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Monday, October 22, 2007


   What do you believe in??
It's been one week after that horible Tuesday but I'm still sad, scared, confused... the most of all I'm scared. We haven't heard anything from our relatives about my cousin, I supposed they've already buried her. I'm really hoping they will be enought strong to move on. I'm still to sad about Tose 'cause his songs are everywhere and my heart is not healing...

When I was younger I used to be nice to my family, frinds and all people around me but I let others to ruin me. These years I been arguing too much, been lazy and rude to everyone around. Don't think that I'm terrible person 'cause I'm not but I've let myself to say to much hard words last few years. Lots of times I made my sister cry and I felt really bad because of that. Now I do wanna change and I'll do everything in my power to do that.

Tose showed me how one person should be 'cause he was really nice, polite to others and he didn't care about being famous. He just wanted to make others happy. He was taking care about poor kids and he was teaching them to sing for free. I'll do my best to be better person and he'll always be my idol.

Do you believe in God? Lately, I'm scared of death 'cause I really don't know what happens after death... I try to believe that there is some better place (heaven) where God is waiting for us... but what if there is no other life?? Do you believe in ghosts?? I mean, if you believe in God then there are no ghosts 'cause souls are going to meet God... but there could be God's angels taking care of us... like Gabriel... please, talk to me 'cause I'm so scared...

Take a look at my last pic if you wanna...

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