Saturday, January 22, 2005

dont read or look it is officialy freaky

ahhhh! freaky girl from the ring ~ told you not to look but i guess you can read ~ anyway can anyone make me a welcome sign??? anyone?? well if you can then pm me if not then dont pm me ~ unless you want to ~ i never get pm's ~no fair ~ im alon in this cold cold world ~ ok never mind ~ ugh my dad has been play that game it is called forbbiden siren i think it is freaking but he wont get off so i cant play it ~ he will pay

later fellow freaks

~dear diary i belive that i am dead~

*rain-of-darkness*

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how many times am i going to post something??

well since i am so bored i will add yet another horrid post for all to read ~ not like anyone ever reads them ~ my father is rather strange ~ he will be so mad at me and then he turns around and showers me with gifts ~ i hate that ~ i tell him that i want a job and he says ok ~ but we never stay in one place long enough in order for me to get a job so that is un-kool ~ na dthen my dad says that i dont need a job that he will give me anything i want ~ i hate when he does that ~ it makes me fell spoiled when im not ~ i would much rather live in my old home in japan i would say where but i realy dont remember it that much i was about 5 when my mother got really sick ~ she had a bad heart and after that we were always in hospitals and never home ~ i dont remember it very clearly but i remember when she died three years after she got sick ~ i didnt want to go to the hospital i told my dad that it smells so bad in her room ~ he dragged me in there screaming and i tried to get away ~ then my mother called my name and held out her weak hand ~ i paused and went to her i started to cry and she died while i was lying in her bed ~ she was telling me a story ~ i know that it sounds lame ~ but it is very true ~ i miss my mother ~ and i want her bad ~ she always told me about how muck i looked like her when she was little ~

*rain-of-darkness*
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well well...

hello i guess this will be my official post since the last one had nothing to do with anything important~~~so how are all of my new friends~~~one you enter there is no escaping~ever~ well i suppose i should tell you a little about me~ i am 15 and i was born in japan~ i am not full japanese but i am chinese and japanese~ i dnt know much of the lanuage because i moved around alot~ i know a little~ but not enough to live by~ my mother died when i was 8 so i was old enough to remember her and her sweet smell~ i live with my father~ he tries his best but it never turns out right~ i am on my lab top that he got me for no reason yesterday~ at the moment we are in england~i dont know many people here so i just stay with my comics and invader zim dvd's~ my life isnt that interesting~ the only family i know is my dad and my pet cat~ i named him Sqee~ that is all for now...lets see how muck you all like me now~~~

*rain-of-darkness*



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hello...fellow freaks...

i am new here...ony been here about...say..10 minutes...how lovely...i should go so i can make my site as scarey that it will only be found...beyond you nightmares


*rain-of-darkness*



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