Thursday, January 27, 2005

   Pop quiz. Please clear your desks of everything except a sheet of paper and a #2 pencil.
4:09 am

Oh, god, the cravings... Right now i'm craving the three S's... first person to come up with what those are gets a prize.

I ate so much food today...Blah.

Going to collapse into bed because i'm exhausted.
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Wednesday, January 26, 2005

   Scrubby and lovin' it...
12:36 pm

Ahh.... dressed in scrubby, comfy clothes (hoodie and my michigan pants lol)...

I meant to grab "Someone Like You" from home this past weekend... i need a good movie with lots of crying.

This seems appropriate today:
"Is it OK if I speak to you today
You've been pissed off for a week now
but, nothing I could say could make you look up.
Or crack up. Is there anything that I can do
Anything to show you

You're a bitch
but, I love you anyway
OH OH You can't sing
But, You still put me to sleep
Baby, You're a bitch
Hey Hey Hey Hey
You make me sick
But, Don't ever go away"

Got my HA book (well, 1 of 4 lol) today. Yay. I can do the readings and go to discussion now. lol.

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   Well, i'll be damned.
4:10 am

Well, holy shit, i AM on my period. That makes things significantly LESS fun. It's early! by a whole week!! On the upside... i can safely retract my blanket apology and now blame it all on PMS. mwahahaha...
Cower in fear, for tomorrow (technically later today) is the first day of my period... and i'm not going to be a happy camper. *evil grin*

It explains a lot though... my emotional rollercoaster (oh, who are we kidding, that's all the time lol), my craving for salt (damn those munchos to hell for somehow not being salty enough!!), my irritability... I know... this weekend i should watch something with lots of crying...

On a completely random note: My hair is now the perfect length for cute pigtails. It's hilarious looking.

"You and me quietly at a stand still
Fortunately you will kiss me and I'll kiss you back
Fact of the matter of is that I don't know what the latter is
Say I always wanted to kiss you but
I always wanted to run from you
Because I always wanted to miss you
And that I've always wanted to come for you

So... how do you do?" --Jason Mraz "1000 things"

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Tuesday, January 25, 2005

   Oh my poor neglected blog...
2:58 pm

I did the thing again... where i THINK i posted something... but i didn't. Whoops.

Taking a break from codelab because it's sooo boring... i'm like halfway through, though, so i guess that's ok. I still can't believe the first assignment, assuming you get them all correct, takes care of half of what i need for the semester. That's ridiculous.

I've been kinda emotional lately... Very cranky. :( I think it's a combination of lack of sleep (i'm fast approaching insomnia...) and hormones or something... (no, i'm not on my period.) So blanket apology to everyone i've been snappy to... unless you deserved it. Then i don't apologize. (And plenty of people DID deserve it, so...yeah. lol)

I think i should get some sort of recognition for being able to overanalyze absolutely anything. Maybe not an award, per se, but something that alerts the world as to my.... unique skill...

Oh dear, i'm rambling again. To continue the randomness, a portion of the convo matt and i had earlier:

me: it's a whole new way of dating!
me: you could ask ppl out just via facebook
matt: that'd be great
matt: haha
matt: don't ask them in real life
matt: in fact, don't even hint at it
matt: just send them a facebook bf invite


As usual, ending on good song lyrics:
"Do you listen to yourself
Never live for someone else
Do you like the way you feel
Nothing hurts when no one's real
She wants to shake this scene
Yeah she wants to shake with me
She's not looking for the holes in all the lies..." --"BulletProof" Goo Goo Dolls
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Saturday, January 15, 2005

   No good emote for this post.
8:34 pm

Just finished watching 10 things I hate about you. I love the poem she says at the end:

I hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you’re always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you’re not around,
and the fact that you didn’t call.
But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,
not even close…
not even a little bit…
not even at all.


Off to north campus to finish coupling season 3... and maybe watch some of the other episodes we skipped before.. who knows.

"I'm surprised that you've never been told before...That you're lovely, and you're perfect, and that somebody wants you. I'm surprised that you've never been told before...That you're priceless, yeah, you're precious, even when you are not new..."
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Friday, January 14, 2005

   I love Drawn Together.
1:15 am

"Cuz you're fat! And NOBODY likes fat chicks! WHEE!!!"

"You're whiny and self-hating and probably bi-polar... You're exactly my type!!"

That show is so hilarious.

Newest good song:

"the sun is casting shadows
an afternoon is fading
I ask, but no one knows
the answer to the question
my life is like an island
where does this ocean go?"

"the sky is filled with neon
the buildings stand electric
and almost seem to glow
want answers to the question
my life is like an island
where does the ocean go?
I really want to know
my life is like an island
it's time for me now to fly
where does the ocean go?"

I'm just soooo bored right now. Ack.

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Thursday, January 13, 2005

   Ctools will be the death of me.
9:13 pm

So ctools, the only way to submit this lab i have due today (i couldn't start it before today either, so it's not like i put it off), keeps going down. I can't submit anything because nothing will load, then they eventually pull it down to work on it. It won't be up til 11 now. Argh.

I have a headache starting. Blah.

I feel like just ruining everything and eating an entire bag of way-too-buttery popcorn.. and i think i will. No willpower at all, i swear.
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   I just wanted to use that emote.
2:59 am

So i went to accucopy with good intentions of buying my coursepack, but they only accept cash and check so i was S.O.L. Blah.

I have resolved to not assume the worst right now, to be more open, and not afraid to show my feelings even if the other person hasn't shown his yet. *grits teeth*I. will. be. optimistic. lol.

PS: that was the best episode of IY i've seen yet. I <3 sesshomaru...


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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

   Good + Bad = Neutral
11:14 am

Feel kinda sick so skipping my Astro discussion. Oops.

It would appear i've lost a noticable amount of weight the past few days. Yay.

I'm so frustrated. Going to play some Jak 3 to try and forget about everything.
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   *sigh*
3:47 am

I thought stuff like this was supposed to make me feel better. Instead i just feel worse.

Why is it that things worked out the way i wanted but somehow they still aren't right? It feels as if nothing's changed, in a bad way.

All those people totally called it: It DOESN'T mean as much. I'm afraid it never will. I don't even know why i'm worrying. Nothing's changed.

Going to crawl into bed and internal-cry myself to sleep.

Hallelujah.
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