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Sunday, November 21, 2004
My brain is torturing me.
Ever had one of THOSE dreams? Those horribly awful dreams, the ones where your crush (that you have NO chance with in real life) confesses to having feelings for you or kisses you or something, and you two are blissfully happy together? But then, of course, you wake up. And you realize they don't like you at all and your life kinda sucks. And you really wish you didn't have that memory of what "they" kiss like or whatever. (Even though it's not really what they kiss like, or what it would be like if you dated, your brain just has invented it and sentenced you to suffer)
That is what happened to me this morning. So my day kinda started on a horrible note. Cuz shit like that just makes you want to go back to sleep, either a) to escape that feeling of loss and rejection you've been forced to experience ALL OVER AGAIN or b) to dream about them again lol. Blah.
I've been pretty busy this week, i kept meaning to post but then i just.. didn't.
In a not-so-surprising turn of events, I've lapsed back into my 9th/10th grade mode of thinking: "Boys are stupid and I hate them. But for some reason, I still want to date them. Go figure."
I hate life. lol
Now i need to be start doing my english that's due for tuesday or else i won't do it at all..
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