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Saturday, January 22, 2005


how many times am i going to post something??

well since i am so bored i will add yet another horrid post for all to read ~ not like anyone ever reads them ~ my father is rather strange ~ he will be so mad at me and then he turns around and showers me with gifts ~ i hate that ~ i tell him that i want a job and he says ok ~ but we never stay in one place long enough in order for me to get a job so that is un-kool ~ na dthen my dad says that i dont need a job that he will give me anything i want ~ i hate when he does that ~ it makes me fell spoiled when im not ~ i would much rather live in my old home in japan i would say where but i realy dont remember it that much i was about 5 when my mother got really sick ~ she had a bad heart and after that we were always in hospitals and never home ~ i dont remember it very clearly but i remember when she died three years after she got sick ~ i didnt want to go to the hospital i told my dad that it smells so bad in her room ~ he dragged me in there screaming and i tried to get away ~ then my mother called my name and held out her weak hand ~ i paused and went to her i started to cry and she died while i was lying in her bed ~ she was telling me a story ~ i know that it sounds lame ~ but it is very true ~ i miss my mother ~ and i want her bad ~ she always told me about how muck i looked like her when she was little ~

*rain-of-darkness*

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