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Tuesday, February 14, 2006


   Okay, so this sucks.

I know I said I'd add pics next time I posted, but I'm a dirty-liar-pants-face.

But I need to say this on the crapiest holiday of the friggin' year. I am now single, I have been for 4 days. Mostly cause he was a jerk and I'm totally in love with someone else. I dunno why I do this. I go out with jerks beacuse they have the guts to ask and I don't atract anything good. i.e. no one asks me out. No. One. Except the jerks. So I go out for a while, then I get tired of hateing myself and feeling not good enough, so I break up with the ass. Then I still feel the same way because this time I know for sure no one else besides jerkface wants me. Well, jerkface doesn't want me, but he's messed up anyways.

I am so in love with this super good gentleman that I know would love whoever he's dating. Thing is, everyone else knows that too. So he's a hot item. And again, as is the pattern in my life, no one wants me. Especially a guy so great he can have his pick of anyone.

And while I work tonight, these will be my thoughts. Sucks.

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