Tuesday, May 30, 2006

   Currently Listening: Aeris Lives by Kevin Lau
Whew. Got home safe 'n' sound. O__o Too bad it's 12:23 and I'm too scared to go to my room.

o> 3
You know the trick when someone taps you on the shoulder and then hides? I scream when people do that to me...:( It scares me so...then I scream at them that it's not funny...'cos it isn't.

I'm just scared. I know the stairs are only a couple yards away, but they seem like miles...I just want someone else here...I really really hate being by myself!! I just want daylight to come...

-sigh- I'll just have to wait. Maybe I'll go grab a cover on the couch really quick and curl up with a pillow right in here...I hate the night nowadays...-shivers-



Oh god, I'm sorry, readers...I read it's really bad to just post about your own selfish needs or gripe about things. It's not like anyone will comment anyway, I just need someone to talk to. :( I'm really really sorry. Please forgive me.

Promise I'll load Akatsuki #1 tomorrow morning. I don't know where my backpack is, and I'm NOT going anywhere past the living room.

Need to calm down...I'll just...I'll just write a story...or read stories...maybe watch a video real quietly...I wish mom or dad would wake up to lead me to my room, but they've both been asleep for 3 hours now. Good, now I've got myself crying.

I'm sorry again!! I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!!!! This is just a REALLY SERIOUSLY bad case of paranoia and an EXTREMELY bad fear. I want to go up the stairs ONE TIME without looking behind my back to see if anything's there...oh, I'm terribly sorry.

Maybe I'll go turn on a happy movie in the living room quietly...I think I'll look for a Disney movie in our closet right here next to me. NO SCARY MOVIES. FUNNY ONLY.

-deep breath- I'll go now. sorry, sorry, really really really really sorry.
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Sunday, May 28, 2006

   Currently Listening: Cheeseburgers in Paradise by ?
Yeah, I'm at a friend's house and they're gracious enough to let me use their computer. I was going to go swimming, but I really don't feel well, and I really want to go home...:( But we (mama und papa und I) are spending the night, as I've heard.

Neh, it's all pretty good. :) I love all the comments I'm getting on art. I'd post some, but:

1) I'm at someone else's house and they don't have a scanner
2) I can't draw (I lost my inspiration again..)

Maybe sooner or later I'll start to get comments on my post -coughyeahrightcough-

Haha, just kidding.

Hmm...what else, what else...Yeah, I just need to get my inspiration back. I really need suggestions or requests, 'cos I'm out of ideas of what to draw. PM me for requests, I guess, or comment. :)

Tata, lovlies.
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Saturday, May 27, 2006

   Currently Listening: Fire Coming Out of the Monkey's Head by Gorillaz
Hey....it's 2:00 in the morning...I just posted my other stuffs. Yes, flames come in PMs. Comment-flames will be deleted. I wouldn't expect any, I mean:

1) I threw out my wrist this morning so it's hard to move the mouse.
2) Cello lessons made my arm extremely sore
3) I have ADD so I couldn't concentrate
4) My 3rd try in Photoshop
and
5) I can't follow any tutorials 'cos they're all for Photoshop 7 and I have Photoshop Elements.

Please no flames...T^T...I'm tired, I'm hungry, and I want to wake up to nice comments.

Gots it, people? Okay...well, thanks for appreciation on my other art as well. :) I'm really happy about it.
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Friday, May 26, 2006

   Currently Listening: Stoned by Dido
I <3 all of you people, even if you don't comment my posts. :') I feel loved (mostly) as well!!

'm so people like my art!!!! XD Even though I've yet to enhance/redo it. I need to color more. Oh well. Yeah, I'm happy now! :] Oh, and "Adventures of the Akatsuki #1" will be coming up shortly. I have a good idea of where it is, so yes! :D

Quote (for the heck of it):

"I put the "fun" in dysfunctional.”

And Pic!:







That's all, folks! Have a fantabulous day!


EDIT~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~>>>>>>>>

Hey, guess what? I'm redoing Naruto Mommy! :D I'm making a lineart and coloring it...it's taken 7...8 hours so far, but that's 'cos I have ADD and I had cello lessons, so it's really 4 hours. :) I'm proud of myself.

Anyways, the real point. Go here:

ZOMG CLICK ME

Watch my video right now!! :D
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Thursday, May 25, 2006

   Currently Listening: Down Under by Men At Work
School's over...I'll be leaving CMS forever now!!!! T^T I'm gonna miss my friends and teachers that are staying there...

Man, I don't know why I'm like this 'cos everyone loves summer and getting out of school. :( Wah. I'm different....crappers!!!!



-le sigh-



Oh well...I have a new layout! XD Yep, 2 layouts in 2 days. Awesome, no? It's so cool. :]

I like Namine from Kingdom Hearts. She's really cool. I told my buddy Megan she should dress up as Namine for Halloween er sumthin, 'cos she seriously looks just like her, but she says she doesn't like her hairstyle...then I slapped her upside the head for being such a turd.

