Friday, July 30, 2004

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Act your age:	define the question
Born on what day of the week:	wednesday
Chore you hate:	mowing the lawn
Dad's name:	eric ellard
Essentail make-up item:	don't wear any
Favorite actors/actresses:	don't know
Gold or sliver:	neither
Hometown:	plymouth, pa
Instruments you play:	guitar, percussion, viola, flute, keyboard, piano, trumpet, violin, cello, bass, and a couple other
Job title:	don't have one
Kids:	no
Living arrangements:	with my mother, step-dad, sister, dog, cat, birds.
Mom's name:	lisa jensen
Number of socks you own:	...i don't know...
Overnight hospital stays:	none
Phobia:	none
Quote you like:	not all things are as they seem
Religious affiliation:	don't have one
Siblings:	sister, sister, sister, sister
Time you woke up today:	7:00 a.m.
Unusual habits:	none
Vicious thing you've done:	too many to name
Worst habit:	staying up too late
X-rays you've had:	1...my wrist
Your favorite season:	autumn
Zodiac sign:	aries

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what is the first word that comes to mind.....
life:	never ending
hope:	none
truth:	lie
trust:	dead
faith:	gone
pride:	full
love:	pain
lust:	anguish
pain:	life
hate:	life
lies:	truth
guilt:	gone
laugh:	agony
cry:	despair
live:	die
die:	live
this or that (aka what do you like better)
punk or goth:	goth
rock or rap:	rock
movies or music:	music
TV or movies:	tv
E-mail or snail mail:	e-mail
polar bears or pandas:	polar bears
hot or cold:	cold
Alaska or Virginia:	alaska
North America or Europe:	europe
love or lust:	love
Ashton Kutcher or Tom Welling:	........
Smallville or Superman:	smallville
7th Heaven or Full House:	full house
movie theaters or movies at home:	movies at home
amusement parks or the beach:	amusement parks
beach or boardwalk:	boardwalk
root beer or birch beer:	birch beer
lonliness or death:	loneliness
gold or silver:	gold
Good Charlotte or New Found Glory:	good charlotte

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What makes you laugh?:	nothing
Who is your hero?:	no one
Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?:	francesca duval
How many pairs of shoes do you own?:	3
Seriously... Where does the other sock end up?:	in my droor...where i put it...
Who do you blame for your mood today?:	stephan jensen
If the Internet were sex... I would:	define
Have you ever seen a dead body?:	yes
What is something scientists need to invent?:	a pill that substitutes sleeping and rest
What should we do with stupid people?:	kill
Have you ever broken a bone?:	no
Do you watch local news? Why?:	no
What happens after you die?:	after human's die...they go to heaven or hell...i go nowhere..i can't die..
How big is your bed? Big enough?:	yes..big enough
How long do you think you will live?:	forever

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Wednesday, July 28, 2004

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Darkness rains supreme throughout the land
And I wonder how to live
When I can't see where I am going
Or where I am

So I turned around
And looked behind me
And saw more darkness
There's no escape

I walked for an eternity
searching for a way out
and then I realized
There is none

So I sat down on the cold hard floor
And I stayed there forever
Because there is no way out
None at all

There's never a way out
Of your own soul
And in my soul I reside
Forever In darkness
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if anybody has any ideas about how i can make it seem as if my sister has extreme bad luck...please don't hesitate to tell me...that is all...goodbye...

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Sunday, July 25, 2004

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i'll be adding more fanart as soon as i feel like scanning them...that could take a while...maybe not, i don't know...point is, more coming soon...that is all...goodbye...
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Wednesday, July 21, 2004

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please visit http://82.196.2.4:8000/listen.pls this way, you can start to understand true darkness...goodbye..
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Monday, July 19, 2004

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i have just returned from the renaissance festival in new york....i'm broke now, but i had fun...currently, i own two pewter neclaces, a wooden combat sword, and a bamboo flute, all from the festival...now, however, i'm bored to death and have nothing to do...goodbye...
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Monday, July 12, 2004

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though art fragile, and though art weak, but thine father and thine mother had bestowedith a wonderful gift upon thee, and hath given thee eternal life...it seems like only yesterday i said that...how times change...


well, it turns out not only did my grandfather die last week, but my great-grandfather died on saturday....my grandmother must feel horrible...the funeral is this saturday.....so many things happening...it's almost as if my wish were coming true, but in the most horrible way....i really have to specify what i wish for....humans are so fragile and shortlived....eventually they all die...everyone dies....goodbye...
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Thursday, July 8, 2004

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i went to the viewing today....my grandfather was so cold and stiff...they say you need a coin to cross the River Styx...i placed a silver dollar in his hand....i actually almost shed a tear tonight....it's been years and years since i've done that....tomorrow, i, along with seven other people, must carry his casket to his grave....goodbye...
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today is my grandfather's viewing...it's hard to beleive someone who's been there for you your whole life can disappear so quickly....now, i'll never have the chance to grow up with a grandfather, and my children won't have the privilage of having a great grandfather like i did....tomorrow is his funeral, the last anybody will see of him as he's sayed a prayer and buried deep underneath the soil upon which we walk....everybody depended on him for everything, ever memorial day, he'd take us all to every cemetary that our family members were located in, every weekend before, we'd clean up the family cemetary for the upcoming visit from the rest of the family, and now the responsibility is resting upon my parent's shoulders..that's about all that i have to say today, so ...goodbye...
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Wednesday, July 7, 2004

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tomorrow is my grandgather's viewing....friday is his funeral...i have volunteered to carry his casket....so i will not be visiting my father friday....the after "party" will be held at our house....i just hope nobody will be to emotionally upset to have a good time....i'm sure there'll be plenty of food....so, i'll be visiting my father on saturday...and speaking of my father i better go tell him the news....not that he'd really care much, but i still have to work out a way to get down there...goodbye...
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