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Wednesday, May 10, 2006
STUPID SCHOOL!! STUPID PEOPLE!!
Because of all the ppl at school, I can't draw!!!!!!!!!!! T^T Requests being delayed...pooie...argh...It's like...the end of school and all, so the teachers are pile driving the homework. I have no time....and everyone wants me to draw something cos they think its OK if they work ME to death on drawing something that (usually) I DUN EVEN LIKE...RRRRRRRRRR!!!
Everyone's always saying, "Oh, Taylor can draw ANYTHING..." or "Taylor's the BEEEEEEST artist ever!" or "She can draw anyone anything at anytime!" or "TAYLOR DRAW ME A PICTURE!!!". Its as if no one has even HEARD of ANY OTHER ARTIST. I shouldn't even be CONSIDERED one!!!!
GOD I'M BEING OVERWHELMED!!!! Now I have no life because I'm stuck at my desk in my room drawing against my will. Soooo...I've lost it.
I have COMPLETELY and UTTERLY lost it. I can barely even draw a stick figure nowadays. And I'm drawing SO much, that I'm getting LESS and LESS sleep because of insomnia, stress, and because the graphite won't wash off my hands!
-cries- I can't take anymore of this...:( I went to Six Flags and I blacked out because I slept 5 hours that night. I went to the pool at my gym and I got chlorine burns in my eyes, which swelled up my eyes, because of my clumsiness. I've been really sick lately...It's just too much...I'm getting hurt really bad all because of ART.
:( I'm sorry...I really need to get that off my chest...I mean...I went on art hiatus a few months ago, so I could have time to myself and so I could have my OWN pictures that I could keep and cherish. But people at school thought, "Oh hey, Taylor can draw! I don't care if she's on hiatus! I'll just take advantage of her!! :)", so no one CARED about my hiatus. And being the nice person that I am, I took the requests.
God, I'm just STUPID...I'm a STUPID FREAKING DOORMAT. People walk ALL over me. And soon, I become OLD and USELESS. So I'm just TOSSED aside waiting to be picked up by some other a-hole.
No comments needed...don't care...
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