Saturday, May 29, 2004

The List
1. Boys are stupid. I have yet to date a man. Please tell me where they hide.

2. I really really REALLY need people to read my play and give me tips on how it could be better. I need as many oppinions as I can get. So please comment and give me you email or SN so you can have a fun thing to read.

3. I got a job at Randall's. God answered all of my prayers for getting a job this summer and I am very thankful for that. I need the money somethin' fierce.

4. Boys are stupid and have hard times thinking of others. I'm praying that God will get it in my head that I shall never marry or never need to. I can adopt as a single parent.
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Friday, May 21, 2004

Hello there
I entered HYPE again. For those of you who do not know what that means, HYPE stands for Houston Young Playwright Exchange. It's a workshop opportunity for kids 13-19 yrs old. But first you must be accepted! I got to the finals last year. So we will se where this takes me. If anyone wants to read the play, entitled Love vb. And n., let me know. It's only about 20 minutes long, so it's a very short read. I need the critisizm. (BTW, I am why God made spell check.)
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Tuesday, April 27, 2004

   ..........almost over.................
Lots to do. I've got less than a week left of classes and I have two tests. Then it's time for two finals and a paper that's due next week. I needed a distraction so I came here. Now it's time to study for math. Someone please shoot me before 9am tomorrow. I will die relieved. Not happy nessesarily, but relieved. But hey. Do go out of your way. The stress may kill me just as fast.
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Tuesday, April 20, 2004

   *gurggle*
I need sleep so bad it pains me to think about it. Grrrr. I've had five weeks of late night rehersals and now I am in the middle of a week of teching shows. For these shows, I thought I was doing lights, meaning I'd push a button 3 or 4 times, the same button, and I'd be done. But no. The girl that was doing sound for the same shows had to be my friend and had to have had a hard semester so I'd feel bad for her doing all that work and offer to do it myself. I'm not mad about it, but it does require more work on my part, more consentration. It's not hard work, just easy to screw up. Last night I jumped and pushed the play button about 5 minutes too early. It was a gun shot, a very loud one. I went to bed and I heard the sound-designer's voice in my head telling me what levels to do sound cues. I was scared. Then I passed out. And had weird dreams. This is gonna kill me more likely than not.
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Tuesday, March 30, 2004

   Holy Crap
Any body who knows about the Meisner Techniqe in acting, ya might know that it's kinda weird. Well, that's what our acting professor is doing right now. It's funn and all, but it requires us to think. The exercises are fun though. Anyways, if anyone read, you know I have had this problem getting this acting thing down. It's HARD work. And it pays for crap. But I need to do this. Well, we are doing the intrusion exercise right now. Guess what. I think I'm begining to get this stuff. Hard and cryptic it may be, but I think this exercise is doing it for me. Yay! Well, I thought I'd just let you guys know. The few who read this. Bye now!
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Sunday, March 14, 2004

Yellow

A dreamer. You are the Faerie of the Moonlight. A
calm spirit who feels alone. You sometimes find
yourself crying, but can not figure out the
reason. You have a fear of being used. People
have hurt you, and you do not know if you can
trust them. You lose yourself in writing or
reading, a very creative faerie. People want to
be your friend, but you don't know if you want
to be theirs. Sometimes you classify yourself
as an outcast, but you try to be content with
your tears. At least you'll always have your
fantasies..


What's your inner Faerie?
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That's kinda depressing to read... yes...... well. Spring break for meeeeeee!!!! But I don't get to rest. That is pissing me off. I have to nurse my boyfriend back to health. He had sergery yesterday and his face is swollen and such. He's getting kinda edgy and it irks me. Does that make me a bad girlfriend?
See you person or two who actually reads these things. If anybody does read these things. Knowing my luck my boyfriend will read it and no one else. heh. That'd be funny. heh heh heh.
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Sunday, February 22, 2004

   Hi again
Yes.... Last week and the week before was pretty bad. Anyways, I'm planning to move out next semester. Kinda scary and fun at the same time. But my sister's birthday's are tomorrow. Yay for the freakishly tall twins who are taller than me regardless of the four years I was born before them. They're turning 14. And I'm making them a cake and now I feel kinda sick from all that cake batter and cake scraps. Too much sweet... Er.. See ya peoples!
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Wednesday, February 4, 2004

   ............................................
I'm in a mood. And apon realizing none of you will see this, much less respond, my mood worsens. I really hate auditions. I feel as though my ass-hole high school directior was right in never casting me for ANYTHING ANYONE WOULD SEEEEEEEEE. He's such a dumb-ass. Like my engilsh professor. She's truly an idiot. But that's not the point. The point is that I have discovered, just recently mind you, that I cannot act. "Oh well, neither can any average Joe," you say, and walk off. But NAY! This has been my life since...since....Forever! I was in 4th grade and I knew this is what I wanted to do with my life. Not only that, but I was proficied over from God that this would be my calling and my ministery. Well, crap! Just now I realize I suck????? How can I delute myself for so long??? And what do I do now? There has never been another option for me. This is it, this was going to be my life. And I loved it. Until now. I want to do so much, I want to get this acting thing so much, but what am I supposed to do? Beat my brains till I feel something snap, till I understand how to do it? God, please tell me where you want me to be. What do you want me to do, God? I can't start directing at this school till senior year, and then that's only a class. It's all I have left, and I see myself waiting years till I find out if that works too. And what if that turns out like this? I dunno what to do. If anyone can please pray for me, pray for gidance and peace for me. This is what I am, and it feels like it's gone now. No hope to return, that passion, and what felt like being good. Let Him speak to me, in a dream, in the shower, I don't care. I just need God. I want to be ready if he needs me to do something, but I am so far from it. Plaease pray for me, and I'll reaturn the favor. God bless.
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Thursday, January 15, 2004

   This is really funny.


Who's Your Anime Girlfriend?

I got my boyfriend to take this quiz and this is what came up. I was laughing my but off. I'm nothing like this. Well....not entirely. But yeah, I though someone would find it humorous as well.
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Monday, January 12, 2004

Yellow peoples.
Hey, um. If anyone has read Ender's Game, Ender's Shadow, or Shadow Puppets, you will automatically know that Bean ROCKS! I want to have his babies, but Petra is determinded to do that. If you have not read any of these books and you are into thoughtful things and sci fi, these books are for you. they are by Orson Scott Card, the best sci fi writer around. If he wasn't so old, well, you know. But, yeah. He rocketh and all shall bow down to him. And Bean. But really, you Evengalion fans will love these books. Has the similar theme of children soldiers and such. Buggers=Angels. Teachers=NERV. Many other cool things involved. But yes. I like to read. I have no life. I really couldn't care less. That makes me smile. See ya. And read these books!!!!! Really worth your time.
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