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• 2003-11-23
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• Shhh! It's a secret!
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• Not having any achievements. XP
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• I was born, duh!
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• Dragon Ball/Z/GT; Rurouni Kenshin; Pokemon; Honey and Clover; Trigun; Detective Conan; NARUTO; Ultimate Muscle; Cyborg009; Yu-Gi-Oh!; One Piece; Full MetalAlchemist; Ghost in the Shell Stand Alone Complex/2nd Gig; Kindaichi Case Files
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• Graduating from uni!
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• Reading and collecting manga and other books
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• Not being able to cook XD
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Monday, June 25, 2007
It's like the middle of winter... And I just killed a mosquito! O.o
Hop! Step! Jump!
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Open Heart!
Hi. ^^' I'm sorry I didn't write anything on my previous post, which was a day late, and I didn't even have the next game... ^^" I wasn't feeling like my usual posting self (whatever that is ^^') so I just decided against it. ^^'
Um... I'm not really sure what I should write now too. It used to be so easy writing a post before (other than me being lazy) but now... I don't know. I kind of feel like what I wrote in my past posts was meaningless. It's strange coz I've never felt like that before. I wasn't going to post today too, but then I felt like I would never post again. So I'm kind of forcing myself to write.
I don't feel like my usual self. I always have thoughts racing in my mind. And writing them in posts was my way of getting them out. I really need that coz I hardly ever get them out in real life. I feel like I have no one to talk to here. I mean like really talk to. I guess I need that. Maybe that's why I'm not feeling right...
I just had this HUGE urge to delete everything I wrote. I just have a hard time talking about my problems. But that’s not fair, is it? I want my friends to open up to me about their problems, even thought I'm not the best person at giving advice, I can at least listen (if you're comfortable with it, of course ^^). But what kind of a friend would I be if I kept things bottled up inside? ... Although I could just be justifying my rambling. ^^' I just don't want to pretend that everything's fine. Well, everything is fine (other than the usual little annoyances in life), it's just that I feel weird when it comes to posting.
The thing is I don't know what the problem is. *sigh*
I really hope Matt's (BKstyles) not reading this, coz he'll lecture me about my insecurity and emo-ness... AGAIN. >.<
I'm trying to change. I'm trying to be a little more confident. Look, you're actually reading this. Before I wouldn't have even written this stuff down.
The one thing I never want to feel is regret. I still feel it, but it's not as often as before. I have to get over my fears and live life...
Anyway. ^^"
I'm sure you've noticed the little changes done to my site. ^^ It's all thanks to 2 very special friends. ^^ My best friend here on MyO, master hiko, for inspiring me to change my layout. My little sister, hackermimiru, for helping me with HTML at about 2am my time. ^^ *hugs* It's not really different to what I had before, but *shrug* it's a start. ^^
And FINALLY the next game. ^^
Game 2 Round 1
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