Anyways, mm-hmm. I'll upload more pretty -coughuglycough- pics later, d'okay?

Alright...got that over with, now I shall continue with my story! (I'm writing the sequel to Goldilocks and the Three Bears)
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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

   Currently Listening: Hakuna Matata from Lion King
Only 4 more exams to go, and then BITTERSWEET FREEDOM!!!!!!!! I can't wait to finally get school OVER with. X.X So boring.

Anyways, new layout. The background was a piece done by dilekt at deviantart titled "Hope". And the welcome sign was a piece, "Aigle", done by Jeanpepe. They were so pretty! :)

Yep. Nothin else much....:P
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Monday, May 22, 2006

   About my
X.X My cat just stabbed me in the toe with her claw...it hurts to walk now...now she's wiggling on her back trying to be cute...but in reality she's just a retard.

I had a pretty busy day, too. In English and TX History we watched the rest of "The Birds". It was a REALLY good movie, but the ending sucked, actually. Did you know the actress who played the main lady had a fear of birds for the rest of her life after making that movie??? :P Now THAT freaked me out.

In FCS, Marissa (Pekarek) and I cooked our Mexican Casserole. :] I got a finally hold of her yesterday and we practiced. Well, my class LURVED IT, so she and I served THIRDS. You know the awesome thing? We served thirds, and we had 10 MINUTES to goof off and clean up. We got a really good grade too. ^_^ I'm so proud.

And for Science, we launched the rockets we made all last week! It was SO cool!! But only 2 groups out of the whole class got 100s...Madeleine and I weren't one of the groups though...BUT. When Alex Malliet (he threatened me w/ a wrench last week) and Jake Hervey launched their rocket, which was called, "Columbia II", Sridhar Dustan and I saluted it's take off. The sad thing was, ....it blew up....-_-....it was sad...very sad...and Kayt & Skiba's just wouldn't flat out launch! I think they're gonna try again tomorrow...neh, I dunno

We also had our "End of the Year Orchestra Concert" today! :D But Tay was 3rd chair...:'( Broke me inside...Oh well, I still played BEAUTIFULLY!!!! And in the middle of the 8th grade perfomance, the commitee for the Orchestra came out and gave Coach P. (Mrs. Pennington) a bouqet of flowers along with a gift and card. <3 It was SO sweet that Coach P. cried...:} We all love her!

Yeah...it was a fun-filled day. ;) Can't wait for summer though. I'll miss my teachers and friends and all, but it'd be SO UBER NICE to get a 2 month break from chaotic children. :]
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Saturday, May 20, 2006

   GAR!!!!
I CAN'T FIND "ADVENTURES OF THE AKATSUKI" 1 AND 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T^T -river of tears- And I worked so hard!!!!!!!!!! wah.......

ARGH. I'm so FORGETFUL and USELESS!! >.< Stupid room...always has to be messyish and unclean...littered with unfinished work...GODS. It HAS to turn up somewhere or I'll HANG M'SELF!

Craps...well, I went to my last piano recital today. :P I'm quitting cos I'm too busy nowadays and mi madre y padre are FINALLY noticing how stressed out I am...

The recital was much fun, but I had to wear a stinkin' skirt. X.X I dun like skirts...my legs are all cut up and bruised and such from running into stuffs...blech. On the way home we stopped at 7-11 and mi padre and I stayed in the car listenin' to oldies music...it was fun, but all these dudes who got out of there cars looked at me then told their friends to look and the GRINNED...got me SCARED. For pete's sake, I'm only 12.

Then we got home and Dad and I watched "Larva" and "Kicking and Screaming". And here I am now...so...yeh....

Au revoire!!
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Thursday, May 18, 2006

   Woo
I'm reminiscing a lot lately...I've watched old Disney movies I haven't seen in years...I'm watching over the Gravitation series as well as Chrno Crusade...it's the life. :)

I got to look at my soon-to-be highschool as well. Really REALLY blank, which scared me have to death, but they said it was still under minor construction so it'd be better whenever we came back next year. Can't wait to go! :]

Hmm...oh. I'm watching "The Birds" tomorrow. It's gonna be cheezy but good. :] Alfred Hitchcock is soooooo cool.

Ner..........................I guess that's all. I'll also have more of "The Adventures of the Akatsuki" up and I'll have a new layout up too.

X.X Ack. I just remembered I have to draw a card for my friend's brother by tomorrow.

DANGIT!
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

   Stupid stress
I have a request to meet by tomorrow morning or else I'll get scolded cos it's already been 2 weeks delayed...I haven't even started. :'( Seems Tay won't be sleeping tonight...-le sigh-. And I can't go home sick tomorrow cos I already went home sick today...>_< I wanna run away to Australia er sumthin so I can get AWAY from all the requests by my classmates...oh well.

Better news: I'm to be a cartoonist next year for the Announcements. :) That'll be much much fun.

D'okay, 9:30 exactly. Time to go bed-bed
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