Monday, January 10, 2005

   Please.
5:22 pm

I hate it when ppl stupidly accuse me of having an eating disorder. I don't. It's retarded.

Newest fave song i just got:
Rufus Wainwright "Hallelujah" from the Shrek soundtrack. I <3 this, and i never knew who sang it before. :)

I've heard there was a secret chord
That David played, and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?
It goes like this
The fourth, the fifth
The minor fall, the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty
in the moonlight
overthrew you
She tied you
To a kitchen chair
She broke your throne,
she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Maybe I've been here before
I know this room, I've walked this floor
I used to live alone before I knew you
I've seen your flag on the marble arch
love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

There was a time you'd let me know
What's real and going on below
But now you never show it to me do you?
Remember when I moved in you?
The holy dark was moving too
And every breath we drew was hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Maybe there's a God above
And all I ever learned from love
Was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you
It's not a cry you can hear at night
It's not somebody who's seen the light
It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Blah, dinner doesn't look very good today... Not that i think it EVER looks good... But still. lol.

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Saturday, January 8, 2005

   Just woke up...
2:15 pm

My away message from when i went to bed at 7:30 last night:
~ 1 block of "plowed" sidewalks: 3 inches of snow

100 yds of grass to MU: 6+ inches of snow

Chance of getting raped/murdered/kidnapped while walking there with headphones on: 75%

Wait for Taxi: 15 - 20 minutes

Number of toes i have left: ~ 3

Amount of cash found on stairs en route to room: $1

Inexplicable addiction to North Campus and realizing you've been up 23 hours straight: priceless.


Oh man i'm tired..but i didn't want to sleep all day so i set my alarm. Of course i kept hitting snooze, but the important thing is i didn't wake up at like 4 and then not roll out of bed until closer to 5.

Watched almost all of the first 2 seasons of Coupling last night. It was soo hilarious.
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Thursday, January 6, 2005

   So sleepy.
5:01 pm

I got like 8 hours of sleep.. i shouldn't be tired.

Wanna know what's sad? I finally gave into peer pressure and got a facebook account. Lord help me. If any of you are in college, you'll know what i'm talking about lol.

I should be a) cleaning my room b) ordering my books online c) writing some articles for Shady. I also need some food...I could go up to north campus but no one seems to be there. Ick.
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Wednesday, January 5, 2005

   First day of class.
12:24 pm

1st 2 classes went ok, seem interesting enough... My Art History class is in a little while, i'm excited for that...

I recently fell in love with GiTS: SAC music. I don't even watch that series. lol.

"Roaming inbetween the worlds of sleep and awake
Seems so far away from where I've been and untrue but unafraid
Intrusting -- my soul -- I know I must be taken to see the world that is
Not so far from now

Imaginations come and sweep the shores of my mind
Letting it be, visions pass, and emotions arise--
Letting them go, and beyond are doors I've never seen, opening one by one

(Wake up and show the light, wake up the time is right)
I hear a voice, hear a voice calling out to me
Look inside, see the light now ever holding you
All the truth is all you need to make of your reality, its right here
Look deep within your shell"

I think it helps Yoko Kanno did the music, and steve conte sings that song. I <3 steve conte. a lot. lol. I think i've got everything he sings.

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Monday, January 3, 2005

   Must. Do. Something.
6:19 pm

It's the last day of break (essentially), and i'll be damned if i spend it sitting at home.
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   I'm in love with this song.
3:19 am

John Hampson
» Brand New Me

i could not change, i could not be
who you needed me to be
so i lay down my arms
and i will fight no more
give my wounds some time to heal
so i cannot feel
let me be numb so i can smile
and fake it for a while

just give me faith and give me love
let it fall from up above
give me something i don't know
that i do not recognize
a brand new face, a brand new soul
let me rise up from the old
become someone you don't know
that you will not recognize

and if i knew your memory
looking back what would i see
were you different on your own
how could i know
and is it easier to heal
do you break now just to feel
a little something after all
and now something is gone

just give me faith and give me love
let it fall from up above
give me something i don't know
that i do not recognize
a brand new face, a brand new soul
let me rise up from the old
become someone you don't know
that you will not recognize

follow in your will that'll get there for you
sorry if i talk too much and bore you
i hear the voices in my head
but i never listen to them

just give me faith and give me love
let it fall from up above
give me something i don't know
a brand new face, a brand new soul
let me rise up from the old
become someone you don't know

just give me wind upon my back
let me say that i won't come back
take me somewhere i don't know
that i do not recognize
a brand new place to call my own
let me rise up from the old
become someone you don't know
that you will not recognize
that you will not recognize
that you will not recognize


Go grab this song for free from the nine days website! It's awesome. I found it there yesterday totally by accident. Click click.

Played Halo 2 for the first time today! It was pretty fun... of course i got slaughtered but for a first timer playing against ppl who play ALL the time, i did pretty well and even helped them a few times.
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Sunday, January 2, 2005

   *butt dance*
[kudos to anyone who knows where butt dance is from lol]

11:42 am

So Dad and i got up to get to best buy as soon as it opened to grab 160 gb HDs. with the $50 rebate, they'll only be like $87. Yay! No more filled up HD bc i ripped a bunch of my DVDs and can't convert them to .avi's or anything like that... So they are like 4.5 gb apiece LOL.

Oh yeah, i want/need like $10,000... anyone who wants to contribute can feel free to, you know.. mail me a check or something. C'mon. you know you want to. It's for a good cause. It's for a new computer (a really kick ass one)... and possibly an iPod... and then it'll feed and clothe me for the next few years of college. Please?
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   Gah!!
3:49 am

Lost in the Rose Bowl by one point, one freakin point!! Gah!!

Dan came over and we just hung out. Watched Labyrinth (ooh look 80's David Bowie!) and then just sorta talked.

I want to do another wallpaper.. but fresh out of ideas and useable material. Ick.

"You fail to show
I never know
You brought me here
You wet my taste
You disappear
Without a trace
Did you think I'd ever lead you wrong?
Just know I'll save all of our moments
That we are

And still I wanna be
Where you sleep
Where you laugh
Where you breathe
And I hate to say
Still I sway
Brown your eyes
Gone away..." -- Nine Days "Wanna Be"
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Saturday, January 1, 2005

   Bored...
5:25 pm

Last night was ok... Dan and i left at like 5:30/6 bc neither of us wanted to sleep at Bella's. I didn't get a New Year's kiss from anyone. It's the first time in 5 years. That certainly sucked.

I'm bored today. The Rose Bowl is on (go U of M) but it's boring watching it alone.

I think my ridiculously good mood has trickled back down to normal neutrality.

I need to go to target and exchange that video game! i NEED jak 3, cuz i'm at a hard part of PoP and need to take a break.
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Friday, December 31, 2004

   New Year's Eve!!
7:36 pm

Got wireless internet today at my house, not that it matters since i have a desktop lol.

I start school again in a few days. It's kinda good and bad at the same time. *shrug*

Excited for tonight! Dan is picking me up and we're going to Bella's [abrupt change of plans - no Brandon's]. Mmm... not QUITE as excited about staying at bella's. oh well. It should still be fun, and we might find something else to do.
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