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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

   Currently Listening: Aeris Lives by Kevin Lau
Whew. Got home safe 'n' sound. O__o Too bad it's 12:23 and I'm too scared to go to my room.

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You know the trick when someone taps you on the shoulder and then hides? I scream when people do that to me...:( It scares me so...then I scream at them that it's not funny...'cos it isn't.

I'm just scared. I know the stairs are only a couple yards away, but they seem like miles...I just want someone else here...I really really hate being by myself!! I just want daylight to come...

-sigh- I'll just have to wait. Maybe I'll go grab a cover on the couch really quick and curl up with a pillow right in here...I hate the night nowadays...-shivers-



Oh god, I'm sorry, readers...I read it's really bad to just post about your own selfish needs or gripe about things. It's not like anyone will comment anyway, I just need someone to talk to. :( I'm really really sorry. Please forgive me.

Promise I'll load Akatsuki #1 tomorrow morning. I don't know where my backpack is, and I'm NOT going anywhere past the living room.

Need to calm down...I'll just...I'll just write a story...or read stories...maybe watch a video real quietly...I wish mom or dad would wake up to lead me to my room, but they've both been asleep for 3 hours now. Good, now I've got myself crying.

I'm sorry again!! I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!!!! This is just a REALLY SERIOUSLY bad case of paranoia and an EXTREMELY bad fear. I want to go up the stairs ONE TIME without looking behind my back to see if anything's there...oh, I'm terribly sorry.

Maybe I'll go turn on a happy movie in the living room quietly...I think I'll look for a Disney movie in our closet right here next to me. NO SCARY MOVIES. FUNNY ONLY.

-deep breath- I'll go now. sorry, sorry, really really really really sorry.
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