Monday, December 12, 2005

   Wha???
Ok, so I'm plagued with the curse of being named Rachel. It's the most common name for girls besides Jennifer or Jessica.

So I went and looked it up. I found thid site that recorded the frequency of names used for babies every year since, like, 1890.

So the year I was born, 1985, Rachel was the 13th most popular name given to female babies in the entire country of America.

In fact, Rachel was in the top 20 chart from 1983-1999.

I knew it! Everyone and thier mother is named Rachel. And I hate it. Thanks Mom.

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Tuesday, December 6, 2005

   Somebody's gonna die.
Ok, so I'm a person who plans to abstain from sex until marriage. Which is something that always worries me when I enter a new relationship. I mean, what does this new guy expect? So I always plan to have this conversation pretty early on.

So a mutual friend of ours, the one mentioned before, decides to blab about this. He's such a gossiper. The guy I'm dating proceeds to ask me about the valitity of this information OVER AIM. ON THE FRIGGIN' COMPUTER. So I don't get to talk with him about it face to face. Hell, he doesn't even get to learn it from me!

I really hate meddlers. I know what thin ice I tread with this no sex rule. Is it right for someone who isn't even in this relationship to talk about these things and risk the ruin of said relationship? There was a delicate way to breech this subject that gave me a hope.

The only reasons I can think of for this meddeling are:
1) He just loves being the bearer of juicy news, even when it is at a personal cost to others.
2) The thought of someone who refuses to "put out" personally offends him.

This is my rant.

Get off my back. Do what you want. I'm not allowed to judge you for your choices. So don't f**king judge me for mine, especially when they show a basis of self-disipline and honorability.

This is my rant.

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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

   Yeah, baby.

So, yes. Another date. I'm really happy about how this is going. I'm so easy going around him, and I'm usually a spaz when it comes to dates. And I'm not turing into a freak and feeling like I HAVE TO SEE HIM when he's not around, so that's good. The way it looks now, he might be a keeper. Ya know, boyfriend material. ^_^

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Saturday, November 19, 2005

   SIGH

He's great. I'm still on cloud nine. Wheee!

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Thursday, November 17, 2005

   I'm back in the game!

So I meet this guy about two weeks ago. We ended up talking alot in that time. About the same crap, ya know, comics, books, video games, computers. Stuff like that. He's cute and nice and he laughs when I make jokes. This makes him desirable.

So I've totally fallen for this guy within a week. So I try this thing called "flirting." I've been told by many ex-boyfirends that I don't know how, thus I scare boys away. I thought, "Not this time! I shall not scare away another! I really like this one." So I try to "flirt" and send "vibs." Whatever that means.

Apparently he got them and send some back. So now I was confused because this is the first guy to not run like a bandit the first time I make a horriblly sarcastic joke or hit someone (probably him). So I figure a mutual friend of ours, a gay guy who acts like a high school girl, will be the first one to clue me in if anything is mutual in this experemental flirtation and excellent conversation.

It took longer than I thought, but sure enough, Chris (the gay guy) comes up to me and asks me my type. Like in guys. I act dumb and spell out basically what this guy is. Hook and lure. Chris gets excited and I continue playing dumb asking him who and why. He skirts around it saying he won't tell, but keeps asking if I'll like a guy if this and if that. Soon he spelles out what I was looking for. He was talking about the guy I liked. YES! This guy likes me enough to talk to Chris about me!

So I act coy and calm, but I'm sooo excited. Then I see him. He says hi to me first thing and we talk for a while. We were sitting in a public place, so he whispers in my ear, "Can I take you out on a date?" SQUEEEE! "Yeah! Sure!" I say. I'm so smooth.

And that's how it is. Tomorrow we will go on a date and be all flirty and funny and romantic. It's about time I got some action. Geeze. It's been forever.

Wish me luck!

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Saturday, November 12, 2005

   blargh

I'm getting confused.

Now that I type that I realize it will be impossible to tell what I am confused about.

My confusion is so general and yet specific that the "what" in itself it difficult to lay down on a flat surface due to it's twists and turns. Thus it is confusing.

I am confused.
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Sunday, October 30, 2005

   K, now this is awesome.
OMG, Kephren is awesome cause she made me this for my b-day. It makes me so happy.

http://fanart.theotaku.com/view.php?action=retrieve&id=77728

Go there and be amazed at the art skillz of Kephren. They's the peeps from a story I wrote and it's awesome. Cause I wrote it, of course. But 'nways. Yeah. It makes me happy. Squeeee!
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

   Ah, the spotlight
Totally got cast in a show at school. It's gonna be awesome. Squeeee!
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Saturday, October 15, 2005

   It's my Birthday!!
Yep, I'm 20. No longer a teenager... Yep.

God help me. Being an adult sucks.

It's like 8:20 am where I'm at. I'm up this early on a Saturday and on my birthday cause I saw The Exorcism of Emily Rose last night. I can say I've done smarter things. Well, it was an excellent movie, for those of you who would see it. But... man. I was lucky and fell asleep right away last night, but only for 4 hours. When I woke up, I didn't go back to sleep. Pictures from the movie kept popping in my head.

So I prayed for a while, and when I felt safe (relativly) I tried to go back to sleep. This was around 5 and 6 am. My muscles were so tense and I was so intent on praying that I got too physically exausted to sleep. Now my arms feel like noodles and I feel like crap.

Happy Birthday to me.
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Sunday, October 9, 2005

   Whoooo!
500 hits! I shouldn't be excited. I just told you how lame I am. But then I feel better cause I know that should I lose my computer, I will still have a life to live fairly happily.

Whatever. And, um, WTF?? Will someone friggin' read the damn thing in my last post and maybe comment? I need to know how to fix it, guys!! thanks
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