my Tabulas' first year.. hehe ^^

and finally, the last but never the least.. i would like to thank the most special person of all in my life... fuujin-sama, for being there.. if it weren't for you, i would have give up a long time ago... salamat po! ^^

till then

me loves fuujin-sama ^^




Gokou using the Kaioken technique

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