myOtaku.com: Rain Phantom

myO Still <3's You

Vitals

Birthday
• 1985-10-15
Gender
• Female
Location
• Houston, but I spend the summers on Saturn
Member Since
• 2003-08-03
Occupation
• College Student/ Actor/ Playwright
Real Name
• Rachel, Rach, Rae, Raven, and Rouge

Personal

Achievements
• Geez! You don't care!
Anime Fan Since
• 3rd grade (Salior Moon and Speed Racer)
Favorite Anime
• Oulaw Star & Metropolis
Goals
• You still lack interest...
Hobbies
• Acting (duh)/ Writing/ Reading/ Anime (duh again)/ Drawing/ Laughing at the stupidity of Hollywood
Talents
• Being too well-rounded.

myOtaku.com: Rain Phantom

Thursday, June 30, 2005

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I want so badly to do well. Everything my hands touch turn to dust. Always unfinished. Hundreds of businesses, school plans, chores, personal creative projects, relationships lay in tatters. Either I shread them apart myself, or neglect and time wore them away. I want to finish one thing and have it mean something. I want to write a play worth a damn. I want to be part of a show that allows me to help, not just ask, "do you need anything?" 400 times. I live by what I do creativly. I LIVE BY WHAT I DO CREATIVELY. This is my purpose, I will always be certain this is my purpose. At this moment in time I have done nothing. I have finished nothing.

My biggest worry is that this will always be the score. My peers- no, my role models are the people who's opinions matter most.

I continue to be invisible to them.

I want to earn respect and acknowledgement. That's all. Just a nod.

But, of course, I need to actually DO somthing worth nodding to.

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